i am not saying i want to run for office. but i am going to tell you that in the back of my mind. i wonder if because it looked like i may have been interested in running for office back then, they came after me.   i remember i attended an event where political people were speaking. and then sometime after that all of that happened. i am really not kidding when i say i think i was being watched. and i think it may have even happened when that guy got shot by the either the antifa or the black lives matter protestors. i sometimes feel like they saw me talking to him and that is why they shot him.   it doesnt mean he was shot by an african american.  could have been anyone.   i dont have proof but it is eerie the way things like that have happened   i am trying to give you the list of events 

one of the worst fates you could suffer is being trapped by people who are obsessed with marrying up   and they use you as leverage to do so      and they turn you in to a heap of dung in the process 

i think a lot of people my age and like 10 to 20 years older are actually dead now 

before i got involved in t.v., no one was doing that to me 

its kind of like someone tells you they will babysit your son  but you come back to walk in to find the baby sitter raping your son   horrible isnt it

i deal with some kind of torture  kind of makes me think  people would tell you they will make it stop    but they actually will not make it stop 

i am just saying you could be censoring me  i think it could be happening  you can see everything i do you would know if i could tell for sure 

i dont think there are that many people actually who are the kind of person that would rape someones son like that    i think the percentage of people who would do that is pretty low

i think if any parent found someone raping their child  the parent would kill them 

so, unlucky for you if you are a magnet for people who would do that   it means you are a magnet for a very small group of people