im half way in the ground folks.  these are the scary people that strike when you cant see them. they are the people that successfully commit murder. all those people that get murdered. you wonder why it was them. these are the people. they put me half way in the ground now.

i was going to try to get some things together before i travel but i am not sure it will happen that way.  i thought the situation was different but it s as bad as you would expect i guess.  just kind of went from bad to worse. to me, it is as expected. if i get blocked at the border, i am dead for sure.  

there was never any plan for them to meet me. it looks like they were just buying a short amount of time for some reason. i guess to do the rape thing.

the rape got significantly worse.  they dont care about my mental health. i am halfway in the ground now.  my lower half is in the ground now.   kind of feel chased out of the country now. i think i will be lucky to be able to leave the united states. i am starting to expect to be stopped at the border. i am in the process of getting my passport but not sure what is going to happen there.  i think i will be lucky to be able to leave. and if i leave i am not sure they will let me back in.  maybe in 2028 when he is no longer in office. is this guy really a primma donna i think so.   

now i think the situation is that they are going to hold their position, and just tire people out. like i think when they see me, they think you are just going to tire yourself and you never won your freedom back       that is a different way but it is your way 

i guess if you get mauled by a bear   you dont survive 

i think megan and harry played the "youre not equal game" way before me. which has to do with the immigration push.  they know now, that the "youre not equal " game is in their own hands.  

it very much was a switch    i think obama administration were de segregationists.  but they killed people to get the society they wanted

they have been walking people around like pieces of meat since they won the "youre not equal " game.    someone told them they were not equal 50 years ago. they took it to say no, you are not equal. now they walk people around like pieces of meat.   in the past , if someone told them they were not equal, it was not because someone wanted to sleep with them. it is reversed.  it was because they were being hung and stuff.   now they are saying, you are not equal, but it is because they want to treat you like a piece of meat.

i am a little too tired now though.    very humiliating. 

to me today, more than ever before, i just see america as just a plot of land. people are fighting over this plot of land. 

its all very sad 

it just occurred to me that you all were just waiting for me to die from stress. i think that was going to be your revenge.  i see.  i must have been too naive for this. 

you have been fighting for equality for hundreds of years.  you must be way ahead of me. 

i told rubio a long time ago that i thought he was an anomaly. in a good way.  i always thought he looked like someone who could have done anything he wanted to do.  he looked like to me he could have been ceo of any company or anything.  i dont get what happened. 

i kind of feel no different than a person that went to a hollywood audition, then got trafficked from there, and was found dead in a trunk somewhere. i think i am basically one of those people, just a different situation. 

i would say if you know who is "pulling the strings"  , if you know them , you should ask yourself "did they graduate from highschool".   if they did not graduate from highschool, you should get rid of them. i am not talking about murder. 

the fact that i joked asked rubio if he wanted to hook up probably led the indian origin guy to buy the seahawks.  i dont think you all realize that i am basically a slave probably enslaved by marco rubio    

marco rubio launched a career in politics ,  he for some reason turned despot 

i feel like the frog who was put in water then they slowly boiled it to death. i did not know what was happening to me , but i believe i can see rubio took over  

they use anything they can to get an edge   even me making a joke about asking rubio if he wants to hook up    like that is free labor if ive ever seen it 

so to me this is unsustainable    if a despot takes over   i am not sure what is next for everyone else 

might as well be united states of marco rubio   kind of like a new latin american country    

he has an understanding with the indian origin guy that bought the seahawks.  that arrangement does not benefit everyone. but it will benefit marco rubio  and i guess his friends.  

i wonder what would have happened if i actually ran for president in 2016 to share a stage with marco rubio     i still think he would have tried to enslave me  even from there    that would have been even worse  

its kind of invasive species vibes. some will die. some will live.

marco rubio is married with children.  so it is crucially creepy to me that he would act like a despot toward me 

he has got the control folks, so he is watching someone needs to just remove him from office  i think 

unlike you, rubio i dont believe in killing people as the solution 

you all should remember i told you, that my father went MIA , but now i am wondering if he actually just went on MIA on me directly, but stayed in touch with my family members, and who knows, asked them for money and stuff. while watching me from a  distance. i think this is how it works for people like rubio.  they are in living hell i think.  if you have to operate like that in life.   the only way you can feel enough respect, is by enslaving people then watch from a distance as you make them suffer?

there is some kind of movement behind the indian origin guy buying the seahawks. i dont support that. i am not involved. 

i think basically their arrangement is slavery for me.  death. traffic perception. whatever you want to call it.     and it looks like rubio , who ran for office, is the lead trafficker. 

it has something to do with "controlling the narrative"  it is trafficking perception somehow 

https://www.msn.com/en-us/movies/news/insider-says-brad-pitts-appearance-at-taylor-swifts-wedding-was-all-about-controlling-the-narrative/ar-AA27vawH?ocid=BingNewsSerp

Kathy Griffin, 65, says 22-year-old boyfriend post was an 'experiment'

i think people are not ok with experiments.    using your celebrity against other americans somehow seems to violate their rights you cannot conduct an experiment on others  this way i dont think    that is probably why it is painful for others to be involved in what you are doing 

"At its core, a psychological experiment is an investigation in which a hypothesis is scientifically tested." Understanding the Fundamentals of Psychological Experiments • Psychology Town

ive been through psychology class. experiments are usually called research they are conducted in controlled settings  

damn in some way brad pitt going instagram official with his girlfriend at taylor swifts wedding is kind of like stealing her thunder 

i didnt know about oliver tree and I hope he wasnt harmed  for maybe appearing to be friendly toward me. like i was saying before,  there are people on security councils, that now I believe i am seeing, that if you show friendliness toward me, they may target you and possibly kill you.  so, to me it would be a very serious injustice if they harmed oliver tree because of me somehow.  because i didnt even know he existed until after reports about the crash.   i would like to say, i could be wrong on this one, but now that i am talking about rubio, and things like that in relation to oliver tree, i am afraid because they traffic perception in the united states a lot, that there are going to be people , like particularly hispanic type people that are going to want to befriend all those people that were oliver trees friends  for social media exposure and clout.    it is very scary to me , to think they are trafficking me, or like harming people like oliver tree, because some marginalized people want a social media career.    after taking a look at all the interviews oliver tree was doing in the weeks leading up to the crash, there were several people that i wonder set  him up. and some of these people i am going to mention. i am sorry to do this to you.  but some of the people he was doing interviews with are of jewish ethnicity.  so the question i would have is why would jewish celebrities  target someone like oliver tree who the internet says was also jewish. why would you kill each other?  there are several people who look suspicious in their interactions with oliver tree in the recordings online leading up to the crash. i wonder though, why would jewish celebrities kill someone of their own heritage like that?