This conversation with Ben Lawson is true look inside a working actors highs and lows; how long it can take for a casting director to find that perfect project for you, his first experience on the set of a huge movie, and what it feels like to lose your confidence and then gain it back in spades. Sometimes it might take 6 months in New York City to shift your focus, to unblock the fear around auditioning and booking and trust in your own artistry. This conversation is about the journey in an actors career, not about the destination.

Ben Lawson is an Australian film and television actor best known for his portrayal Damien Rennett in ABC's "Designated Survivor," Netflix's hit series "13 Reasons Why," as Coach Rick, and "The Deep End." He has guest starred and featured in various shows, including "Don't Trust the B---- in Apartment 23," "Grim," "Billions," "Modern Family," iZombie," "Love Child," and "Secrets & Lies." He began his 26 year career in the popular Australian soap opera "Neighbours."

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