i also heard that my father was related to antonio banderas through marriage at one point.  now i see antonio parading around the media today but havent seen that before. is my father still alive and talking to antonio banderas?  if you are ok with the way my father looks, how am i any different?   you do know my father had plastic surgery, right. 

like in some ways, i think i am paying for my fathers looks.  but like, my father lived a life of ease compared to me. but he looks more whatever whatever than i do. 

if someone were to type my name on the internet somewhere. i would not be able to find it.   thats the difference i think. 

you just now find out that folks like this left hollywood several years ago trying escape. but it didnt look like that in the media.   as far as i am concerned, this lady is responsible for the destruction of britney spears and myself.  i really hope this girl hasnt been working behind the scenes to bother me in seattle.  much like kanye west, i would pay people for proof of her talking about me or working on something. https://www.msn.com/en-us/music/celebrity/carrie-underwood-opens-up-about-leaving-hollywood-for-rewarding-life-on-tennessee-farm/ar-AA21WV2N?ocid=BingNewsVerp

i really cant trust the folks that were putting pressure on the industry at the same time britney spears was being destroyed. 

people are just people including carrie underwood. this girl sang a religious song. but we recently found out that the song was written by someone else and that person that wrote the song mysteriously died in a plane crash. 

carrie underwood isnt her real name either i dont think.  but carrie underwood reminds me of katy perry.  in that.   they are just the body for the characters. the  character is designed by other people.  

i think carrie underwood knows that i do not like her. but she keeps kind of putting on a nice face in the media i think to act like she doesnt have a problem with me. which is dangerous for me.   i kind of see her as someone that has put on a face for years but has been stabbing me hardcore.   

like carrie underwood is one of the reasons i have taken a second look at the way things run in america.

 shes just kind of hate on wheels to me.   it is a phrase. hate on wheels.

are they worried about the sports? that would be also a territorial dispute.  religion doesn't have anything to do with worrying about their interest in sports games.  there are several states with sports teams.  

are you worried about me living in one of those states  so  i wont interrupt your attendance at the sports game? 

i dont like this girl so much that i dont care whether she lives or dies.   this is not uncommon.  it is normal in a persons life for you to consciously know of people and you do not care if they live or die. that is a normal thing.  carrie underwood is one of those people to me.  i am telling you that to illustrate that i do not care about this person. 

i hear they used the shooting at the dinner to build a ballroom.  trump just kind of reminds me of a trafficker.  you all better put your children in basements in stuff so they dont get abducted by trump.  100 percent from the beginning i went on twitter to avoid trafficking. for some reason the "shots will be fired" joke before the dinner  to me is one step closer to trafficking .  

i would rather associate with laura loomer because she is closer to my age than the people doing the fake shootings. i think it is very uninteresting to watch a fake shooting. 

laura loomer. i didnt know about her until last year. but i wonder if i was blocked from facebook and instagram like her. did ilan ohmar have something to do with getting her banned? i wonder if they did the same thing to me. and i didnt even know the whole time. i just saw this video.   but laura loomer, when i saw her last year i thought she seemed nice enough. its sad to see the video. i did not have that kind of reaction to being blocked from facebook.  i am in the process of trying to get them to close my account.  i really hope they didnt block me from facebook and instagram and then leave my account active, and also allow people to post on my account.  i dont have the definition for that, but that seems defamatory if they kept the account active and let people post on the account kind of in an defamatory way.  i havent seen the account, but i wouldnt be surprised if people attached that profile to something crazy.  my cousin zoey was able to include my profile about a missing person report.   for anyone who cares , that report i think was trolling.  because i had reached out to family members including zoey for help when i went homeless  but they ghosted me.  that report was around the same time i started to struggle.   and couldnt figure out my own life.   i would say to laura loomer your life isnt over, even though that was from six years ago.  but i would say your life may be over if you befriend donald trump currently. dont do it girly girl. https://youtu.be/owYgF4RbNlA?si=e8TAYjysgBrOCgo9

but grimes. do you know that this has been a waste of my time. since i personally was not involved since 2018. 

grimes. as funny as that is.  the e apple goddess thing. probably not funny to you.  it is a waste of time for me. i was open to meeting people several years ago. but now it is horrible.

grimes. do you know who e apple goddess is? she may be the reason tim cook isnt ceo anymore.  it was very obvious to me that she was being represented by apple several years ago. but it may just now be found out about her.  so if it took people several years to know about something, there you go. jack dorsey knew about e apple goddess. did he tell you?

grimes.  do you know that you almost have two different faces. sometimes you look like one person. then another time you look like someone else.  do you use an editing in your music videos because sometimes you look like two different people. 

but i am appalled at how the situation became about a polygamy competition.  all these girls competing for one guy.  

grimes. sorry for saying grimes grimes. but not sure how else to make it clear who i am talking to.  but grimes. did you know that i did not even use a smart phone very much when i joined twitter. i am barely tech literate.