i dont really have the "bandwith" for the joel and moriah reconciliation or church discipline thing

im pretty sure if i sat in a room with joel and moriah they wouldnt say anything. 

i dont think smallbone is who he says he is. i think he is like carrie underwood and is dangerous toward me. 

i dont really believe in different timelines. i didnt check for many years. but the last time i checked, smallbone and peters did not have children. i just read they had a child in 2016 and 2019. but im pretty sure that info was not online.   so maybe there is nothing real online.      

everyone is acting like this stuff happened yesterday. but it has been 11 , 12 years.    why are you acting like these things happened yesterday

if they had children in 2016, im pretty sure they were trolling me after having children. 

you and moriah are the ones that thought i was flirting with you first.  i was just present. there was even some girl that joked with me to not take her career.  but you remind me of the evil glare in this video.  https://youtube.com/shorts/cGWZkLADyjE?si=pp08nj0cEvMVJIpz

i actually think this is joel smallbone.   he seemed angry. https://youtube.com/shorts/cGWZkLADyjE?si=DN2yCtqtxMYdijHf

you dont have the right to triangulate me  for church discipline, joel.  like, you guys are confused.   https://youtube.com/shorts/cGWZkLADyjE?si=tHAeaIvPYiCmwini

i do consider all the people i mentioned a curse. i didnt really find the word for it until today.