im sorry you and I got caught in the n word scandal. but there is nothing anyone can do to erase what happened.  i would like to say you should just move on.     i was dealing with mental illness. but also that day i was dealing with a bad situation at the place i was in. and i think all the hectic things that were happening got to my head.  it seemed like i was imagining the situation.  but there is nothing i can do to erase what happened.   i went like 10 years of you all following me around  with no  n word scandal  directed at me.   i was the one saying the n word if you heard it.    then conveniently last year i imagined someone said it to me under their breath. but after i checked, i dont think they did. 

im not interested in being locked in a fight with selena. i never was interested in that.  i sent a compliment online several years ago. then it turned in to the industry blah whatever.  its an 

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but i dont really see myself in selena gomezs corner. either good or bad. ive never met this person. so i am tired of spending time getting these folks to back off.  including spending time trying to get selena to back off.  you did all of that for your career.  but if there is proof , i am going to ask someone to send the texts or messages they have of your looking for me.  

doesnt look good https://youtube.com/shorts/TPPIMZ_bgcA?si=QaJ_4Nat7achjH3d

i realize my nose puts me in a different social class.  but it wasnt really like that before the 2010s.  maybe that also has something to do with social media.  not sure.  i was interested in the entertainment industry before even though i looked the way i look. never really was treated differently for my nose.  you guys really have treated me badly and different.  but that is not the way i was treated all the way until my thirties. 

it goes for any of them. selena gomez, etc. if anyone gets proof of their texts or messages about me. that amounts to bothering me in real life, i would pay someone for proof of it.    i am real concerned.  i didnt say anything to these people in person. i just briefly mentoned them several years ago.  when i look at selenas gomez face it just looks kind of blank. like she is trying to strike.  that is why i am sort of embracing the clone theory. 

there are people that question her limbs. in this video it looks kind of suspicious what is bending on her leg beneath her. https://youtube.com/shorts/46Pa7xtOHRo?si=spuYO3YQr63wtcwS

https://youtube.com/shorts/4Y-LIsirZ8A?si=7IQY6rl2iFlCfj8l

but i do think if some of you keep coming for me directly it may be that i will need to meet you in person with some security. you folks all didnt graduate from highschool. but you all have followed me around like you want to lay your hands on me. ok, if you want to lay your hands on me to compensate for your lack of education ,  i would like to meet you in person.  thats all it seems like you people are. just like you actually want to use your fists.  it really does seem like that is the only thing you are. like if there was a list of items that you are composed of, i think the only thing on the list would be blank stare, fights people with fists.   that goes for a lot of you. 

i think selena gomez is pretty enough but she has a weird bone structure.  i was trying to be nice years ago.      but at this point, i think it is ridiculous.   so if youve got the proof you can send it over.  

here is a video of selena performing at the victoria secret fashion show. she is a pretty, but you can see 45 seconds in that her body structure is not like a victoria secret model body structure. https://youtu.be/QUjkC42GDB4?si=5XszjGU3PaURQaXJ

taylor swift however does look like a victoria secret model body structure.  https://youtu.be/F8wTeX4GqYc?si=5ZBboraGI66Gzldl

and to selena. i still think i have more caucasian heritage than you do. even though your nose is straighter than mine. 

currently the way i see the internet is it is dead probably because of social media. but there are people that built a career on social media. and they are using their money to protect their image at all costs.  so if you type a celebrities name on the internet, they will find it, then like make you pay. and that most likely will involve a physical confrontation. first they will send people that work for them. but i think it will end up those celebrities are going to be stalking you and may end up like right down the street from you. because they are trying to protect their image. 

i really am starting to question what actually happened to me before when people made calls to my employer that ended up getting me fired. the details of who called me and who called my employer are vague.   my car was also repossessed. and even on that one, i am wondering if someone that i knew that just kind of hated me faked the repossession.   could it be possible that someone could send a tow truck to take your car? 

this all happened simply because i showed my face on a tv somewhere.   at this point, my tv career involves:  showing my face 

but yep. all you guys. look seriously, my tv career involves: showing up on tv somewhere. i didnt say anything.  now we are here.  but i hope you can somehow get your brain to work properly. and think like   to look at my father before you look at me. 

currently the way i see the internet is it is dead probably because of social media. but there are people that built a career on social media. and they are using their money to protect their image at all costs.  so if you type a celebrities name on the internet, they will find it, then like make you pay. and that most likely will involve a physical confrontation. first they will send people that work for them. but i think it will end up those celebrities are going to be stalking you and may end up like right down the street from you. because they are trying to protect their image.