i remember they used to live close to a sprouts in oklahoma. i think it was oklahoma city. i dont remember which city it was in. but they were close to a sprouts. 

i did live with the realization that my brother didnt want anyone to find out what he did.  i didnt tell anyone until recently online.  i never really planned to tell anyone. even though i knew he had a family and a business and all of that. i didnt really feel the need to tell anyone.  

you all pointedly kept coming after me. it has been many years now. it is called triangulating. you still do triangulate me.  that is murder.

my father and sisters live in oklahoma. probably next to someone famous who lives in oklahoma. there are a few. if you want to meet them.   i would appreciate it if you would stop trying to holocaust me to instead pressure the folks in oklahoma.   i would appreciate it if you would pressure the father and sisters in oklahoma instead of me.  i tried to go stay with them when i first became homeless. but my father was staying with one of his ex wife. i didnt expect it to happen. but they sat me in a living room and all kind of were like verbally attacking me. i do not actually remember what the argument was about. i think it was just about the ex wife not wanting me to stay there.  but when they were all verbally attacking me there at the end, i remember looking over at my father, and he was smiling and laughing because he thought it was funny that it was happening.  when i saw him laughing about it, i did leave. i had a car at that point. so i did leave and drove off.  you all already killed my mother.   probably my brother did it. not going to lie.   he screamed at her pretty bad.  he also may have been mad that i was seeking to be in extra curricular activities.  i do wonder if because of that, he didnt want me to survive.  i think he knew someday someone may find out what he did.  so he wanted to get rid of the family.  i do wonder. 

the saddest part to me though, is finding out that what i thought about the space industry, is probably true. that the space industry does not want to be disturbed.  so they go on secret missions.  

did you know that the secret service in the u.s. supposedly first started using hands free communication devices in The U.S. Secret Service is said to have used a handheld transceiver in their job of protecting President Franklin Roosevelt before the outbreak of World War II.  rosevelt was the only president to serve four terms.  he died in the fourth term.  but the reason i am talking about the hands free device is because it probably also made assassination attempts easier.  thats what i think about technology.   i heard that jfk was probably shot by the driver.    what i am trying to say is.  i dont think people can keep up with technology.  and it can be used to kill people.   

1898

The first U.S. military base built outside the United States was established in 1898 at Guantanamo Bay, Cuba

i will say the painful part out loud.  if the u.s. has been colonizing through the bases. and the u.s. includes a lot of people with native american ancestry.  that means countries may have been colonized by mixed race people that may also be part native american   this is all post  colonialism 

if the u.s. has been colonizing through the military bases , that literally means that americans that are not 100 percent european, have been colonizing places.   it is mixed race people from the u.s.    maybe they are 95 percent german irish whatever  5 percent other non european. that is mixed race colonization. 

i guess wherever the military bases are. i guess the u.s. could have colonized the countries the bases were in.   maybe the u.s. has been colonizing through the military bases.