its all on the other account but i talked about how it seemed like you all stole something from me that day.

you have no idea how mad i am that i am stuck in some thing with joel smallbone and moriah peters. he did a movie talking about how he cant raise some girl above her social status. but that is exactly what he did with moriah peters.  i do not  know anything about joel smallbone. i dont know if he is normal or not.   like his cursing me or people with moriah   it sets people back decades or something    im not sure what is going on with that  but something is wrong  

i hope ten years later he is not still worrying about me. especially since i was not online for half of a decade. 

time does not stand still.  but if i was offline for half of a decade. and you somehow manage to catch me five years later ,  time is standing still for them.   i dont know what is going on

at this point i would want to meet joel smallbone to find out what he would like to say  for following me around    but moriah may be against it because she will think i want to flirt.  thats what happened the first time

i made a mistake so permanent its like i can never escape association.   its almost like being in a fatal accident or a very bad accident with permanent injuries.

i think this may be how i feel toward:  justin bieber, selena gomez, carrie underwood, joel smallbone, moriah peters, jean klughart, tommy nelson, thats it i think actually. https://youtube.com/shorts/cGWZkLADyjE?si=c-ITQLHsFfMwQwck

if there are other people involved, i guess id have to know what their part in it is.  then this video could apply

i remember i was asked to be part of a play for five minutes. i was asked to wear a goofy costume and asked to say some goofy things.  and the story was about some guy getting his eyes plucked out.  i think those pictures found their way on the internet. and i guess you guys reenacted plucking my eyes out. 

when i found out they were there i asked for them to be taken down. i was told they were taken down. but that person also pretended to be ignorant of some other things. for all i know they didnt take the pictures down. 

i hate to say it, but if you never want what happened to me to happen to you,  like you will need to avoid doing what i did. 

i was told a story  i think by my father or grandmother i dont remember   that my mother took a trip to spain with my father but they left me behind.   you know, when i met my father around the age of 19. he didnt talk much.  if you know my father, and if he is talkative with you, he was not talkative with me.    i really hope he hasnt been harassing me through all of you this whole time.   when i met him he barely talked.  

carrie underwood is going to need to accept that i do not care about her.   i have felt pressured to care about her, but i do not.  same for selena gomez. 

how am i supposed to compete with someone who is in the movies like this?  she kind of looks like a upper scale like a telenovela actress here.  i said a long time ago she has a petite body structure compared to me. also i said she had had a very successful career.  https://youtube.com/shorts/EQfEEcP7Azs?si=tbckvIt0kmDKfvY2

but being stuck in someones life like that    she was still interested in building a career    i was dragged along    it is an abomination i think 

i was dragged a long while she built her career ?  but i have not seen anything she has been in. with exception of the clip i just posted or a couple of music videos. 

this says it is a comprehensive list. i dont think it is comprehensive. but toward the end of the page there is a picture of different noses by ethnicity.    i unfortunately think social media has punished folks with a wider nose since the 2010s.  i didnt spend too much time on the theory. https://cosmeticium.com/nose-shape-ethnicity/

it does seem like it doesnt matter what your skin color is currently. if you have a narrow nose, you are maybe a higher social status. 

seems like bone structure before skin color.