i am really concerned he stayed in touch with my grandmother and brother especially. but i could see him talking to anyone really if that were going on.

if something like that was going on, then its like he just wanted to have a white family in his life. and kicked me out.

i just hope he didnt have something to do with my mothers death then stayed in touch with my mothers side of the family but not me. like i am scared that i met him 20 years ago, but that he has been in touch with my grandmother and others since then but not me. 

i think my father may be kind of the same as a sperm donor concerning me. 

but like back in his day and until the 2000's, the internet didnt exist like it does today, so the social justice warriors werent able to chase him around to hang him for looking the way he does.     if they were able to chase him around back then, i doubt he would have been able to live the way he did, marry the way he did, etc  if they were chasing him around   like you want to do today

i met him 20 years ago, but when i met him and my siblings on his side,  they looked more eurocentric    i think i unfortunately look too similar to his complexion that is why he didnt like me 

i would say he is like a hispanic who lived a caucasian lifestyle had caucasian spouses had hispanic friends had hispanic family members probably had caucasian friends but i didnt meet anyone he knew other than one time i went to restaurant with him to meet some of his family members including his sister he  looked hispanic  they were hispanic that is what he looked like to me     

if you are wondering about my ethnicity, you will need to meet him.  i didnt even spend much time with him.  but i was like  this fool is a lot whiter than me or something.   even though my mother is white .  i dont mean complexion wise. i think my father and I almost have the same complexion. i am saying his lane in life was a lot more successful and socially whiter 

i know i dont have a good nose.   i think my nose makes it pretty difficult. but the thing is it wasnt that bad before i did the media. people didnt care that much

i would really love to see you capture my father the way you captured me and then i would like to see what you would do to him