i will tell you more of the story. i used to call kamala the n word to myself in my room. i know they were always listening. i cant really explain it , but i was like, i think kamala harris is going to try to pay me back for calling her the n word when i was in my room. i once called her the n word when i was outside i think there were security cameras nearby. but maybe it was just a guilty conscience and that is why i told myself when i heard the guy mumbling that he probably said the n word. maybe it was a guilty conscience. i couldnt hear what he said. there are more details about the environment that i think would help explain why there was tension at the location, i tried to describe it before. i can describe it again later someday. but i was always like, i think kamala harris is going to pay me back for calling her that. when i found out that trump won the election, it changed things for me a lot and i became very sad. and i was like i wonder if kamala harris let that happen so trump can torture me for things that happened several years ago. https://youtube.com/shorts/pfVz5FVdScY?si=Y8UvQ8pEbXcTgkQY
there is definitely more i can say about what i just talked about but i will stop there