i think the word "triggering" and the phrase "double down" came from you all   i dont use either phrase usually  

i feel like they need to go live with a senator or something  a governor or something 

i remember i said it seems like they are hostages  

i am very sorry it has come to this.  i wish people would  go back to their lives  

i feel bad for donald trump, elon musk, everyone really   i feel very bad for you   

i have no genetic ties to alyssa arywn or shannon childs. they are just some people i met after my mother died. and i think my grandmother arranged for me to go live with them because she knew i was friends with alyssa.  that is the only reason i know them.  i stopped really seeing them after highschool. 

alyssa though was saying something false to my aunt becky pretty shortly after i moved over with them. i dont remember why my aunt was telling me about alyssa,  but she told me that alyssa was telling her that she talked to me "every hour on the hour"  about something trying to prove something.  i dont remember what it was about.  but i remember telling my aunt becky that" no i was not talking to alyssa every hour on the hour.  that is not true" 

so i was surprised to find out the aunt beckys side of the family became close friends with the childs.  because  becky  was talking to me about some time that alyssa was lying to her and she didnt like it. 

if i could do it over again,  i would get my nose fixed.  my father and sister victoria got their noses reduced.   but i basically became i think an orphan or worse     so   a nose fix was not even an option

ill have to do it myself. i dont want to reach out to my father.  i already told him he was disgusting for calling me with "what sounded like porn"  in the background  but who knows that fool could have been sleeping with someone and decided to call me? who would do that.  but anyway, i told him he was disgusting back then. that was about 20 years ago when that happened.   but i will need to ask this fool about his ancestry i guess.   since you all were black fishing me       if you look at the aztec statues or the mayan statues,  you will see status of people with a wider nose 

i was never confident posting anything online  pre twitter  i didnt have linkedin or anything   in fact  i was using the internet with dial up and i remember i bought something online and i dont remember how i paid for it. i think i sent a paper check to someone for the order. i dont remember doing that but i think that is the only way i could have paid for it.

but yea , i have noticed all the times it seemed like "the industry" was pitting selena against me    i just hope it didnt come to a point where selena has been punching me "through the media" so much it will get even worse where its like she is taking actions like this or worse     https://youtube.com/shorts/sWgeqccSXYY?si=Aqd1qeE-XEZVOR-n