i keep thinking they are going to leave me alone but they are not

you can only torture me so much. i am already starting to feel the fatigue

i think the non black xenials died  but the 80 years olds today are going to live until they are 160

i think a lot of people my age and like 10 to 20 years older are actually dead now 

they would like make it very clear that they were hiring the african americans and were like telling me "you can leave the room  "  and they were like because it is social justice 

it happened for jobs too.  for social justice, there at the end they were treating me pretty bad in interviews and like hiring the african americans in my face and they were like.  do you see?  it is social justice.

but in todays time, for social justice,  it is ok if that girl does that   because its social justice

i actually will say that the one guy that was interested in me.  after they kicked me around a bit. i saw him sitting at a table with an african american girl who looked really interested in him.   

before i got involved in t.v., no one was doing that to me 

one of the worst fates you could suffer is being trapped by people who are obsessed with marrying up   and they use you as leverage to do so      and they turn you in to a heap of dung in the process