This is about not wanting to go through another progress of learning someone .. growing close with them .. letting them in on personal things for them to hurt you but you still give them a chance believing in them only for them to do the same thing over again

This is about survival . How life attacked the mind to feel like it had no worthiness that things would remain crappy .. but STILL breathing and living to prove that theory wrong !

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This year was critical from the start to the end . If nothing ... it should’ve opened eyes more to the things that are only being repeated in history but are also still going unsolved . And once one root is dug up there will be many others that need to be addressed

You know in the movie holes where the lady that teaches was in love with the guy but he was of color ... so society judged . But he could always fix something .”I can fix that “ this is like a metaphor in comparison to that .. a person that sees all of you and TRIES even when you’re a wreck and all over .. when you’re unsure and question the SAME questions . That person that STILL remains .

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It’s like .. every metaphor .. or all those movies or songs you have compiled into one . Where a comparison is ongoing .. but so are the feelings .

Growth baby. Growth

Experiencing loss,and feeling misplaced

This is my prayer to myself . I’m not religious but I am spiritual and this is just speaking on the road you travel when you are finding self love ,self healing ,SELF . How you have to clear your mindset and make room for a different headspace . How you have to deal with things that you may have ignored . This goes out to ALL that have traveled in FAITH of THE UNKNOWN but still choosing to travel !! My prayer to myself ,and to you -Amen

Being light skinned and coming from a family where I share both black and white was difficult for me growing up. I always heard the names , and just judgment of me without forming a real perception because I was lighter . Lighter complexed individuals get the wrap of being “damn near white “or feeling as though they are “better “ or “stuck up “and I’m here to tell you that is UNTRUE. You cannot judge someone WITHOUT knowing them 🗣👑🌻

This is just coming from a place of realness . Experiencing people that change on you due to your success or your opinion or making you feel like your”you” is not enough. No MAAM,I’m NOT altering ME for your suppor or recognition. It won’t stop ME from making a difference ! Self love baby .. that’s what most don’t even have anyways ! “I am STILL HERE,I am STILL STANDING. And I AM coming with something POWERFUL to say