to be honest with you i am afraid my grandmother is still alive and that she is a facebook slayer at 94 years old.   

i havent really seen those people since i was in college. that is pretty accurate i maybe saw them shortly a couple of times after ward.   last time i saw them it was a pretty cold shoulder kind of situation.  i am not sure why, i think it was just because i became homeless or whatever.   and maybe at that point susan had told them about what happened when i moved in with them when my mom died.   other than that there really wasnt much for them to hold against me  except i do remember my grandmother telling me she helped my brother get charges dropped that had to do with the rape    she was basically telling me she didnt believe me i think   

and then i had to live with that until i graduated from highschool i guess  

they turned a cold shoulder to me in person around 20 years ago   but maybe they didnt need to tell you those things once they could use facebook to defend their honor i guess   it is new to me too, facebookians

if all of society happens online through facebook, then it may mean i was ostracized by meta from online society too 

is she a 98 year old facebook slayer busy body    giving people my phone number wherever i go even though i havent seen her in 20 years 

i hope you let me out of the bubble now

 for a couple of days i thought i should tell you that so you know , back when i had twitter, i am pretty sure i was aware of the time when elon musk was clearly not interested in me and was instead interested in grimes or whoever. i feel like i was never able to escape the thing .  but i remember very much realizing that elon musk was very busy with grimes and probably didnt think about me for one second.   i remember   so i realized that a long time ago   

its like i was stuck in a bubble where everyone thought there was something going on but i realized he was not interested a long time ago     

i would say i was pretty sure of that in 2020  and before 

i didnt understand social media back then. it seems like people are fishing for compliments. and like even as a new user of twitter, i could feel the pressure to compliment people.   i am not sure how it works.  but i grudgingly complimented some people   and they took me a mile    its probably a lot worse behind the scenes than i realize 

what if today, someone you dont like was looking for a compliment online, and you felt the pressure to compliment them. would you?  i would say you probably shouldnt because they will probably take you a mile in a direction you dont want to go  and it will be at your expense    i am not sure how it works  but it seems to work that way

when i had the twitter account, i remember kind of grudgingly complimenting, aoc, india descent people , asian pop , and selena gomez.   it didnt seem like the right thing to do, to compliment them, but i said something nice about them.   but i think that phrase "give someone something and they will take you a mile" applies here