It was 10:30pm, the night was warm, the ocean vast and dark but lit up by the brightness of the nearly full moon.

The stars that feel like home to me glistening in the night sky.

I walked on the edge of the shore, a few random few second cry's of it's really was all a soulless lie' and then I moved into gratitude.

Here I was, free to walk at night doing what I want without having to send my location or explain why my plans may have changed even if ever so slightly.

I am accountable to no one but myself.

Empowerment.

Here I saw my purpose of leading others into full surrender to free themselves and unlock their true power, potential and purpose come to being.

Never did I imagine that I would be a domestic violence and Narcissist abuse advocate and healer but here I am. And, it makes sense, it's been what I have lived most of my life in various ways.

This final one being the worst of them all and the catalyst for the most impactful growth, movement and change.

You can only cry wolf so many times before it's revealed you are indeed the big bad Wolf

When you try to control the outcome or another you only end up hurting yourself.

It from this place that you become the victim in your story instead of the hero.

The place of empowerment is in self-responsibility, respect and ownership

This is where you achieve personal power and self-mastery

This is where you become the hero in your story instead of the victim

It's your choice

You get to decide

I choose hero each and every day, minute after minute.

Sometimes it's exhausting and feels all good much.

I cry, I feel whatever needs to come up, and I move through it with the surrender into the Divine.

Knowing that this is all happening for me and in my higher good.

The soul fire circle has emerged

A circle of power facilitated by Warrior women to hold, nurture, empower and enlighten all her enter to emerge into their true Warrior women power.

*Please excuse our dog and my dad yelling at the dog in the back ground, haha, I am recording from my nieces bedroom on my families farm where I am currently residing.

What you will hear today will be a confronting story that I began writing on December 9th.

The day the divine overrode and took charge.

The day that surrender and full awakening had to begin so that I could be ready to end this karmic cycle that has been running since I was younger than 8 years old.

I am releasing it today marking the end of this toxicity route and letting go of the afraid, restisting souls truth and purpose Tash I once was.

This is what true surrender looks and feels like.

It's messy, it's painful, its confronting, it's raw and real.

In order to truly be in our light, love, full abundance and with passionate soul fire, first we must SURRENDER to all the past stories we have been carrying around, all the pain, all the fears, questions, internal low vibrational chatter and self doubt.

This is where we master our mind by living through the Divine's messages which we receive directly to our soul.

This is the point where take ownership of our life and create the state of being and world we came to experience and be.

To awaken and stand strong in our power and truth.

It's time to be brave and call out those who are not coming from a place of authentic love and positive leadership.

This is how we truly we rise and roar.

This as with everything I write, speak or do is in co creation with the divine.

Today's episode will be confronting, more confronting than any of us may be aware of.

If you are triggered too much at anytime, stop and take time out.

There is a meaning for you in this story. Be it direct or indirect. You may feel it straight away, you may reject it and feel it later or you may feel so triggered you never return back to my teachings of being.

Whatever the outcome, it's the outcome for you. For you as a person who can relate or knows someone who can and needs help.

I am the messenger

Your soul will know if it's a message for you or for you to be a guide and messenger. Share this episode accordingly.

You may just save a life.

This won't be for everyone, this will be the deepest and most powerful story I have ever shared in my entire life.

It's also going to be the only of its kind.

As you listen, as you relate or connect as either perspective, even if that perspective is you being the person who has been hurting another, know that you are loved and safe.

That change is ALWAYS a choice, a painful and uncomfortable one but it is still a choice for those who are not full blown narcissist, a choice to be, live, expand brighter and kinder through the eyes of love.

You have FREE will. We ALL do, this is our gift from the divine.

What we choose to do with it is up to us.

There are two emotions we are given in every moment:

Love or Fear

What do you choose?

I from here on out declare and choose LOVE.

In today's episode, I come at you with an open heart and a husky voice.

This week I came of of the closet, spiritually that is, resulting in my body crashing an burning in what I like to explain as a test.

A test to prove how committed I am to my souls purpose, to showing up and standing in my truth.

So here I am, OWNING it and SHOWING the FUCK up, even through my body is failing me and I could EASILY crawl in a ball, watch Netflix and it would be totally accepted to call it a day.

Not me, not I, I am the MF Goddess of Surrender. I have work to do here on Earth and I am here to inspire, guide and teach you to connect, be and express yours too!

If you listen, share with me what comes up for you, as usual I ask the deep hard hitting soul reveling questions.

If you love what I am bringing over these airwaves be sure to subscribe via your fav sound playing app to catch each new weekly episode.

In today's episode we discuss an array of situations, like my most recent spiritual smack down, the birth of my AMAZING program starting Dec 1st, Raise Your Vibe. My retake on anniversary to happy survival day, and so much more.

It's a #heartrambles #tangenttash collation of love. light and passionate soul fire.

In today's episode we dive into how me being messy and raw created movement and how I hope it creates inspired action for you to show up as your perfectly imperfect self too.

It's time to quit procrastinating waiting for the thing to be perfect. Stop looking at what others are doing, just create, make and do something already.

There's only one thing that separates those who are successful and those who are not. Listen to today's episode for the low down.

5 years of dreaming and requests from many to create a podcast and now here I am.

In all of my perfect imperfection, I have stepped out of the discomfort of my comfort zone, faced those niggling fears, and pressed the record button on my life.

Today's episode has a focus on clarity. We're all searching for it, I was searching for it.

It's the very thing I give my clients, and it's the thing I unexpectedly received by the realisation that my life isn't about having clarity, my clarity is in the giving. #mindblown

If you're in need of some clarity, take a listen, you may just feel a little spark.

Join me on my journey. Connect, interact, be motivated and inspired.

Giggle at my raw silliness and bask in the always changing, unfiltered mystical world of Tash.

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