In this episode of Aphantasia Experiments, we look at how two seemingly unrelated books collide in the same place: the human brain, trauma, and consciousness. First, we dig into The Mind Mappers: Friendship, Betrayal, and the Obsessive Quest to Chart the Brain by Carl Zimmer (about Wilder Penfield, William Cone, early neurosurgery in Montreal, and the birth of modern brain mapping), reflecting on how recent our understanding of brain regions, memory, speech, and consciousness really is. Then we jump to Christina Applegate’s memoir You with the Sad Eyes, exploring her experiences with childhood trauma, breast cancer, dense breast tissue, MS (multiple sclerosis), and the mind–body connection, including visualization, spirituality, and self-healing practices.

Across these two very different books, we draw connections between:

• Aphantasia, non-visual memory, apraxia, and neurodiversity

• Trauma, chronic illness, MS, and possible links to the nervous system

• Sound healing, meditation, and somatic/spiritual approaches to healing

• The huge gaps in neuroscience, neurology, and standard medical care

• The privilege and potential of repeated brain scans and self-experimentation

If you’re interested in aphantasia, brain mapping, trauma, MS, consciousness, alternative healing, and how personal stories and “random” reads can illuminate the limits and possibilities of the human brain, this episode is for you.

In this episode of Aphantasia Experiments, host Robin begins in the depths of a Canadian winter, talking seasonal depression, “wintering,” and why rest and retreat matter when you’re an ADHD life path 5 who is constantly changing, evolving, and overflowing with ideas. She shares how she uses the podcast and her blog as a playground for experiments—like fascia–visualization links and re‑telling religious stories through a feminine lens—not to be a final authority, but to plant thought‑seeds listeners can explore in their own way and time.

From there, Robin goes hard into the state of the world, media, and marketing: Epstein coverage and search‑term flooding, the cult dynamics of fandoms, and the massive Tim Hortons x Ryan Reynolds donut campaign that, to her marketer’s eye, screams PR damage control disguised as charity. She unpacks how SEO, algorithms, fluff pieces, and celebrity brands are used to bury uncomfortable stories, manufacture relevance, and keep us numbly consuming content we never chose on purpose.

Throughout, Robin keeps coming back to one message: stop blindly following leaders, celebrities, parties, and narratives—whether it’s religion, politics, Swifties, or the “nice guy” actor with a maple donut—and reclaim your free will to think for yourself. She doesn’t ask you to agree with every rant; she just wants to make you a little angrier in a useful way, a little more awake, and a lot more curious about who benefits from the stories you’re being fed.

If you’re a fellow life path 5, a restless mind, or simply someone who feels that something is “off” in the culture right now, this episode is your permission slip to embrace change, question the spin, and follow your own intuition and research instead of anyone else’s script.

It’s the beginning of a new year, and that means it’s time for some hot tub intuition.

In this special prediction episode of Aphantasia Experiments, host Robin taps into intuitive waters (literally — in a hot tub!) to share bold, compassionate, and curiosity-fueled predictions for 2026. This isn’t fortune-telling — it’s future feeling. What systems are cracking open? What truths are rising? What new forms of connection are emerging?

Here’s what’s bubbling up:

🔮 A spiritual shift in how we view Alzheimer’s — What if it’s not just memory loss, but a liminal state between realms?
🔮 A major breakdown of public trust — in media, in medicine, in “expert” systems we’ve long held sacred.
🔮 The scientific method gets questioned — and new ways of knowing (that blend science with story, and data with spirit) begin to rise.
🔮 Personal storytelling as medicine — for caregivers, for seekers, for systems in need of soul.
🔮 A call for collaboration across disciplines — mystics and scientists, researchers and real people.

This is a raw, real, deeply human solo episode filled with questions, downloads, memories, and invitations.

Robin wants to hear from you:
📩 Email: [email protected] or [email protected]
📲 Instagram: @aphantasiaexperiments
🎤 Send a voice note: https://thevoicenoteproject.com/

Your stories matter. Your questions matter. Your voice belongs in this conversation.

In this episode, Robin follows a series of intuitive connections between the body and the mind — exploring how fascia, heart rate, connective tissue, and the autonomic nervous system might influence aphantasia and the ability to visualize.

Drawing on her own lived experience with hypermobility, cervical ribs, elevated heart rate, meditation experiments, and her recent Holter monitor test, Robin examines how physiology may shape imagination more than we realize. She shares moments of colour and pattern arising during fascia work, the difficulty thinking while standing still, and why lying flat seems to improve mental clarity.

Topics include:

• Fascia work and its impact on inner perception
• How autonomic dysfunction affects cognition
• Living with chronic tachycardia
• What a Holter test reveals about day-to-day brain fog
• Why standing vs. walking changes how clearly she can think
• The surprise finding of cervical ribs and possible circulatory implications
• Whether pillows and sleeping posture influence brain perfusion
• Eye-pressure visuals and training the visual mind
• ADHD, autism, and how neurodivergence overlaps with autonomic regulation
• Trauma vs. congenital pathways to aphantasia
• How blood flow might be a missing piece in the visualization puzzle

Robin also introduces The Voice Note Project, a new community-driven podcast where listeners share their thoughts and experiences around big questions — consciousness, death, intuition, dreams, and the strange, meaningful moments we rarely talk about openly.

This episode is an invitation to explore how the body and mind communicate, how consciousness might be more physical than we think, and why understanding our physiology may open new doors for people with aphantasia.

🔬 Want a deeper scientific dive into this topic?

If you’re curious about the research side of autonomics, interoception, and how the nervous system might influence aphantasia, I highly recommend this video by Aphantasia Network:

“The Interoceptive Model of Aphantasia: New Research on the Autonomic Nervous System”
 

I watched it yesterday and I’m planning to watch it again — there’s so much in there.
 If you want the science-heavy perspective or you’re looking to understand how researchers are approaching this from a physiological angle, this is a great place to start.

What if your consciousness isn’t one solid thing, but made up of countless tiny fractals—each a whole, each connected to something greater? In this episode of Aphantasia Experiments, Robin explores a powerful new theory of consciousness inspired by nature, personal experiences, and the strange, synchronistic world around us.

Robin unpacks the idea that consciousness may work like fractals—repeating, dispersed, and capable of existing in multiple places at once. This theory could explain dream states, psychic experiences, signs from the other side, and the mystery of aphantasia. Drawing connections between Disney movies, dandelions, quantum physics, and the very real grief of loss, this episode invites you to see consciousness from a radically different angle.

Perfect for listeners who are curious about:

• The connection between fractals and consciousness
• What happens to consciousness after death
• Signs, dreams, and out-of-body experiences
• Aphantasia, intuition, and the possibility of hidden superpowers
• Why intention and emotion might be the “gravity” of consciousness

If you’ve ever wondered how the pieces of your spiritual experiences fit together, this episode offers one compelling, fractal-shaped answer.

In this episode of Aphantasia Experiments, Robin shares the moment they first discovered they had aphantasia—through what they thought was a psychic ability test that turned out to be about visualization. That realization set off a powerful journey of self-discovery, learning, and embracing hidden strengths like intuition, quick pattern recognition, and synchronicity.

Robin also introduces a free quiz designed to help people with (and without) aphantasia uncover their unique brain-based gifts and superpowers.

Then, it’s story time: a real-life tale about manifestation, timing, and how the universe sometimes delivers exactly what we need—but not always in the way we expect. From neighbourhood ripples to serendipitous timing, Robin reflects on how intention, patience, and trust play a role in how our lives unfold.

💡 Explore your own gifts with the free quiz at AphantasiaExperiments.com

In this episode of Aphantasia Experiments, Robin records under the glow of a full moon, sharing inspiration, synchronicities, and even a few unexpected rabbit sightings in the forest. From sound mishaps to the magic of song synchronicities, Robin explores how random lyrics that pop into her mind often turn into powerful messages—lifting moods, hinting at deeper meanings, or even connecting to collective consciousness.

She introduces a new experiment: combining fractal meditations with the “songs of the day” that arrive like little intuitive nudges. These short reels on Instagram (@aphantasia_experiments) are designed to shift your vibe, spark creativity, and build a community of like-minded explorers.

Along the way, Robin reflects on connection, the joy of meeting fellow podcasters, and the idea that maybe—just maybe—our songs, dreams, and signs are shared threads in a bigger tapestry of consciousness.

Tune in for an episode that’s part spontaneous story, part experiment, and all heart. 🌕✨

Fifty episodes in, and I’m still rambling, learning, growing, and sharing what it feels like to live at the edge of big shifts. This conversation weaves through energy work, Reiki, and the realities of balancing passion with practicality, while also diving into the deeper layers of consciousness—nonverbal communication, telepathy, dreams, and the ways we’re all connected beyond the physical.

I talk about why I’m moving Reiki sessions to Fridays, the downloads that wake me up at 3am, and the creative visions pulling me forward (including a screenplay about life, death, and consciousness itself). At the heart of it all is the reminder that growth isn’t linear—it’s expansive, magical, and often a little messy.

If you’ve ever felt the pull toward something bigger, or wondered how your inner shifts are guiding you forward, this episode is for you. And hey—if you want to be one of the OGs, you can find me now on Instagram at Aphantasia Experiments.

In this short, unedited dog-walk episode, I share a strange personal experience with sleep, supplements, and aphantasia. After struggling with insomnia and experimenting with magnesium glycinate and L-Theanine, something unexpected happened—I vividly heard a song in my head, almost as if it were playing through headphones.

It left me wondering: was this an auditory hallucination, a side effect of exhaustion, or maybe even the result of a simple deficiency? Could minerals or nutrients like magnesium or L-Theanine play a bigger role in visualization and inner experience than we realize?

I’d love to hear if anyone else has noticed changes in their ability to visualize or hear inner sounds after trying supplements. Have you ever experienced something like this? Reach out at [email protected]
 and let’s keep exploring together.

In this deeply personal (and dragonfly-surrounded!) episode of Aphantasia Experiments, Robin takes you on a breezy walk through the tangled threads of connective tissue disorders, hypermobility, media distortion, and the power of consciousness.

From a painful rib injury that revealed a diagnosis of Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome to reflections on how a bendy body can also impact visualization, Robin explores how everything — our health, our perception, our media, and our collective understanding — is intricately connected.

She dives into topics like aphantasia, MCAS, the Beighton score, hormonal changes, telepathy tapes, and how unchecked media narratives (hello Ryan Reynolds and Blake Lively) shape not only public opinion but even our careers and culture.

If you’ve ever felt like your body didn’t follow the same rules as others’, or that the world around you is feeding you a version of truth that doesn’t sit right, this episode is for you. Raw, unfiltered, and full of insight — it’s time to rethink connection.