i think they dox people to make them immobile. i think they saw me as immobile, 10 to 12 years later, and beheaded. because being doxxed puts you in bad shape, basically beheaded.

i kinda see harry megan trying to stand next to me, holding my beheaded head.

i just listened to this song. its a good song. https://youtu.be/p-Z3YrHJ1sU?si=kgqP8fn6KBTQvctq

i do wonder why harry and megan did not go to the uk when biden was president. that looks like unresolved issues with the english royal family. that was a lot to put on the public.  there is some kind of weight in the public eye . they didnt go when biden was president . but like, excuse the narrow sightedness, but they kind of waited until i was destroyed even worse in the media. then decided to go to the uk.  harry and megan i dont think shouldered the responsibility of their family or personal lives by avoiding the uk. instead put that burden on the public.   megan and I are not one person in two different bodies.  sometimes when stuff like this happens, i feel like they are still dealing with being unequal naturally.  but they now make up for it by using the media or kind of putting their burden on me or you.   i guess i would tell megan, that it is impossible for two people to walk on the same exact place on a path.  but i think with megan she either want to walk right behind me and breathe down my neck or want me to walk behind her as kind of a symbol that i am lower than her.  kind of slave vibes.  

this is why i say, if a group of people struggle with equality to such a degree, i think the natural course should take its place. this is also a self own.  but what i just said you may not be able to understand.

i used to not have issues in the public, but as more people came along, and i guess tried to find their place in the world, i dropped a few social statuses. probably to garbage status. 

like , i see their group as the weaker link, but that they are hitting out hard to avoid extinction.  

but i can see a path where they are able to thrive in the uk.  but to be honest, i dont think william or charles would want that. but william would be the only one that matters on that.  if he would be ok with harrys tribe making a life in the uk with him

harry should be able to do what he wants, but i think william will block them. like he probably did for the last few years.  that was a burden to the public that you all didnt move forward. 

i have also heard though that william goes motorcycling in disguise. so i do think it is possible things could be different than it seems. but i also kind of wonder if william has been to the u.s. to travel around in disguise also.  

i see the positive side of doing that but also see possibility of that kind of thing being sort of on the not so positive side for the public. 

if my parents were alive, i would probably live with them. or be with them to try to help myself out with the whole being kicked down a few social statuses.  i think i told you i think my mother was kind of taken out.  

recently i was wondering about the charter schools. these are a newer kind of school. that opened in 1991.  they are supposedly schools for people that wouldn't do that well in traditional school.  but sometimes i wonder if there are networks in the charter school that kind of led to some of the uprising in the u.s.    if you dont know there are publicly available videos, of people showing up to town halls. they claim to be regular people who are concerned about their families, and then at the end of their thing at the meeting, they also reveal they are in the "cia" or whatever.  from kind of like charter school community kind of people. 

i think i kind of understand. you would hope harry would want to go to the uk to live the life there. but they will not want to live there. they will want to live in the u.s. and in the u.k.   they have probably been faking everyone out and harry and william plan to make the u.s. a permanent house party.   kind of a desecration.   i would like to see harry and his family disappear in to the castles of england. but they wont. 

i think megan had a good life , career, and husband before. that most people in the u.s. probably respected her for. but now they are in a place where they are asking for too much.  if they want a house party and hybrid living. with no standard of when they are satisfied. their satisfaction rate is always changing. they are not satisfied until their foot is pinned against peoples necks and stuff.   because the inequality is a thing.  if they are last, they instead are going to be first, by pinning their foot on your neck.  the last thing i would say about them, is i guess people will probably need to watch their children for rape or overlording people. my guess is one or both may  struggle with it.  but hopefully not and will just be able to date people normally.  

i dont completely agree with everything is this video. but this video is an interesting opinion on generations. looks like they didnt really start grouping generations that much until 1946. in some way, everyone born after 1946 may be in some cruel experiment.  this video doesnt really even take race or things like that into consideration either. this girls point of view is something i am familiar with. then there is the eeoc thing that i think megan represents.  and in my opinion they are crowding everyone out now. and kind of taking double portions. somehow i think you will understand what i mean. if not, thats ok.   https://youtu.be/YVfNNPnxVu4?si=Yeai76C75Jh0o9lX

i do think that harry threatens my personal safety in the u.s.  finding out that they go around in disguises is kind of not good. makes you wonder how many times they have been near you or others in a disguise.   i get the feeling they have been like right around the corner from me in a disguise probably many times. because 10 years ago i was like  i hope they dont get married on twitter.  and they didnt let it go i guess. 

i did you all a favor saying you should live in castles.  i would like to tell you. i think it would be a positive situation. but i think there is some kind of cultural problem that you will have. where you wont want to live in europe like that.  or physically be able to because you will physically reject it.  that is kind of a problem. it is almost like there is some kind of haywire  in the culture you live in or whatever it is that will cause the physical rejection.  

im against trafficking basically. 

also , i dont want to be involved and dont want harry following me around. it is kind of making me angry a little bit.  i kind of dont think i have anything to do with you. 

it looks like kai trump is wearing a wedding band. they do not seem like promise ring. if it is marriage in to polygamy , if it was to elon. and they kept it a secret. americans are in trouble. maybe watch to see if ashley st claire and the others also have a ring now. kai is pretty. she could be elons 'lookmatch'. but i am dissaponted trump family is this kind of people. maybe marrying kai saved their family from something. but it is another reason i would never have been involved if trumps were interested in marrying elon.  kais mother supposedly has breast cancer, but they seem to chop up celebrities. she should probably get a second opinion before they cut stuff off. i kind f fell like it is a scam to kind of ruin confience so she will compromise in to a worse lifestyle. possibly that involves having children with tiger so he can get status out of her. if you guys are only interested in intermarrying like that, kind of bad news for america. kind of gypsy carnie. 

i appreciate the tweet governor gavin newsom. you are reading this because of the inflated attention i recieved but once trump is no longer in office, i doubt i will have the same attention enough for you to hear from me again. does that make sense? you can hear from me now because i have inflated attention. once they leave office you wont be able to hear from me again in the same way.  i appreciate the sentiment of your statement on the birthday. i didnt know dana white had so much to do with bringing the attention. and kelly faszholz is a part of the situation i believe.  the last thing i know is in 2012, she and I were roommates but she did not really live at the apartment. she spent most of the time staying somewhere else. she told me she became interested in jiu jitsu , and she told me about who the gracies were and dana white. it seemed like she was connected to all of them but she was a beginner.  in 2012, she invited me to move to california with her. santa rosa. but i decided to stay in texas.  the last thing i know about kelly is pretty much that situation. the last time i had anything to do with "ufc", was i was kellys friend in 2012. she was new to mma , and asked me what i thought about it. i told her mma seemed like it was too dangerous.  all i remember about her is she was someone that was obsessed with texas roadhouse , i went to a jiu jitsu event one time, there was some mma fighter guy there at the event, he had been in a severe accident where he was hit by a motor cycle. but somehow survived, supposedly. he had an unusual upbringing that included some kind of upbringing similar to amish.  he encouraged kelly to go in to mma.   but in 2012, i think it was the last time i saw kelly, i went to a jiu jitsu event, she was obsessed with texas roadhouse, and that is all i remember about her. she invited me to go to california. i didnt go.   she was a twitter user and would say hash tag 10 different words pretty much. i think she did it verbally, because i was not active online. i picked up on it somewhere.  she may have been aspiring to become very famous. and i didnt know that. but i guess if you go in to mma. you may be interested in being famous.  if she has been trolling me since 2012 or 2014, she is not a nice person.  to me at this point, she is kind of like on the level of my family members that kind of shunned me.  all i did , gavin, was volunteer somewhere.  then i became homeless not long after. but i think they followed me around because of cancel culture and the smart phones.  if kelly still lives in santa rosa,  i am saying she was living in texas, this is what happened before.    As President Trump Turns 80, California Governor Gavin Newsom Says, “Happy 80th Birthday To America’s Biggest Loser. He Can Blow Out The Candles, But He Can’t Wish Away The Damage”

dana where is kelly. i am not fighting kai. but look like you incite to violence. like i said 10 year ago i though you exploit people to build ufc. please stop inspiring toddlers to fight me. dana i hate to say this but you may have been a problem for me. maybe you did it on purpose, maybe it was an accident. but maybe dont do it anymore. https://youtube.com/shorts/XoicKl2bQ8I?si=n9hBwnV4EiXH88Jt

i am gonna say that i am not really a fan of getting on twitter, not knowing anyone, learning about elon first, then learning about grimes,  then being competed with by grimes, then she has children, i watch the whole thing play out with elon, and now like she lived her whole life in front of me, and is now preparing for retirement, with her life plan.  and i was sitting there , didnt know elon, but found out about elon. then just was interested in a date or something. then got drowned out. and now several years later. was just siting there waiting for a date. but ive got grimes in my face with children , and ready for retirement.  what kind of time warp was that. 

you people feared "my rise"  and would have been insulted by "my rise" so much, that you had to do all of that and get to the point of being prepared for retirement in my face, before you would let me "be over you" or something. i am actually not sure what you were afraid of.

the internet and social media kind of remind me of. like some thing.  for example, if 50 people walk in to internet/social media with the same idea for a career. the internet/social media,  kind of seems like it will look at all 50 people with the same idea then choose who gets to be "the one" to use the idea for a career.   so , all these people put themselves online. but they dont know they are getting blocked. because the internet knows there are 2500 other people with the same idea so there are 2501 people with the same idea. the internet blocked 2500 people to give the idea to the one person it chose. does that make sense.  

this is why grimes and I cannot be friends.  because she took steps to prepare for retirement while taking steps so i would be stuck somewhere. you all need to understand, that i do not know any of these people personally. they could be bad people. and they hide. so grimes true opinion of me could be that she did things secretly to keep me stuck and at the same time she prepared for retirement.  i am not foolish. i know that she would not want me to have even one date with elon. even now. at a place where she is prepared for retirement. 

but when i got online, i did not know who elon, grimes, or donald trump were. 

you need a "screw someone over to prepare for retirement" meter on the internet.  every day counts. 

does this guy on the internet look like he is screwing people over to prepare for retirement ? 

i was looking for a video about L.A. but didnt find it. but basically it is about how this one girl gets 100 phone calls a day asking for dates or things like that.  i didnt know L.A. was like that.  but to me it kind of changes my view on people that live in L.A. . if they are living there and getting hit up for 100 dates per day.  their way of life is not average. it may harm others if you dont know about their lifestyle.  this is something i am not able to explain completely right now.   but i think grimes lives in l.a. and probably gets hit up like that every day.  but on the internet she looked like she was really really down. 

one thing interacting with the media has shown me, is everyday life for people who do not live in the media is different than for people who live in the media.    

kate middleton is not going to like that i say this, but i read that she started dating william in 2001.  there was also a rumor that britney spears was possibly going to date william. so, i mean very seriously, i never considered kate middleton and williams relationship as a factor in why britney started to deal with problems, but like, was everything that connected that william being interested in britney could have gotten her destroyed by kate middleton and her family.   and i say that because i am actually wondering, did kate middleton have something to do with keeping me in a time warp. i am dead serious. that would be some crazy skills.  all of it is surprising to me too, because the internet is not that old. and film is not that old either. but back in the 90s, it seemed like film and media were second nature, like they had been around forever. but actually they havent.

im scared apologizing to don jr gonna get me killed. may take it the wrong way. that is what i am saying it seems like i am the only one apologizing for anything. but also, that means the "rules of engagement" on the internet or whatever are no joke. i am not sure if i should have apologized to don jr or not. 

im probably with the 'down with the crown' protestors. now that i say that i bet they are going to ban those signs.  the u.s. does have a declaration of independence. and it was specifically because it was like, the settlers were trying to distance themselves from the english family.   the internet says " Purpose of the Declaration of Independence The Declaration of Independence was adopted by the Second Continental Congress on July 4, 1776 to formally announce and justify the permanent separation of the thirteen American colonies from Great Britain Britannica+1. While it was more than a simple “break-up letter,” its central purpose was to declare that the colonies were now free and independent states, no longer subject to British rule Britannica."  all those people holding the "down with the crown" signs probably want to live somewhere else.   i guess in a way, it is not surprising that the slavery story would make its way right into the english family. i feel very bad for this family because many monarchies dissolved over a hundred years ago. and um, like for instance, my personal experience, the entire time i lived in the u.s., i never thought about the english family.  so it would be wierd i think for most americans, at least "circa" 2015, to be very aware of the english family.   but like, the slavery thing.  like  i mean, these things are not easy to explain.   but like, somehow, i think the whole curtsy thing has something to do with why the slavery story is right back with the english family.  for instance, maybe in the u.s.  maybe this group, the slavery group, did not feel respected enough, so sub conciously they wanted to marry in to the english family, so they could get people to curtsy to them. 

to me, in 2015, after getting messed over in the media, i kind of became aware of the english family. i thought they seemed nice and pretty much existed as celebrities.   i thought that arrangement was nice for them.   kind of hybrid government arrangement.  but the rumor was that they were just celebrities , that they did not make decisions on government things.   i am just telling you what the rumor was.

i kind of wonder if rubio kept the attention on himself . because being a hispanic male is a real inequality.  rubio, i hate to tell you this. but my father did better than you i think. and he looks a little bit worse than you.  i dont know where he is or anything, but if he knew you kept your gorilla grip on me to kind of ease your inequality. i doubt it would be a good thing.  like my father and myself were doing better than you i think. i feel like you took me hostage to publicly compare me to yourself.  to ease your inequality. and you are at a point where you are saying fights are more inspiring than science. i hope you understand that you are not my relative. you are a stranger.  even my own father who shares my ethnicity, didnt treat me like you do.

it used to be that in politics people debated each other. i thought rubio was that kind of person.  i am not sure why these people think of me as a politician. but if you see me as a politician. i would have preferred to have been invited to a stage to debate you. instead of being a hostage.

im kind of scared my grandfather knew someone involved in this. he was in the building industry for a while. i wonder if he made someone mad a long time ago and that is why they attacked me? not sure.