ill have to do it myself. i dont want to reach out to my father.  i already told him he was disgusting for calling me with "what sounded like porn"  in the background  but who knows that fool could have been sleeping with someone and decided to call me? who would do that.  but anyway, i told him he was disgusting back then. that was about 20 years ago when that happened.   but i will need to ask this fool about his ancestry i guess.   since you all were black fishing me       if you look at the aztec statues or the mayan statues,  you will see status of people with a wider nose 

i was never confident posting anything online  pre twitter  i didnt have linkedin or anything   in fact  i was using the internet with dial up and i remember i bought something online and i dont remember how i paid for it. i think i sent a paper check to someone for the order. i dont remember doing that but i think that is the only way i could have paid for it.

but yea , i have noticed all the times it seemed like "the industry" was pitting selena against me    i just hope it didnt come to a point where selena has been punching me "through the media" so much it will get even worse where its like she is taking actions like this or worse     https://youtube.com/shorts/sWgeqccSXYY?si=Aqd1qeE-XEZVOR-n  

you should not crack your knuckles or your neck, it is bad for your joints.   i remember alyssa childs use to crack her neck and knuckles all of the time.  https://youtube.com/shorts/sWgeqccSXYY?si=6-O-TmslePLW-PqB

i can pretty much remember the last 2 posts i made on facebook , one of them was back in 2003 or something. i think it was a bit later. but i remember i kind of felt pressured to make the post and i remember it was really awkward for me to post it. i remember feeling very awkward about posting on facebook.  in some ways, i could say that i didnt necessarily align completely with what i posted. 

that would be crazy if she is celebrating ulta but calling me the n word at the same time.  this is why you should always be careful when it seems like someone is punching you dead.  because they probably actually are. 

if you dont think i have noticed you beating me up and cracking your knuckles at ulta selena, i have noticed.   https://youtube.com/shorts/sWgeqccSXYY?si=6-O-TmslePLW-PqB

you should probably fire whoever got you to do this.  i am definitely older than this girl.  i dont listen to rap also. but i wanted to say , i never did confirm whether or not i heard that guy say the N word.   i was just having a bad day and thought i heard him say something under his breath. but i never heard what he actually said.  to be honest with selena. i dont think it is really her fault. but i feel bad for talking about the three amigos when i made the twitter account before.  i feel like "the industry"  has been pitting selena gomez against me with the whole casting her with martin short and steve martin, the transgender movie, probably some other stuff.  i think selena is nearly 10 years younger than me.   if you watch videos of her from 2015 and before, she definitely was in a different social status than she is today. she was flirting with james franco and everyone.   even back in 2015, selena gomez was in a much higher social status than today and than me.  i always could see it, that she was part of a much higher social status.  so  i am especially pissed that the industry was so hard on her ,  because i hope they didnt try to treat selena badly because of me or something.   i think "the industry"  beat her up and pushed her social status down.   i think it would be better for "the industry" to not pit selena gomez against me.   there are probably other people that exist that look like selena gomez they are just not famous.  also, it was really hard to follow kendrick lamar.  i hope people dont talk like that on a regular basis.  i hope there are not large groups of people who talk like that.  https://youtube.com/shorts/sWgeqccSXYY?si=6iGY17K-fn9_xqHY

it all started because i mentioned the three amigos and that i liked when martin short was singing in the movie. thats it. 

you all are benefiting from my illness thinking i heard someone mumble something under their breath  i did not hear what they said but in my mind i was like "i bet they said the n word "     https://youtube.com/shorts/sWgeqccSXYY?si=Aqd1qeE-XEZVOR-n