A Digital Journal

Assalamu Alaikum Wa Rahmatullah wa barakatuh! Welcome or welcome back to a digital journal! Welcome to the revise with me series!

I went through my first aqeedah lesson! Have a listen! And lmk how you found it!

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A brief correction- The sunnah of salam

Hi listener! Assalamu alaikum wa rahmatullah wa barakatuh.Welcome or welcome back to A Digital Journal!

Todays episode is a reflection of the journey with journaling for me and some of it’s benefits in my life , todays episode is also a reset for hopefully a new chapter for the podcast, where the podcast episodes will be a lot more authentic Insha Allah.

I really hope this is beneficial 🤍

So whoever does an atom’s weight of good will see it.

Quran 99:7

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Hey Assalamu Alaikum wa rahmatullah wa barakatuh! So reflecting on the little activity we had over a the podcast Instagram page with the girls regarding inauthentic narrations we had heard our whole lives that we later found out were untrue , I realised it is so scary to be the one that shares an inauthentic narration or conveys it to other people.

And while I was listening back on an episode I had posted “ why isn’t something in you moved..?” I remembered there was a specific narration that I read that: One day, a young companion named Anas ibn Malik, accidentally broke a plate and instead of scolding him, the Prophet Sallallahu alaihi wasallam reassured him.

I remembered I had read it but I had not taken note of the reference and I went on to check and could not find any authentic information on it. So I wanted to ask for your forgiveness if you shared that , please forgive me it’s been deleted from the episode now but if you shared the episode in your story please share this one as well so we can help each other .

It’s all scary subhanallah, in a time of social media now and the way everything works so fast we really need to be careful and try our best to make sure what we share has authentic evidence to back it up.

I hope you forgive me. May Allah forgive us all. And I pray this encourages you to be very careful of what you share🤍🪻

Hey everyone assalamu alaikum warahmatullah. Today I listened to this from my drafts. And I found it gave me hope.i hope it is useful 🪻🤍

Sometimes we make mistakes and wonder how on earth we got to such a low.We begin to feel like there’s no going back and we have just ruined our relationship with Allah. But subhanallah understanding there’s something inside of us that prompts us to do things that are actually unacceptable and understanding it’s human to err and understanding the regret we feel is hopefully a sign of our faith and it’s supposed to catalyse our repentance and push us to change- understanding these concepts and being at peace with it while acknowledging we do have something that is a part of us we really need protection from keeps us sane and hopeful .

This is what I’ve learnt about the nafs - the lower/animal self that always just wants and seeks control of our hearts.

I’ve learnt from this that I really need to start heavily praying to Allah to protect me from the evil prompting of my own nafs cause an enemy within is much more dangerous I feel that the enemy outside of you.

But that part of us is not all of us so we shouldn’t allow it to define us , we should seek Allahs help to protect us from listening to it and giving in all the time and also take up measures to deny it when it instructs us to do bad. However not if but when we do slip- because we are children of our Father Adam AS , we are those who make mistakes, we should not be hesitant to return to Allah . To repent to Allah.

Honestly I feel it’s the mercy of Allah that He swt attributes evil to not us directly but factors within us or around us, so we understand that we are not completely bad, we are flawed yes but we are not completely bad.

And I think that’s beautiful 🥹

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Another lesson was reflecting on the guilt the generation before us must have felt but that Allah still honoured them after repentance.

Narrated Al-Bara:

We faced the pagans on that day (of the battle of Uhud) and the Prophet (ﷺ) placed a batch of archers (at a special place) and appointed `Abdullah (bin Jubair) as their commander and said, "Do not leave this place; if you should see us conquering the enemy, do not leave this place, and if you should see them conquering us, do not (come to) help us," So, when we faced the enemy, they took to their heels till I saw their women running towards the mountain, lifting up their clothes from their legs, revealing their leg-bangles. The Muslims started saying, "The booty, the booty!" `Abdullah bin Jubair said, "The Prophet (ﷺ) had taken a firm promise from me not to leave this place." But his companions refused (to stay). So when they refused (to stay there), (Allah) confused them so that they could not know where to go, and they suffered seventy casualties….

Sahih al-Bukhari 4043, 4044

Finding Balance Between The Spiritual and material - Surah Al Qiyaamah

“Isn’t it yet time you feel something when you remember Allah?”

*in the beginning parts of the episode I said don’t be intimidated by the Quran , in the sense of fearing it when you’ve made a mistake that you avoid it and neglect it completely. don’t run away from Allah. Yes you should be scared. Ashamed . Frightened at the thought of the consequences of what you’ve done but who will you run to? Come back to Allah ,don’t let “fear” push you away. It’s a trick. Pick up the Quran with all the shame you feel and fear. Repent to Allah. He will guide you and forgive you.Allahs door is always open.🥹

In this episode, we explore a powerful verse in the Quran where Allah (SWT) asks, *"Isn’t it yet time for those who believe to feel something when they remember Him?"* This question is a call to reflect on our hearts—are they softened by His remembrance, or have they grown hard?

“Has the time not yet come for believers' hearts to be humbled at the remembrance of Allah and what has been revealed of the truth, and not be like those given the Scripture before—˹those˺ who were spoiled for so long that their hearts became hardened. And many of them are ˹still˺ rebellious.” Quran 57:16

“And ˹remember˺ when We took a covenant from the children of Israel ˹stating˺, “Worship none but Allah; be kind to parents, relatives, orphans and the needy; speak kindly to people; establish prayer; and pay alms-tax.” But you ˹Israelites˺ turned away—except for a few of you—and were indifferent” Quran 2:83

We delve into how our approach to others can shape our spiritual path. Sometimes, in seeking piety, we mistakenly think it means being harsh or distant. But true faith transforms us from within, reflected in kindness, gentleness, and love toward others. When we lose compassion, our acts of worship can feel empty.

We end with a reminder of how Allah (SWT) guides us toward true heart-softening:

1. ​Devote yourself to Him alone.
2. ​Honor your parents and nurture those relationships that need you—relatives, orphans, and the needy.
3. ​Speak beautifully to and about others.
4. ​Pray regularly to stay connected.
5. ​Give zakat.

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*بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم

if there are any mistakes it’s from me, may Allah have mercy on me and if there’s any good it’s from Allah swt*. - if there’s any Hadith or Quran verse stated that was not referenced that you would want me to ref please do lmk through the instagram page dms :) or check out sunnah.com or Quran.com

Anas ibn Malik reported that the Prophet, may Allah bless him and grant him peace, said, "If the Final Hour comes while you have a shoot of a plant in your hands and it is possible to plant it before the Hour comes, you should plant it."

Grade: Sahih (Al-Albani) صـحـيـح (الألباني) حكم :

Sunnah.com reference : Book 27, Hadith 4

Arabic/English book reference : Book 27, Hadith 479

- ALI BANAT ‘s story and his last message video

https://youtu.be/dzL6BLPAFBo?si=nweAt77aeljVslo8

https://youtu.be/KBRMP9t36go?si=15TsKIWgKRvqZbff

have a project have something you are working towards that will help you in that grave!

https://youtu.be/fS_3mG5tRi8?si=bTzAthbyFtyhg1I1

- the video I referred to about softening the heart- treating the creation of Allah well

- Quran 17:70

Indeed, We have dignified the children of Adam, carried them on land and sea, granted them good and lawful provisions, and privileged them far above many of Our creatures.

It was narrated that Sahl bin Sa’d said:

“We were with the Messenger of Allah (ﷺ) in Dhul-Hulaifah, when we saw a dead sheep lifting its leg (because of bloating). He said: ‘Don’t you think this is worthless to its owner? By the One in Whose hand is my soul, this world is more worthless to Allah than this (dead sheep) is to its owner. If this world was worth the wing of a mosquito to Allah, the disbeliever would not have a drop to drink from it.’”

Grade: Hasan (Darussalam)

Reference : Sunan Ibn Majah 4110

In-book reference : Book 37, Hadith 11

English translation : Vol. 5, Book 37, Hadith 4110

Quran 93:5

And ˹surely˺ your Lord will give so much to you that you will be pleased.

Ref regarding sacrificing for Allah swt to be pleased. Understand that your Lord is The source and Creator of Generosity itself!!! Sacrifice for him! He will give you ! But not only will he give you! You will be satisfied!!!🥹🥹🥹🥹

The tests will come to an end I promise siyama🥹 and everyone listening or reading. A day will come where you willl return to your Generous Kind Loving Lord.

Expect BIG THINGS from Your Rabb. Your Nurturer , Your kind , Generous, Gentle , Loving Provider. Expect GOOD THINGS form Allah! Expect GREAT THINGS from Allah!Allah is and has been soooo good to you

And remember that you will be soooo glad you kept pushing! You will be soooo glad you held on! You will be so glad Allah gave you the strength to let go.

Many wish they could do some good again. Any good. Any good at all but their test is done. Their time is up. The paper has been taken. Their book closed.

Do something with the time you have left.🪻🤍

Don’t delay any good you intend to do.

Say the good word. Smile at them. Apologise to that person. Pray that prayer . Seek forgiveness. Make the wudu before bed. Read the mulk after isha. Cry to Allah. Break down. Whatever it is , don’t delay ANY good you intend to do.

For you will need it on that day. Every ounce of it.🥹

Abu Hurairah (May Allah be pleased with him) reported:

The Messenger of Allah (ﷺ) said, "When a man dies, his deeds come to an end except for three things: Sadaqah Jariyah (ceaseless charity); a knowledge which is beneficial, or a virtuous descendant who prays for him (for the deceased)."

[Muslim].

- ref regarding why I take time to post episodes but I think I don’t use it the right way , as you read above good deeds should not be delayed , so I guess it’s about finding a balance , take your time and do it well , don’t be hasty but don’t prolonge it so much that it never gets done.may Allah grant us strength.

Sahl bin Sa’d (RAA) narrated that the Messenger of Allah (ﷺ) said:

“Haste comes from Satan.” Related by At-Tirmidhi who graded is as Hasan.

In this thought-provoking episode, Nafisa confronts a profound question: *Am I living in a way that prepares me for death and the Hereafter, or have I become consumed by the distractions of the dunya (worldly life)? She dives deep into the reality of death and the consequences of our choices in the next life.

Drawing on powerful evidence from the Quran and authentic narrations from the Sunnah, she explored the journey of the soul from the moment it leaves the body, to the grave, and beyond. She reflected on vivid descriptions of the trials of the grave, the terror of the Day of Judgment, and the unimaginable torments of Hellfire for those who turn away from Allah’s guidance.

As she examined these truths, we’ll challenge ourselves to ask: Is this the life we want to face our Lord with?

This episode serves as both a wake-up call and an invitation to realign our priorities, reconnect with our purpose, and live in a way that leads to eternal success in the Hereafter.

Tune in for a powerful reminder of what really matters and hopefully encourages you to make the most of the time you have before it’s too late.

Ps the dua of my friend and I was not to say we doubted Allahs wisdom infact I forgot to state she actually acknowledged that Allahs wisdom surpasses all that we think , he knows why it is they are going through this, the prayer

“Ya Allah I’ve learnt my lesson please grant them ease please let it stop”

Was more or less like us reflecting on if truly our actions have played a role in their struggles we are so sorry Allah, we submit, we’ve learnt our lesson, forgive us so the balance can be restored

In this heartfelt episode, Nafisa shares a personal story of realizing that death isn’t just a distant reality for the old—it can happen to the young too. Reflecting on the passing of young people in her life, she opens up about how this realization helps her to take action.

She paints a vivid picture of her vision for a Muslim community center in the town where she grew up, a place designed to empower the younger generations. The center ( Hayaah Sanctuary, Insha Allah!) will serve as a hub for spiritual growth, education, and community, offering a safe space for young Muslims to connect, learn, and strive to become better in their deen (faith). She shares her goals of creating an environment where young people can be reminded that they, too, are accountable to Allah, just like older generations.

A conversation about youth, mortality, and the powerful potential of creating a community that encourages continuous self-improvement and devotion to Islam.

Anas narrated that the Prophet(s.a.w) said:

"None of you believes until he loves for his brother what he loves for himself."

Grade: Sahih (Darussalam)

Reference : Jami` at-Tirmidhi 2515

In-book reference : Book 37, Hadith 101

English translation : Vol. 4, Book 11, Hadith 2515

'Abdullah bin Salam said:

"When the Messenger of Allah (s.a.w) arrived- meaning in Al-Madinah – the people came out to meet him. It was said that the Messenger of Allah (s.a.w) had arrived, so I went among the people to get a look at him. When I gazed upon the face of the Messenger of Allah (s.a.w), I knew that this face was not the face of a liar. The first thing that he spoke about was that he said: 'O you people! Spread the Salam, feed(others), and perform Salat while the people are sleeping; you will enter Paradise with(the greeting of) Salam.'” (Sahih)

Grade: Sahih (Darussalam)

Reference : Jami` at-Tirmidhi 2485

In-book reference : Book 37, Hadith 71

English translation : Vol. 4, Book 11, Hadith 2485

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This Episode is Alll about Allahs Mercy. Oh my Lord is kind and oh His Mercy truly exceeds all else.Siyama, (and the girls💕) I understand it gets disappointing, embarrassing, annoying, shameful to keep disappointing yourself again and again but Allah swt YOUR CREATOR , The One Who you will return to and stand before, He doesn’t expect perfection from you. He understands that you are a human being . He created you flawed. He expects that you keep trying.And when you do fall , he expects you to go to him, to seek his help to stand again, not to run away.

don’t run away when you’ve made a mistake. Where will you run to? Who will heal you other than your Lord?Go to him with all the shame and all the pain and sorrow and disappointment in yourself and place your broken heart and soul in front of him and ask him to fix you, not only will he fix you he will make you better than when you broke.

“indeed the patient will be given their reward without account [i.e. limit]”🥹 Quran 39:10 ( Quran.com)

* I misquoted my teacher , it wasn’t

"الدنيا متى العمل والآخرة متى الجزاء"

It was

"الدنيا دار العمل والآخرة دار الجزاء"

The world is the place of work and the hereafter is the place of reward

In This Episode-

“Allah SWT is so very aware ! 🥹”

1. ​People only look at the results , Allah SWT KNOWS how much effort you put in, in fact he APPRECIATES your effort.

- Allah accepts you WHOLE with all the flaws and “imperfections”

- Put in the effort and let Allah, prayer to be content with the results Allah gives you

- Allah legislates KINDNESS UPON HIMSELF, no one can legislate upon Allah yet He chooses to be kind and merciful and APPRECIATIVE of our efforts

1. ​The Battle from within -

Leaving things for the sake of Allah and going through hardships and enduring it for his sake

Don’t ever tell yourself that your efforts are overlooked.

Every burn , every ache, the friction from within Will Be rewarded! Allah APPRECIATES your effort

Tell yourself to be patient!! It’s patience for a little while, time is going to pass either way whether you’re engaged in Allahs obedience or you give in to your desires (and we seek Allahs protection but some people return to Allah in the state of giving in to their desires, if only they held on)

- THE REWARD FOR PATIENCE IS NOT SPECIFIED IN THE QURAN🥹

- The AYAH OF HIJAB IN THE CHAPTER OF ‘LIGHT’✨🥹

Reflecting on how hard it is for a lady to force herself to NOT look beautiful

To preserve the light in our hearts we need to condition our nafs✨

- GIVING UP SOMETHING FOR THE SAKE OF ALLAH🥹

Allah provides for me from places I don’t understand, I don’t comprehend .

The happiest times in life are times when we leave something for Allahs sake. The contentment you feel, the peace.

( recommended the series ‘THE NAMES OF ALLAH AND HIS ATTRIBUTES - https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLSFZjjKC3qPYGLinbi1XurRSC3izxodtC&si=fwePEAySCckau9OL )

- THINK GREAT THINGS OF ALLAH, EXPECT GREAT THINGS FROM ALLAH

Pick ONE thing in your life and say “Ya Allah FOR YOU NEVER AGAIN”

Pray about it. And keep trying.

- REFLECTION and description ON THE VERSE ,

“indeed the patient will be given their reward without account [i.e. limit]”🥹 Quran 39:10 ( Quran.com)

The 3 types of patience:

1. ​Patience to obey Allah
2. ​Patience to stay away from the disobedience
3. ​Patience upon what Allah has decreed for you

PATIENCE IS NOT EASY ( it’s scorching, it’s hot!) BUT LOOK AT THE REWARD Allah has prepared( Allah says he will give us Gardens- almost like Allah saying bare the heat now, just for a little while ,we have prepared a garden for you to cool off)🥹✨ and patience is rough and so Allah swt says , we give you silk🥹

from Quran 76:12 - (and reward them for their perseverance with a Garden ˹in Paradise˺ and ˹garments of˺ silk.)✨

- Seek Islamic knowledge so you navigate through this life so you get to JANNAH

And learn about ALLAH , so you get to know him and love him and understand this life and the next. Learn about the Quran, its a miraculous book 🥹✨

You don’t have to want to be a sheikh or scholar to go to a school to learn deen. It is an obligation for every Muslim to learn the deen because Islam teaches us how to LIVE. And if you don’t learn how to live like a Muslim then who are you living like?

ASK ALLAH SWT, BELIEVE THAT ALLAH SEES AND APPRECIATES YOUR EFFORTS, ask him ! Expect BIG THINGS from Allah!🥹

prayers🤍

A beautiful video recommendation: “Who is ALLAH?”

https://youtu.be/bjeCasetjTg?si=Ag_naM33ydMQMRe5

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