Dear Diary & Listeners, 
 
There are a few moments that leave me truly speechless. There are fewer moments that leave me in an aftermath of tears. 
 
Tonight, you get to experience one of those with me. 
 
Welcome back to The Amanda Show I guess...
 
...but like
 
Be fucking nice to each other. For real. 
 
xoxo,
Amanda

Dear Diary & Listeners, There are a few moments that leave me truly speechless. There are fewer moments that leave me in an aftermath of tears. Tonight, you get to experience one of those with me. Welcome back to The Amanda Show I guess... ...but like Be fucking nice to each other. For real. xoxo, Amanda

Dear Diary &amp; Listeners,&nbsp;
&nbsp;
There are a few moments that leave me truly speechless. There are fewer moments that leave me in an aftermath of tears.&nbsp;
&nbsp;
Tonight, you get to experience one of those with me.&nbsp;
&nbsp;
Welcome back to The Amanda Show I guess...
&nbsp;
...but like
&nbsp;
Be fucking nice to each other. For real.&nbsp;
&nbsp;
xoxo,
Amanda

You're So Vain

When host Amanda meets Dick—a seemingly charming Mormon man from Las Vegas who pursued her relentlessly on social media—she had no idea the chaos that was about to unfold. What began as a whirlwind romance quickly unraveled into something far more disturbing.

Season One of The Dichotomy Diaries pulls back the curtain on the man behind the mask. What appears to be a devoted husband and religious man is, in truth, a compulsive liar entangled in financial domination, secret escorting for men, and a web of manipulation that left a trail of broken women. This season follows Amanda and six other unsuspecting women, all connected by the same predator, as they share their raw, unfiltered stories of betrayal, coercive control, and the strength it took to survive him.

New victims of Dick continue to surface regularly. On average, The Dichotomy Diaries has helped at least one woman per month recognize the red flags, escape the manipulation, and avoid becoming the next chapter in this chilling story.

But the story doesn’t stop there. Each subsequent season of The Dichotomy Diaries centers around a new brave individual who chose to speak their truth—shedding light on toxic relationships, the psychology of abuse, and what it really means to reclaim your voice.

These aren’t just stories. They’re a warning, a mirror, and a testament to the power of truth. Because sometimes, real life is darker—and more unbelievable—than fiction.

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When host Amanda meets Dick—a seemingly charming Mormon man from Las Vegas who pursued her relentlessly on social media—she had no idea the chaos that was about to unfold. What began as a whirlwind romance quickly unraveled into something far more disturbing. Season One of The Dichotomy Diaries pulls back the curtain on the man behind the mask. What appears to be a devoted husband and religious man is, in truth, a compulsive liar entangled in financial domination, secret escorting for men, and a web of manipulation that left a trail of broken women. This season follows Amanda and six other unsuspecting women, all connected by the same predator, as they share their raw, unfiltered stories of betrayal, coercive control, and the strength it took to survive him. New victims of Dick continue to surface regularly. On average, The Dichotomy Diaries has helped at least one woman per month recognize the red flags, escape the manipulation, and avoid becoming the next chapter in this chilling story. But the story doesn’t stop there. Each subsequent season of The Dichotomy Diaries centers around a new brave individual who chose to speak their truth—shedding light on toxic relationships, the psychology of abuse, and what it really means to reclaim your voice. These aren’t just stories. They’re a warning, a mirror, and a testament to the power of truth. Because sometimes, real life is darker—and more unbelievable—than fiction.

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