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If clowns creep you out, you’re not alone — and it’s probably deeper than bad makeup and balloon animals.

In this special Halloween episode, we’re talking about why scary clowns hit so close to home for survivors of narcissistic trauma.
The fake smiles. The unpredictable moods. The way you never quite know if you’re safe — sound familiar? 😅

We’ll explore how growing up in emotional chaos can wire your nervous system to associate playfulness with danger and why “funny” can sometimes feel terrifying.

This episode is part humor, part healing, and all about reclaiming your safety — even in the emotional funhouse.

🩸 Expect laughter, truth bombs, and a reminder that your sensitivity is sacred.

If this episode hits something real in you — if you’re craving deeper nervous system healing, feminine restoration, and a space where softness is safe — come join my private podcast membership, Sacred Softness.

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It’s $10/month — a sacred audio sanctuary for healing the feminine after narcissistic trauma.
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Thank you for listening and being here on this INCREDIBLE journey! 💫

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I never thought healing would look like crying uncontrollably at my 9 to 5 job, wondering if I would ever feel normal again. But that moment...was my body saying "it's finally over." 

This week's episode is the most vulnerable one I've ever recorded---about what it really feels like when trauma leaves the body, and how the universe held me through it. I spent YEARS trying to forget, and my body finally said "enough is enough. It's time to let this go." 

#somatichealing #traumarelease #healingjourney #podcast #healingpodcast #somaticrelease #emotionalhealing

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Hey, lovely souls! If this podcast resonates with you—if the messages of healing, creative empowerment, and self-discovery are speaking to your heart—I'd be so grateful for your support. My mission is to inspire, educate, and guide those who are ready to heal from the past and unlock their true potential. But this work takes energy, time, and resources, and your donation can make all the difference.

If you’re able, please consider making a donation via venmo here. No amount is too small—every bit helps me continue to offer this free resource and bring more light to our collective creative journey.

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What if resting and sleeping MORE would bring you MORE? Sometimes, we are called to pause in our lives and rest in the void between versions of ourselves. This is your sign and reminder to give yourself FULL permission to do absolutely nothing but rest and surrender control so that you can receive more and better. Try not to beat yourself up and be hard on yourself because you're tired. It's human and totally natural and normal if you need several days of just sleep. You're doing alot of DEEP energetic work and your body will NEED deep, restful sleep. Take all the time you need for yourself and the universe will reward you. :) 

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Hey, lovely souls! If this podcast resonates with you—if the messages of healing, creative empowerment, and self-discovery are speaking to your heart—I'd be so grateful for your support. My mission is to inspire, educate, and guide those who are ready to heal from the past and unlock their true potential. But this work takes energy, time, and resources, and your donation can make all the difference.

If you’re able, please consider making a donation via venmo here. No amount is too small—every bit helps me continue to offer this free resource and bring more light to our collective creative journey.

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Have you ever felt trapped in a relationship with your parent or significant other and knew the person isn't good for you? That's psychological servitude...and it's a lot more common than you think.

I created a mini course that helps people release these chains and reverse all hexes from your narcissistic parent in just a few, practical nervous system friendly steps. If you are ready to untangle these layers: psychological, energetic, and subconscious so you can fully reclaim your sovereignty safely and effectively, click here 💖 ***Course will be LIVE September 30th, 2025 so mark your calendars!

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Hey, lovely souls! If this podcast resonates with you—if the messages of healing, creative empowerment, and self-discovery are speaking to your heart—I'd be so grateful for your support. My mission is to inspire, educate, and guide those who are ready to heal from the past and unlock their true potential. But this work takes energy, time, and resources, and your donation can make all the difference.

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It's time to say NO to toxic ties: family, old platforms, and energy drains. NO is a full, valid, healthy sentence. If the other person does not respect your NOs, then they are not aligned to be apart of your life anymore. They do not have the PRIVILEGE to experience you and your energy anymore. Let go of old platforms where you used to seek external validation and pour into those that are aligned, if any. Connect more with joy, expansion, and freedom in your day to day life. Charge your water with these frequencies if it feels difficult. Now is the time to let go of all that no longer serves, relationships and all. 

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Hey, lovely souls! If this podcast resonates with you—if the messages of healing, creative empowerment, and self-discovery are speaking to your heart—I'd be so grateful for your support. My mission is to inspire, educate, and guide those who are ready to heal from the past and unlock their true potential. But this work takes energy, time, and resources, and your donation can make all the difference.

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Not all narcissists scream—some wear white linen + call it healing. In this Leo season episode, I’m exposing spiritual narcissism, sharing red flags to watch for, and reclaiming my radiance after false light. If you’ve ever been shamed, silenced, or gaslit in a “healing” space—this is for you. 🖤

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In this episode, we dive deep into the tender art of being truly seen — not just in your healed, polished moments, but right in the middle of your raw, messy, human becoming.

I share how allowing yourself to be witnessed exactly where you are doesn’t repel the right people…it calls them in closer. Whether you’re a healer, creator, coach, or simply navigating your own transformation, this episode is here to remind you:

✨ Your vulnerability is magnetic.
✨ Your humanity is medicine.
✨ The real you is what your soul clients & community crave.

We explore nervous system safety, inner child healing, and why sharing from your authentic heart is the ultimate invitation.

🌸 If you’ve ever asked, “Who would pay me for this?” or “Why am I even talking about this?” — this is for you.

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Hey, lovely souls! If this podcast resonates with you—if the messages of healing, creative empowerment, and self-discovery are speaking to your heart—I'd be so grateful for your support. My mission is to inspire, educate, and guide those who are ready to heal from the past and unlock their true potential. But this work takes energy, time, and resources, and your donation can make all the difference.

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In today’s episode, we dive deep into peeling off the energetic armor that keeps us small — the fear of being seen, of shining too brightly, of becoming the rich friend.

I share my own tender breakthroughs around releasing shame, softening into my core, and allowing luxury, wealth, and attention to flow to me with ease.

If you’ve ever felt afraid to fully step into your magnetism or worried what people will think if you succeed wildly… this episode will open your heart.

🎧 Tune in to reclaim your softness, dissolve old protection patterns, and start feeling safe to receive it all.

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Hey, lovely souls! If this podcast resonates with you—if the messages of healing, creative empowerment, and self-discovery are speaking to your heart—I'd be so grateful for your support. My mission is to inspire, educate, and guide those who are ready to heal from the past and unlock their true potential. But this work takes energy, time, and resources, and your donation can make all the difference.

If you’re able, please consider making a donation via venmo here. No amount is too small—every bit helps me continue to offer this free resource and bring more light to our collective creative journey.

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Have you ever felt sicky in your throat or sinuses after writing a cord cutting letter or ending an energetic contract with someone? In this episode, we explore why somatic detox symptoms like throat tightness, sinus drainage, or flu-like feelings are actually signs of spiritual healing. You’ll learn how the nervous system processes emotional release, what grids are connected to your throat nexus, and how to move through the purging phase with softness, power, and grace.

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Hey, lovely souls! If this podcast resonates with you—if the messages of healing, creative empowerment, and self-discovery are speaking to your heart—I'd be so grateful for your support. My mission is to inspire, educate, and guide those who are ready to heal from the past and unlock their true potential. But this work takes energy, time, and resources, and your donation can make all the difference.

If you’re able, please consider making a donation via venmo here. No amount is too small—every bit helps me continue to offer this free resource and bring more light to our collective creative journey.

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This episode is for the woman whose body still feels frozen, braced, or anxious… even though he’s gone.

For the ones who were emotionally punished through silence, withdrawal, or manipulation — and who learned to self-abandon just to keep the peace.

In this soft nervous system healing, I guide you back into safety — through breath, gentle EFT tapping, and a remembering:

You are not too sensitive. You are wired for real love.

If you’re ready for deeper support, I’ve created a private TikTok Creator Subscription series where I post weekly nervous system tools, trauma-informed voice notes, and transmissions I don’t share publicly.

✧ Subscribe for $19.99/month on my TikTok profile to join the space.
✧ Come be held in the softness your nervous system has been craving.

You’re not too much — you were just never truly met.

With you, always. 🤍

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Hey, lovely souls! If this podcast resonates with you—if the messages of healing, creative empowerment, and self-discovery are speaking to your heart—I'd be so grateful for your support. My mission is to inspire, educate, and guide those who are ready to heal from the past and unlock their true potential. But this work takes energy, time, and resources, and your donation can make all the difference.

If you’re able, please consider making a donation via venmo here. No amount is too small—every bit helps me continue to offer this free resource and bring more light to our collective creative journey.

Thank you for being a part of this community and for helping me share the love and inspiration that can transform lives. 🌟💖🔮🌊