You hurdle, you cry, you make mistakes, you have your wrong choices and detours you have set for your end. We sometimes blame Him when we lose someone in our life. We outburst and get mad at Him with stern voices when things didn't turn out as our plans. We blame Him, with no hesitation. You thought God will lead the way but you didn't see him in your secret battles. You kept on figuring out how it turned out that He couldn't be sensual to appeal to your senses in your battlefield.
But He said, "You have to walk by faith, not by sight". He will not make you at ease during your battles, you got to strive harder. You have to get wounds and heal yourself. In fact, if you really want to see God do his best work, get in trouble.
Joel Osteen once said, "Every unfair situation, every delay, and closed-door are not setbacks; they’re setups for God to get you to where He wants you to be."
We get to see how God works through our unique experiences with him. Some of these can be painful or extra special but we should always see all walks of life as something that can give us light and a path to get to know Him better. Only in this way we can understand that life is worth celebrating.
All your days of wandering and discovering life are the days God invites you to walk with Him to fix you, sustain you, make you certain, be rested, and make you continue life with faith and wholeness of heart in kindness and humility.
Our greatest trials in life are the mercies and blessings in disguise from above. Keep moving forward God's powerful champions!