In this episode I read a poem that I wrote a few years ago. It’s the first part of an 8 part series that I call THE GATEKEEPER. This is some of my favorite writing that I’ve ever done, and I’ve always said that the whole world needs to read it. So instead, I’ll read it and you can listen! I will also give some more details and some hidden things that I don’t really get to share with those who’ve read it. I’m excited to add this to my podcast, and I hope you enjoy it!! (I’ve added the text form below) Remember to download and share! Thank you!

Life…. Who said you have to do it alone?

PART ONE

Hello old friend. It's been a few years since we last talked. I want to hear about everything you've been up to since then. Tell me, how are you? Have you made any new friends? Who do you love? Do you enjoy your job? How is your mom?

Look, I've been meaning to apologize for almost taking her away from you. I know you can't live without her, I was being selfish. Friends shouldn't do that to friends. We are friends, right? Even tho we don't talk like we used to, and you don't write me letters anymore, I still consider you my friend. I hope the same goes for you.

I hope you know that I only use your family and friends in order to get closer to you. I wanted you to get to know me, and I couldn't make that happen without them. Is that why you don't write anymore, because you understand who I am? I hope it's that, and not because you're mad. It's your happiness that I seek. Hopefully one day that happiness will lead you to me. 

Until next time my love, may you always think of me.

Love, Suicide