there are some that think. my saying something about imagining the n word.  was guilt talking.  they think i imagined hearing the n word and then said something about it because of guilt. 

 i hear the settlers thought they landed in india

i am figuring this out for you? because i am.   

i keep getting the feeling the native americans here are the ones undermining me. or triangulating.    they may not like people from my region.  i would not say that mexico embraces me. but i am from that region.  i am not sure if the other native american people here like people from that region.    like i was saying, there is a problem with the tribes doing the whole membership.  and then there are a lot of other people that are not eligible for it. so maybe the tribes are fighting with americans.   https://www.youtube.com/shorts/7zQybIDh_3c

modi is not really on the caucasian scale. but it looks like a lot of indian origin people that especially flee india, they look like they are on the caucasian scale.  they probably have some pretty cool tribal fusion culture  that they probably consider similar to gypsy culture. which a lot of american culture was gypsy for awhile.  but i wonder what modi would think about mamdani , his wife, shivon etc.  his wife appears to be syrian.   but like    i think everyone is being played by the media.  and it is embarassing enough to ask you mamdani, and your wife, to not engage in a deliberate campaign associating me with the n word.  because i said something about it obscurely online. there are now people turning it into a media campaign.  i think people that are doing that are fully beast like.   this video is of an indian tribal dance. they look like native americans. maybe they should go dance with the native americans.  i am thE UN apparently.   anyway, modi not being so much on the caucasian scale. and the caste system. i am curious to find out how he sees indian origin diaspora. https://www.youtube.com/shorts/7zQybIDh_3c

you know one time when i was a lyft driver a guy from ireland proposed to me in the car and seemed serious. he had several friends with him and they went back and forth and he didnt say he was joking. he seemed serious. i just kind of acted like he was kidding. there was another guy i took to an xxx video store. then i think he tried to invite me up to his hotel room after the drive. i said no. but i think he gave me his number or something. 

i wish i wasnt famous. it was better for me that way.

some people with that ethnicity, i didnt know they had that ethnicity until recently. i think its just because i didnt look in to it. or look those things up. 

i always just thought of the jewish ethnicity as being way up there. didnt intermarry kind of thing.   and like separate. 

i feel very bad to say something about the jewish ethnicity. but i do wonder if shivon is leaning in to that.  i may even be partly jewish. i doubt it though.   sometimes i wonder.