There are three things you need to know about me. 

1: I have been working my whole life. 2: I hate the topic of “manifestation”. 3: I’m done with being a “good girl”.

About number 1: 

Believing that I have to work hard for anything good in my life has left me exhausted and resentful and, as I have discovered, completely out of alignment with the fact that life is abundant and contains more than enough of all that we need. That we don’t earn good things because that would make good things a salary for our efforts. And that’s certainly wrong.

About number 2: 

I’ve hated manifestation all my life because I always wondered why other people seemed to do it so easily and I was mysteriously incapable or unworthy of manifesting. I finally know what I’ve been misunderstanding about manifestation and I’m telling you all about it today.

About number 3: 

Being so focussed on being a good girl and wanting everyone to feel good around me has blocked me from being myself and thus manifesting a life and relationships that are true to who I actually am vs. Nice Tenji’s performance.

Let’s talk. This is a juicy one.

What experience have you had with manifestation? Share in the IG comments or Spotify Q&A or send me a Spotify voice note 😊

Spotify voice note: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/tenji-moyana/message 

How do we awaken to the truth of who we are as souls? How do we discover, accept, and lean into our power so that it can transform our lives? What does it mean to have a spiritual awakening? What does it look and feel like? What is its purpose, anyway? What does it mean to become one with the Universe and all it is and to birth new realities from that infinite power? How do we use it to manifest truer lives? And how do we survive how crazy, painful, exhausting and quite frankly terrifying spiritual awakenings can feel?

All this plus a view into the spiritual awakening I’m currently experiencing.

P.S. Let me know in the Spotify or Instagram poll if you’ve experienced a spiritual awakening or dark night of the soul. Or, share your wisdom with me in the Spotify Q&A or IG comments.

This is a special episode with a surprise guest at the end 😉.  I turned 40 this month and something shifted in me this birthday. I arrived into a comfort with who I am that I’ve never had before. I’m a vibe. And I’m capable. And I’ve endured and survived so much. I’m ready for an era of joy, DEEP self-confidence and shining boldly as me on an even bigger scale than I ever have before. 

Today I’m reflecting back on each decade of my life and celebrating something wonderful about who I was in that season of my life, and one lesson I’ve learned or what I wish I had understood in that season of my life. Some surprising things came up including an unplanned guest who shared what she’s witnessed in me as I turn 40!

Guys. Everywhere I look I see an unhappy or failed marriage or people going through monumental challenges in order to find marital happiness again. Is marriage all that it’s cracked up to be? Is the cost I’m seeing (the work, heartache, drama, danger) worth the benefits? I’m questioning whether or not I still want it.

Does marriage still mean to us and play the role in society that it used to? Should it? If not, what should it be instead? Is marriage the only noble path or singleness just as much a form of security, growth, happiness and support? Could the cost benefit analysis of singleness actually come out on top? Join me as I talk about the value proposition of marriage and share my story and what I’m learning about whether or not marriage is actually a good fit for me and women like me.

Do you want to join me on a future episode to discuss this topic? Let me know in my DM’s or the episode comments on Instagram @tenjiwe and I'll set it up!

Happy New Year, lovies! My blessing for all of us is that we don’t reject how hard we worked, the risks we took, the fears we faced, and the incredible strides we made in our lives in 2023 by entering into hustle and do the most energy in 2024. Let’s go easier on ourselves this year. Let’s create a soft place for us to land by being our cheerleaders and supporters, and by having REALISTIC expectations of what is possible for us this year. It will be a good year and a hard year. Let’s set ourselves up for success. Let’s lovingly encourage ourselves and pay attention to the energy with which we set New Year’s resolutions (if we do them) and with which we evaluate what was and was not achieved in 2023.

Love and light, and a beautiful blessing for 2024 for you from my guides at the end.

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Here’s a rundown of the practices that support me in my spiritual walk and in life in general – 12 in total! From meditation to plant medicine ceremonies to nightly energy clearing and regular healing baths, I do a lot to support myself to remain energetically and spiritually clear, attuned and supported to do my work in this life. Hopefully you get some inspiration for your own spiritual path. As always trust your intuition but be open to experimenting to see what works for you.

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I choose not to be affiliated with any single religion or school of thought, but rather, I’ve taken bits and pieces from many of them to form an understanding of what is true that resonates with me. I’m ok with being my own leader and creating my own truth because I trust myself, I have discernment, I’ve cultivated my relationship with my intuition to a point that I’m comfortable letting it be my authority. Everything I believe feels right and expansive for me in a way that enables me to live well and to keep growing – which is exactly what spirituality is meant to do. So, let me break down what I believe and how my relationship with the universe is evolving into more of a partnership.

I have endometriosis and I’m in the thick of bad flare which is getting me down and making me wonder: How do I have a good life with this illness? How do I fulfil my desires and live abundantly and get to realise my purpose? Is there a lesson in here that my soul is inviting me to learn about the source of my strength and power and impact? (Clearly there is – and I think I understand some of it.) Am I failing to see how I partner with the universe to cocreate something that works? Can my spiritual energy create for me the things that my physical body cannot?

So many questions, but the summary is: I’m not leaving without my purpose. I will fight until I die to have a fulfilling, impactful life. And I think we should all do the same – no matter the limitations we face.

My first video podcast episode! Watch it on Spotify, or listen to the audio in the usual places. Stay tuned to the end of the video for a special message from our spirit guides and oracle card to support us.

I’ve done a lot to fight for my voice, my truth, to find my personal power in a family filled with strong personalities and siblings and parents who had a different experience of the same events. But, because we each experienced things differently, have different soul-level growth objectives, and are taking different growth pathways, have different needs and desires, how do we meet at a place of compassion that can abundantly allow for multiple realities? How do we remain in union and deepen our relationships when our growth takes us in different directions?