Aekta's Whisperings

1st & foremost- THANK YOU! I noticed the little bit of money I've made through this has been through LISTENER SUPPORT?! THANK YOU TO WHOEVER MADE A DONATION TOWARDS THIS PROJECT! SEEING THE SUPPORT MADE MY HEART SING☺️🥰🥰🥰 HEADPHONES RECOMMENDED FOR THIS ONE- my whispering undulates between Super Soft Whispers & louder ones🤷🏽‍♀️🙃 In this episode, I share aspects from a really special dream I dreamt last night involving 3 black fish, a private family jet, & otherworldly magic messages of connection, playfulness, & strong intuition. Other whisper shares include my views about the collective unconscious, other significant vivid or lucid dreams from the past, & whisper rambles about my current attitude around the coming holidays, including Diwali thats coming up on November 12th & how I look forward to another combined celebration or exchange of some sort with my best GF (aka soul sister) with our birthdays being pretty much a month after Christmas! I also start reading Chapter 11 of Ender's Game, but don't get too far.... This one's more of just personal updates! I hope everyone's having a great weekend! Take care of yourselves. I hope this helps you relax, relfect on your own dreams & altered states of being that we can access during sleep, or simply bore you to sleep🥱🥱😴😴💤💤💤 😌💓💓💓🌬🧠✨️✨️✨️☺️🥰

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Whisper reading chapter 10 of Ender's Game with the white noise of my room's fan in the background. My fan switches up its sound (yes, I am talking about the fan as if it's got its own mind). All jokes aside though, my fan's been making a strange, deep, storm like, wave like sound ever since the AC tech worked on the AC unit outside...it's potentially been 1 of the underlying environmental causes of 2 recent nightmares, but I've had some really nice dreams recently as well ☺️ So it all balances out. I hope you enjoy this 44min, 11seconds (lucky lucky numbered episode-not planned but just happened to end this way!) on 11/04 😁 It's the birthday of the person who catalyzed me into making this podcast. Send him lucky birthday vibes & all your ASMR love! His birthday is either today or ....yesterday? I feel terrible for not remembering the exact date...but I know I'm close if not right on the dot! 🌬🧠🥰✨️✨️✨️🥱🥱💤💤💤😴😴😴💖💖💖💓

Edit- So the episode is no longer 44:11 because I wanted to whisper a happy birthday to the person whose birthday it is around this time & that extended the time in the episode! Also, happy birthday to all the taboo breaking, rule challenging, intelligent (& "too intelligent for their own good,") but ultimately honest and empowering Scorpios out there who are celebrating their birthdays this time of year! When you're sharing your "good side," shining your light & living in integrity, you're helping others do the same, empowering the best in others and in yourselves! Now I know all signs can do this in their own way, and astrology is way more than your sun sign, but...I just wanted to give a special shout out to the Scorpio that inspired this podcast & all the other intensely honest & deeply caring Scorpios in the world! Whether you're tuned into this episode, & the message at the end, or not, I see & appreciate your intense magic. When it comes from the heart, it's a force of alchemy for positive changes in people (or at least it was/is in me, if not other people). Be the light you see in others...we cannot see another's light without knowing we have it in ourselves, & we cannot see another's shadow or darkness without also knowing we have it within us. 😌☯️

We're back to reading Ender's Game! Took a short break from it (& recording anything in general) for a lot of go within time & emotional processing of all the grief in the world right now, on top of the grief in my own life. Anyway, it was nice to get back to my favorite book & observe how my relationship with the book has changed from when I 1st read it as a 12, 13, 14, or 15yr old! & how I didn't even remember some parts of the story, & how the parts that made this story my favorite book stayed in my memory long enough & in a positive enough way for me to now be whisper reading the whole book to you! I'm eager to get to the end & see how I feel about it today. Anyway, I hope the reading helps you relax, fall asleep, or think about something new today! 🎧🌬🧠🍦🥰🥰🥰✨️✨️✨️🥱🥱🥱💤💤💤

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Taking another break from reading Ender's Game to return to key concepts of non-violence described in the Yoga Sutras of Patanjali. I've been learning about non-violent communication (Marshall Rosenberg) & reflecting on how I can practice this more in my own circles of people. There is some fan noise in the background & I hope the combination of my whispering voice & the steady background white noise helps you relax, get bored enough to sleep, or intrigued by the concepts & the unique writing & perspective of Patanjali. Planting seeds of non-violence in your subconscious mind to help create more peace in this world! I'll say it like it is! These were great reminders of remembering that the only thing I can truly control is my own internal environment & my choice to focus on the present moment, present environment, & what's right in front of me even if "the world is ending," because if the world is "ending," I'd like to have the choice (like we all do...have this choice) to die happy and in peace rather in the grips of fear and hatred. Love, love, & love. My love to you through reading these words of wisdom in a fun & relaxing whispered form. 😁☺️🌬🧠🥰🍦✨️✨️✨️ & if you can't understand me, just let this all be whispered gibberish & enjoy the noise! Wishing all my listeners a peaceful night/day.

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I just whisper babble about the amazing weekend I had in a loving & intentional community called Daybreaker. I share my highlights & am feeling uber grateful for my best GF & all the COURAGEOUS people I met this weekend that made this event elevated! Plus...a prompt for you to reflect on as we near the end of the year- What are you ready to let go off so that its energy can be transformed into love & light? So that YOU can feel lighter? I am grateful for Dance Circles, Intentional Dance Communities, Emotional Healing through Movement, Yoga, Music, & Meditation! Collective Healing Vibes. Love feels like this- Safe Containers of Freedom, Expression & Non-Judgement. We create our community. 😌🙏🏼✨️💓✨️Don't let the suffering of the world make your heart cold. The warmth & the light we all need is within each of us & in the warmth & light we share with each other. Lean into the tenderness of your own heart that sees the tenderness in the heart of another, even another who might be suffering immensely. Love heals all.

I've been exploring Human Design a lot recently. My favorite podcast is the DayLuna Human Design Podcast. The hosts of that podcast are 2 very intelligent & very loving, confident women that are helping spread the message of the power in coming home to our own true nature and expressing the best parts of ourselves & supporting others to do the same. Listening to them, it's like they're exuding love. I highly recommend...especially listening to their earlier episodes & how they got where they are now based on the power of shifting their beliefs and embracing an abundance mindset. I reflect on how understanding my Energy Type (through Human Design language) is helping me become more confident, love & respect myself & others more, & gain self-efficacy through consistency.

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Ender's Game Whispers begin around 21min...or just after that...a couple seconds into 21min...In this chapter of Ender's Game, we begin to see character development in Valentine & Peter (a break from the camera being on Ender & his life at Battle School) & the philosophy of power gets introduced in a new light. The importance of the changing relationship between a previously & naturally more violent & naturally non-violent person, & how their dynamics shift each other-what they learn from each other... This chapter switches back & forth between Valentine's point of view, & Peter's point of view...to give is the most unfiltered truth from each character's unfiltered thoughts & slightly more filtered speech (especially from Valentine). This is the beginning of a hint at the power of the divine feminine, although not discussed in this way in this chapter.... it's how I see Valentine's power. Her ability to empathize...even with her brother, who she's seen skinning squirrels. How...she is able to empathize with someone whose actions she would never imitate...and how that empathy helps her form strategic alliances & even help keep the balance between her formerly violent brother Peter & the rest of the people that she might view as more "innocent." She also understands her own shadow, as described in this chapter, & doesn't deny it...but understands that one can both enjoy power AND be genuinely caring at the same time- that those 2 ideas or experiences don't have to be separate & can actually potentially help a lot of people when combined. They're only 12 & 10, but their intelligence, care, self-awareness, & even some wisdom.... is above average. As they get older, this only improves and refines. A pretty intellectually intense chapter!

I was falling asleep throughout recording this! Arguably, I recorded this in a hypnagogic state, half asleep, & half awake....It's like someone took the speed at which words come out of my mouth & turned it down to really. slow. motion. I hope it gives you tingles, helps you relax, & fall asleep! A little pause in reading Ender's Game! I had a full day on the day I recorded this & was so tired (in a good way) by the end of the day! After socializing with 3 men (my brother, his best friend, & my dad for my dad's 63rd birthday...when all he wanted to talk about was religion & war...) it was nice to record this super soft episode for you all & completely switch my mind from the interesting but ultimately heavy subjects to simply natural & "cloudy, quiet, & dreamy" states of being as I saw amazing visuals in my mind winding down for sleep with my eyes shut! Can we all teleport to our dreams during these rough times? So many beautiful dimensions in this world & I am definitely recognizing & grateful for my privileges & the safety & security of living in the U.S with a roof over my head & recent sense of calm & getting along in my house! My heart goes out to all that are suffering with the current events & I send you loving kindness & hold space for grief cycles non-judgmentally. Take a moment, for those that feel safe tonight and most nights, to really value & not take for granted your privilege! With love,

Aekta. 🌬🧠😌😌💤💤💤✨️✨️✨️🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🌌

The real enemy that we are always fighting & learning to befriend as we gain wisdom is the enemy within each of us. Language is important. What if you could be your own best friend? What if you could befriend your shadows? What if befriending your shadows took away their power over you & meant you could also understand that everyone else in this world is just struggling with their own shadows & to achieve any kind of peace, we must learn to have compassion for the shadows within and without? When we cast things out, ostracize, or condemn them, they naturally feel defensive & seek vengeance & sometimes... this leads to terrorism & wars. Peace begins within (our own selves, than our immediate families, then our borader circles of neighbors, friends, coworkers etc... & then the larger societies we inhabit). Ender wants to protect those he cares about & he doesn't want to be a killer, but he finds himself with an army that organically formed through observing his strength & tact. He hates this part of him that Battle School loves and is feeding off of. He hasn't quite fully realized its all a simulation & that he doesn't have to give in to what Battle School is trying to make of him...or have him believe (that he is some kind of savior that will save humanity from the Bugger aliens). In these chapters, he is beginning to question things that he hadn't questioned before though...after Dink challenges his idea about the place or why they're there.... It's getting intense AND... it is only going to get more intense before there is any true wisdom gained by Ender or anyone else in the story and some kind peace is reached or is gotten closer to... This might just be science fiction story... but... it's a great one and I am reflecting on what it means to love radically today... to love ourselves and others who may be different from us...how can we peacefully coexist? How can we learn to appreciate and understand differences and agree to disagree & where does it need to start? Inside our own hearts, and inside our own homes and personal relationships...it's a ripple effect. Fear and hate will breed fear and hate. And a false sense of safety that comes from believing that creating separation to protect our own beliefs will lead to peace and our own or other people's liberation.... When really, the more beautiful, evolved, & peaceful communities, families, and relationships, micro or macro scale, are those in which we embrace and thrive in our differences to make each other and the whole unit stronger. Learn to see someone else’s perspective. Why they may have gotten to the place where they're doing what they're doing. Choose Love over Fear when you are in the position to make a choice about it & realize that we all need the nurturance of healthy, non-judgmental, non fear based relationships built on trust, safety, & security to be a good "citizen," or just a generally good, non-violent person in the world. How can you create that for yourself and those in your own immediate life and community? We can't control what's happening in Isreal. Focus on what you can control. Breath. Gratitude. Love. Understanding. Acceptance. Space for Grief. Compassion for it all. All the suffering. An eye for an eye will make the whole world blind. Try to love the one that hates. It's the hardest and most worthwhile thing to do. Not love in the sense of saying that it's okay to agree with violent and hurtful actions, but love in the sense of... a fierce need to understand the root causes of all suffering and how immediate compassion towards your own self & those in your immediate circle has lasting and powerful ripple effects that will keep you and your community resilient & neutralize fears. Its all in our development, attachments, & nervous system. Are you going to program yourself for war, or for love? There is strength in both & we don't have to pretend that it's one or the other. Be strong enough to defend AND love radically at the same time. 💓

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I read more from Chapter 7 of Orson Scott Card's Ender's Game to you. Most of this may sound like whispered "gibberish," & I hope it helps you sleep 😴 💤💤💤🥱 This chapter isn't necessarily my favorite, & it's a little bit of a drag to get through, though of course, it has its highlights & favorite parts for me (like when Ender speaks diplomatically with Bonzo & tells him EXACTLY what he is going to do, showing Bonzo that Ender was his own boss & could not be controlled). Yes!

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As the title reads.... 😁☺️🌬🧠🥰🍦🥰✨️✨️✨️😴🥱🥱😴😴💤💤 Yesss! For Citrizine HCL 10mg X 4! My allergies are basically GONE😁 Lovely whisper reading to you tonight 🙃🙂🙃🙂🙃☺️🙃😊🥰🌬🧠🥰🍦🍦🍦🍦Louder whispers turn to softer whispers 😌 (halfway through) 😌💤💤💤💤 (32:28 ish minutes in I begin reading Ender's Game Chapter 7- Salamander).

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