pretty scary to think it could have been my roommate    but it did not seem like a girl in the room

whatever it was it was sexual. so i dont think it was like supernatural. 

i didnt say anything because i thought i was imagining it 

but i was still living with the roommate that i had when it happened.  because i thought i imagined it i guess i didnt realize it could have been more serious.  but after that i lost my job , car, place to live and became severely homeless  and mentally ill 

i didnt say anything about what i thought happened in the room because i thought it could be a dream or supernatural. so i thought i was imagining it.  i was only aware of what was going on for a few seconds. it wasnt until recently that i thought it could have been someone in person.  

i dont really cae what would come from saying this but i see selena as an ogre because of the things she has stolen from me. she is on stranger stalker serial killer level to me.

i think benny blanco is in control of a lot more than people realize i guess  

what do benny blanco and selena gomez know that other people dont about the current state of the world  they seem to think they can plan for 50 years

taylor swift has been criticized by donald trump and others, they threatened to deport selena. but here the two girls are unbothered by donald trump and they are making 50 year plans for the future   

selena and taylor swift were homeschooled. why have i been dealing with being pit against them when they are 10 years younger.  a year ago i didnt care what people were doing but i was being left alone.