i would like to have a competition with rubio each day. to see who saves face from day to day. did rubio save face or did i that day? somehow it seems i dont save face any day even if i am not doing anything. somehow it seems rubio saves face each day. 

we dont want rubio to be the farmer in the dell while they kill other people.  people should be aware folks like rubio and luna are on security councils 

i am just one person. but just because i made a joke about aliens for the song. it doesnt mean i went back on the other part.  the first part is still valid. i didnt have any problem with the first part. its just that i didnt need to add that i thought aliens sent the song to me in my head. that wasnt useful. and it made the situation look  worse than it actually was. 

i still believe the following. i just unfortunately added a joke about aliens. 

one time a long time ago, i had a friend. they said everyone is basically the same, they just express it differently.  one man may sing this song. the other man would rap it.  its bacuz its in your dna https://youtu.be/D_nnFu0iPdA?si=Iv0xlrPzIQuYCyHG

you will always rap your song  others will sing 

its dumb but this is where everyone is as a culture i think.  these people including metallica have had too much attention.  its time to move on now. 

ruined unforgiven for me. 

this is what you have to look forward to for harry and megans path.  im still kind of shocked this is what it is about.  

people are basically the same. they just express it differently. unfortunately for you it is in your dna to be this way.  like i said before though, it is not really my problem you know. i didnt create human beings. 

i think harry and megan are trying to tell everyone they are just as good as you, they know everything you know, and that they are maybe better than you and they exceed you. MY OPINION IS  that  people are basically the same they just express it differently. and sometimes the way you naturally express yourself, is not other peoples favorite. 

so if harry megan go around killing everyone , and leave only people that look like them.   it will be a rap future. that is what you are signing up for.    

https://youtu.be/EhnKbLXW0qo?si=XQyfUpTxabSNYqw6

i am glad though that i realized i was saying i was being visited by aliens. it was a joke but it actually also kind of looked kind of crazy.  

i am sleep deprived though. its been many days. i think rubio is using energy weapons on me to torture me so that i lose face.  this is a matter of keeping face.  rubio is winning?   yes rubio. you have been able to keep better face than me for 10 years as you keep me under your thumb. 

saying that i was visited about this song was probably too far. sorry about that. does that make sense? i just put it together myself. didnt think about it too much. worked out better than i planned. https://youtu.be/mTwjUE60HG4?si=c1YIOIu7MNih_RnG

i probably just imagined the metallica song unforgiven. i tried to say i didnt know what was going on. ive heard the song before. probably remembered the lyrics better than i thought. sorry about that.   still the same meaning though. 

i probably flipped a switch with these people and death may be imminent. they remind me of like, point of no return. like they remind me instead of humans, they remind me of non humans that exercise some kind of extermination if someone crosses a point of no return. i am not sure what the point of no return is. but it is probaby when i made fun of the illuminati 

ever since i made fun of the illuminati, i was like these people are going to kill me. 

i was thinking of moving to idaho, but i am afraid they are going to send the police after me now.  i feel like i am living on borrowed time. not sure if i am going to be approached again. i was wondering why they did not come to the apartment. the only thing i can think is they dont have a good enough reason or are official enough to go to the apartment. so they found me on the street. 

i think they were trying to send me a message that they can incite the police against me anytime if they want to.  i never had a problem in idaho before but now that trump is involved, i would be scared to go there. he just desolate everything. 

 this so fun. 

can i go to idaho or not?  am i going ot be harassed by the police. i figure if they are in office i have to ask for permission to go somewhere. hopefully 2028 or after it wont be that way anymore. 

i think we are staring at something that cant be stopped, in rubio trump and the nato guy.   to me it is an arrogant abuse of power.