The distance between here and there, an additional note on changing, evolving, and shifting beliefs. How is a great question and it’s okay if it feels impossible. Internal universes that are all our own and then art magically brings them to the outside.

Conquering the to do list! Doing the things that we don’t want to do, committing to something, and giving credit for the behavior changes and extra pushes. It’s hard in the middle of the journey. Maybe don’t wait or put it off. Motivation and knowing ourselves, goals, one foot in front of the other, and sometimes it sucks.

You can’t skip ahead or know more than you know. You won’t be the best on day one and...it sucks. (Another good example is learning a language!) Keep going. A note on tears. Build each other up, you will learn, you will find your way.

Depleted, not my best and brightest this evening. Selections from “Heart Talk” by Cleo Wade. Chosen randomly! Leading with love, fuel, and capability. The sound of flipping pages, boxes, be all of the things.

Job anniversary, time, making the most of every day, and leakage. Congruency, seeking advice, internal wisdom, hamster wheeling, and reinforcement.

Towel spider. Shadow and Bone, my current imagination stirring distraction. Remembering that excited, giddy, obsessed feeling. Love but less serious and the English language letting me down.

Kittens, muscle rub, and strewn meat. Documented self criticism, eloquence is overrated, and insecurity. Uncomfortable leaping, creation, and following through. Honesty, perfectionism, and cards on the table.

Thank goodness for family car help! Trailer success. Harping more on reality and highlighting the Long Distance Love Bombs podcast with Rainier Wylde. Possibility and the present moment and illusions and my brain is fried so forgive the many um’s. (The word I cut off is JOY.)

A car tantrum and a waiting game for help. The best laid plans...adapting to reality and lessons on the illusion of control. Lounging and lemonade.

Perfectionism and the ways it gets in your way. Start, fail, fall, blunder, dream, be bad at it, climb, keep going. Fear and comfort zones and more fear and trying anyway.