bob ferguson does seem like a rat that twists peoples arms though. 

i am going to ignore that it seems like bob ferguson is trying to run me out of seattle.  if they were trying to run me out of here i think they would have cancelled the housing. they had a lot of opportunities to cancel it.  i dont even know if anyone reads these things.   i had bad experiences but   oh well.  

when i think about all the people that have been chasing me around, i dont think these people are survival minded.  as in, some people value the survival of others. but like, a lot of people in the media or the people that have been chasing me around, i do not think they value the survival of other people.  they may care about their own survival. but i dont think they value the survival of other people.  it seems like survival is not a guarantee the closer you get to the media 

when people think of villains and stuff. they usually think of people that they can identify. they are like , yea, i know that villain.  but , i actually think real villains may seem like regular people with no bad behavior. because they hide their behavior.  and then they do all the villain stuff in secret.    i think real villains maybe are people you can not tell are villains. because they look like regular people.

when it happens i  move away to some other place where it stops   

it usually happens during overnight hours the worst 

i wake up to what seems like rape often. it is extremely painful.   if there is a medical reason, i dont know.    i was never raped like the lady i talked about. the marital rape she dealt with.  i was only raped in the asshole.    it reminds me of if someone raped their spouse    extreme pain  

i remember one time, i walked over to a car. when i turned around there was a stranger girl right behind. i didnt hear her at all.  i think like 20 years ago, the danger level for people was not like that.  but now, i think danger is right there in everyones face kind of like that girl who snuck up behind me.   i think people are getting slapped down years before they realize they were a victim.      it seems like survival is not a guarantee the closer you get to the media 

this is also there. i am neutral. this could be a look in to donald trumps daily life.  i have no opinion about the lady. if he enjoys her company that is his business. i am sure no one cares. https://youtu.be/Vl8g0sh3Bwo?si=VefvY7A91G2YnSYT

there is this opinion. https://youtu.be/Vy5c5Y89KYs?si=4ke6JbtgffLsn8AA