i dont think this is going to make sense. but somehow i think this guys facial features make sense. in  trying to  create a thing to   cause people to ignore    things like what is happening to savana guthrie.   this relationship with kendall may be fake. but they may be using this guy because of his facial features. as a way to compete against   me  or  something.   it is almost like    i am being hacked to death by   people that look like   jacob   elordi    or      travis   kelce     or which ever other  probably   man   has a similar lower face  to my own      i   think the social media  thing    kind of   reduced   everyone down to this    https://www.msn.com/en-us/lifestyle/weddings/kendall-jenner-visits-jacob-elordi-s-native-australia-as-they-make-things-official/ar-AA26sMty?ocid=BingNewsVerp

people that have this facial feature some of them are:

megan markle

Henry Charles Albert David

travis kelce

jacob elordi

chris pratt

justin bieber

patrick mahomes

these people have hit hard out at me 

the internet keeps showing me people with this feature that may be hitting out at me.  the lastest one is  chris mcnally 

this feature sometimes looks like down syndrome.   so with all of the concealment of the chemical testing done in the united states, it may have resulted in a bunch of dead people, but also people with this chin lower face feature.  my first guess is it was a vitamin deficiency.  the internet is going to keep showing me people with this feature     maybe the internet cant stand to look at the feature so it is showing me   so i can see the internets burden that it has looking at the feature.   i remember  a long time ago, before the 2008 recession,  there was a talk about how the internet just kind of mimics reality. and how sometimes the internet would do kind of insulting things. but it is because it learned from people.  so if the internet hates this feature,  it is because people currently hate this feature.   i am old enough to remember people like patrick swayze and others who everyone thought was very handsome.  i have seen his movies, and didnt ever think about his face in the way this current dislike of the feature is working out in the internet.   people dislike this feature so much they are using the internet and social media to troll people who have the feature. you are being ostracized by the internet. 

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now i predict sanchez will be arrested   as retribution for  her father getting arrested.  this to me is a beast. if they arrest him.  she probably should have been ineligible to run because of what happened to her father. duh.  Peru's Sanchez says he will not recognize results of presidential runoff

this to me is a beast

if you think about it. this is probably  for americans or places that are extremely diverse. if you think about it.  most countries    are    ethnically    oriented.   meaning     their nation    is  also   a racial   identity     

i am sorry if that will upset americans   to hear  that most countries    are racially oriented    

i wont write a list here.  but you can write a list if you want to.   of the countries  that are also    ethnically oriented  

there arent too many places   where   you can say your country's nationality    is not a racial category

if you say you are japanese.  most people assume you are japanese ethnically/racially.

to everyone  that would be very extremely mad   about that   statement     i am afriad to tell you     that you are the fusion children       you are actually    more    radical      and   possibly    more    interested in   diversity equity and inclusion   than everyone 

the countries that are the most   diverse     should probably      be recognized    that  way     and given a    special status      because most countries are not diverse    like    the united states    

the united states   should probably be  given   a special status     for being   extremely  diverse 

if you remember    i posted a   quote from bill clinton    a few months ago    or someone like that      where they said that the united states is   the most diverse country    in the history of the world    and is under extreme pressure because of it 

if they jail sanchez and stuff    it is kind of the vibe i got from those people    

i agree this looks like a fraud.  very unfortunate for peru. and probably the rest of latin america.   it is territorial. i would like to see someone from peru go to japan to force themselves to become president there.  like, that guy on the bus telling me about japan surrendering is eerie.    that guy on the bus was older. but japan surrendered in 1945. so i am not sure how old he was  but he would have had to have been older than 81 to be aware of japans surrender. and to let you know, japans surrender was no where in my normal thoughts.  i am trying to say that i never thought about japan like that until that guy said something. to me it is kind of scary to see japan try to take over peru, when there are people/unknown pirates taking over the oil/gas industry down there too.   my guess is it has something to do with antartica and nato controlling antartica. japan must be partnering with nato.  i hear japan owns a country that everyone thinks exists, but it doesnt actually exist, because they want to control the waters.   https://www.msn.com/en-us/news/world/keiko-fujimori-secures-victory-in-peru-s-presidential-election-after-taking-an-unassailable-lead/ar-AA26sbCT?ocid=msedgntp&pc=U531&cvid=6a3c61e87826459da0c14e80861595db&ei=20

now i predict sanchez will be arrested   as retribution for  her father getting arrested. 

they probably figure i wont say anything. but they also probably try to make people look crazy.   it reminds me of a strategy to divide everyone.  like right now, i am actually kind of afraid to mention savana guthrie. but i would like to mention savana because she is also someone they have messed with  and now she is in the media and kind of looks emotionally distraught. i personally think some of her co hosts could have had something to do with her mothers disappearance. and she goes in and sits right next to them. and sometimes when i see that, i am like, i bet someone had something to do with it but they are sitting right there next to her trying to be nice to her.  at least though she has some situation like that , that explains why she is emotionally distraught.  i dont  , i only have the fact that all of these different things have happened for over a decade.  

i dont watch the show, when i see the pictures though,   i wonder if one or a couple of those people had something to do with it. 

i also wonder what happens to savana when she is not on tv. if she is being harmed or something. 

so i think these people are freaks, and twist things people say around. but for savana, i was surprised to see her make appearances. if she has a family, she should probably not leave her house. if she goes somewhere with someone, no telling what will happen. 

not sure what to call it  but it seems like i was raped again , for a while just now  did what i could to stop it document when it happens  not sure what it is   it is horrible   reminds me of hanging someone from their neck  to die and obviously to rape them at the same time

the only thing i know to do is go outside   things dont seem to happen if i am outside   most of the time i leave  nothing happened in moving vehicles   if it is a mind game.  i can leave    but   it is the same thing that it is pathetic because they captialize on  the fact that i have to live in a field   or that  i dont want to commit suicide     it seems lazy      if i am inside  or alive   it is trafficking     if i live in a field  or am dead   there is no trafficking    i guess they could still be taking pictures of me in the field to sell

maybe you will stop selling photos    it is antifa blm kind of people that follow me around    

the other day i realized those people used the smart phone for survival   

i met a few people that revealed they stayed in school when the economy went bad in 2008.   i think the 2008 recession was more traumatic than people realize.  at that time, it looks like the people kind of in my age range were the losers. a lot of those people were smart and stayed in school. that means they were old students. most students graduate early 20s. because of the economy a lot of those people stayed in school until their late 20s. that is what i am saying. i did not. i was not smart.  but aside from the people in my group, the other people, such as parents with children, or older adults, they were also traumatized by the recession, and so they "hunkered down"  to make it through the recession.  so while the people in my group were kind of the age to start working, they were shocked by the recession. kind of were the losers. the parents with children, or the older adults that were already in the job market, "hunkered down"  and "weathered" the recession.  i think people in my age range could tell there was a lack of opportunity, but i dont think any of us knew the parents with children were watching us and preparing their children by watching us be losers  and the older adults were kind of blocking people for their own job security.   during the recession, you heard a parent tell their female kid, "one day you will compete with men for jobs"    then you find out those same parents were going to interviews with their children.    i think of the entire generation z as antifa and blm basically   in a way i guess i am saying i think generation z   hung me  with the smart phones    but i think the generation experiment is cruel       it may be why gen z  hung me to death with the smart phone

gen z may be super quiet and the way they are because of the 2008 recession. that was brutal i think because   1. working age adults began to suffer and did not recover  2.  parents saw the suffering and probably prepared their children and probably taught their children to look at the suffering of the generation before them. to avoid the suffering of the generation before them.  that is probably why gen z is quiet. because they had to be quiet during the recession to survive.    in the 2008 recession, everyone became quiet and tried to survive.   that is my theory.  it probably taught the younger people to hate the generations before them. 3. the older adults in 2008 recession. from age 35 to 60 working age adults. they are retiring in 2026 or dead. 

i technically graduated in 2007.  you all think i am 100 years old, but i was in my 20's in the 2010's.  in 2014, i was 29. 

i think i am dealing with full out trafficking. they want to control my body like a trafficker would.   at this point  hopefully not forever    i think the u.s. is like a spider web.    i landed on the spider web. the traffickers are the spider.  it is online so you can see it.

there are no people i am dealing with in person.  i am not sure how to tell you this, but if a person or people in real life   tell you they arranged something with me    i was not part of it.     i am talking about trafficking.     i am not talking about the stuff i talked about before.   i am trying to say the stuff that is happening, reminds me of the steps they take before they wheel you in to the big trafficker.   for the u.s. that would be the ugle greasy ayp that smells from their dna  it is in their dna to give off fumes  cant help it

they are raping me.  if the white house says they can distort time    they can probably  make it so that i cant sleep    and make it seem like i am being raped in the unit      they would like me to no longer be alive 

i would rather be dead than raped hours a day  knock the wind out of ya  

they would like me to no longer be alive 

not able to sleep anymore   took a ride somewhere   i couldnt stay awake during the rides    was the first time in days that i could sleep

i dont really have anything meaningful to tell you   except they dont want me to be alive

rape kind of reminds of being a hog with a wire pulled through its head and nose to kill it i guess. if you kill something it slumps. rape is a lot about control i think. to make the victim powerless. so it could be the hog has a wire pulled through its head and nose to kill it   kind of remind me of people that behead humiliate to cause to die  keel over slump

it is beheading  , cause to slump    treatment 

they raped me today.  it made me suicidal   make ya want to cut off your organs down there  i get female genital mutilation now    the constant rape they do genital mutilation so the female will be able to cope   if you rape an area that has no feeling  a little bit better 

its pretty pathetic because these people are captializing on the fact that i dont want to commit suicide.  so if i am alive, they will continue to torture. if i am dead, they cant    as soon as im dead, they will forget i existed.   they already moved on.   i guess that is why they are trying to get rid of me.

if you know that they are going to continue torturing me, i would like someone to do me a favor to get rid of me 

i really do think that gateway and kari jobe are responsible for carrying this on for this long.  in 2013,2014 i was involved in more than one place to volunteer. kind of at the last minute, i decided to volunteer at one place, which is gateway, instead of the other place.  if i had volunteered at the other place, i dont think there would have been a way for you to know who i am. maybe i could have been visible in some way, but i dont think the media or anything would have been able to get to know me or follow me around. if something like that started to happen at the other place, i think they would have become aware of it and probably tried to put a stop to it. because i think the other place cared a lot about their reputation.  but, i dont think i could have become visible enough for the media to find me in the first place.  since that is the situation i was in, i wish that i had chosen to volunteer at the other place. i was just a regular person. i remember going to topgolf , maybe different name, one of the last things i did before things got out of control.  that is the situation i was in, i am not even saying that was my preference. i wasnt able to find the kind of job i wanted and all of that back then too. so i just kind of wound up in that place and that was what i was doing , and it got to a point where i wanted to volunteer , i tried out to be a volunteer and, at the last minute basically volunteered with a community that i didnt really know, which is gateway and kari jobe. 

i am not saying the other place was my best friend. but their business is to let people in to the building. i am talking about this kinda at a very basic level. the other place, if they hear about this, they may become afraid. i did not know the people that worked there. i knew some people that went there. but ,  i think that when i signed up to volunteer it was pretty slim opportunity. there were no visible opportunities all of it was indoors private kind of stuff. i am just saying that i went there and was signing up to volunteer. but even then i was not finding you know a job.  i think it is something you should know, that i was struggling with employment and then just kind of landed going to those places. you know, one or two years before , kelly had invited me to go with her to california. but i didnt go. so, i guess you could say i was left behind in a state that did not have a very good economy at the time. 

the easiest way i can say it, is they are building their future on my head.  i think their doxing has to do with kari jobe and gateway to be honest. i think kari jobe and gateway did the best they could as their community reached out to them. but i dont think kari jobe knew their community was trying to stabilize themselves at the expense of other people. and that they were stabilizing arranged marriages for themselves. that was happening in africa. they were starting to use the church network to convince parents and those children to let their parents arrange a marriage for them. then it was turning out that, say a filipino parent was arranging for their son or daughter to marry someone from africa. kari jobe acted like she was oblivious to that. i didnt know that stuff was going on when i went there. found out the hard way. i get wierd feelings about stuff.  it is that harry and megan know their son particularly is going to have a hard time. they built their future and his future on my head.  i would say they were "trying to" but it has been 10 years they have been doing this. i think they built something on my head or built a wall and put me in the wall kind of thing. do you know what i mean.   and i was just some random person 12 years ago. it is not like i knew them.  i didnt know megan sat on the set of "married with children" "everyday"  so they are film buffs.  they do want the castle future.  and it also is something i thought about harry and william losing their mother. maybe they fell over on me because of that too.  and i also doubt what the news says, that harry will not visit william in the uk, is true.  they exploit  so i guess maybe they are lying to people   it will be because they are faking things     if they tell yo uthey will not see williiam. they will.  but he did get born in to the existing english royal family.  so because of that i think he sees himself as very important.  you did hit the lottery by being born in to the english royal family.  kind of a lottery.  maybe harry can bring the nba to the uk. like the story is old. everyone is already tired of it harry. i get the feeling you think a lot of yourself. to the point you can destiny swap others. you all kind of have that vibe. kind of destiny swappers.  i kind of caught on when i hear you guys go around in disguise. and so i am like kinda worried you have been within 10 ft or less in disguise.   i hope it didnt get to that point for you and william.   i would like to invite other royal people to be the main characters now. 

for sure though, i think kari jobe and gateway maybe needed to step in to stop the doxing.  but i get the feeling kari jobe just sees herself as a private citizen and not responsible. 

i am kind of grossed out by harry , his family, their aspirations. to raise their son up like simba from lion king    but use magic to make it look like they are raising someone else up.     i am not sure how to explain this.  but they are building their future on the heads of others.   instead, they should build their future fairly. 

i think i realized today they want to be big and famous like the kardashian type level.  they want all of that attention and the instability for other people that comes from that .  the kardashian show made other people unstable.  that situation was terrible. 

it is very wierd, but the thing that went on reminds me a lot of dana culton.  alyssa childs once fielded a call for me from her, i didnt take the call. but alyssa told me it was dana.   at that point it had already crossed over in to stalker territory because i did not know how she was getting my phone number.  i hope dana does not still know alyssa or that she knows megan now. because she turned in to a stalker or i guess you could say stalker former friend? i can tell you about dana again if i need to.    if dana is involved, this is from things that happened before my mother died. 

william and harry didnt do the kardashian thing when they were growing up you know. i didnt even really know about them until recently. i just remember hearing that diana died back then. then checked out.

obama figured something out.   he was able to kind of change the entire culture. at the end of the day he did raise up his own community.  i dont think anyone knows what he figured out.

as far as the arranged marriages. like i think you all may want to reach out to kari jobe to ask her what they are trying to do with that.    they seem to be invested in marrying people like megan off to people.  i think i accidently got caught in an arranged marriages interested people.

i hate to tell you this, but it seems like i am being forced to keep bringing up gateway and kari jobe. i have moved way way way past that 30 minute experience.   i do not want to live in a world where you show your face on tv for 30 seconds and then can never escape. like i hope these people dont think it is funny or that they are doing me a favor by forcing their story back to me. i moved on a long time ago. but it is almost like they need me or something.  but that is not how things work.  if you need another person but take them against their will, i think it is kidnapping abduction. 

i think you know they are going to kill me. make it look like an accident.  just kinda sad it had to be because of dilbert and megan. and their fear of how they are treated because of her skin color. i dont think getting killed because of the consequences of post slavery is probably worth it.   i hear obama drowns people in shallow water.   they are asking people to die so they can live. how about no.

i would be angrier. but i cant really be angry. because i think these people are the kind of people that can hide in your attic but you will never know. they could live in your attic the entire time you are there, and then after you die, they will still be able to live in the attic, mooch off of you, and you never caught them. i think they are kind of a little bit extra strong. not in a good way.  i remember i said like 10 years ago i think i said they reminded me of a parasite looking for a host. kind of like the barnacle on the substrate.  10 years later, they are living up to my guess.  i hate to remember that but it is kind of like they live up to the barnacle on the substrate thing.