ASMR Relaxing Confession before sleep. Soothing voice.

I might be the most important person in my life, but if you think about it I am not that important to others.

It sounds rude, but I guess that's the rudeness I need.

Maybe you are different from me, but I always wanted to be significant. 

Eventually, all ended up in the present situation where I am afraid of being judged and look stupid. 

Pretty solid limitation of free actions if you ask me. 

So the spotlight effect is just another illusion that inhabited my head, but it might disappear soon.

I'm working on that.

Sleep well, kisses.

Bye.

I studied in art school. 

Oh, the artistic guys are charming and difficult. I like it. 

They always have their own understanding of aesthetics and life. They live in imaginary worlds and that's so much ok.

Yes, they are not realistic, but they couldn't be who they are if they were realistic. 

Kisses, 

Bye

Honesty is a very tricky subject. There are many layers of honesty.

Sometimes I am not even honest with myself, how can I even be honest with others.

So, now I am having this special period in my life when I'm getting intimate with myself. I tell more, I let myself to be myself.

But it's a long journey and what sounds true today can be a lie tomorrow. I change, you change.

Kisses, 

Bye.

Psychology was always interesting.

Actually, I needed psychology to understand myself.

I started reading books and dictionaries of psychological terms when I was 10 years old.

So one day I fell in love, and my knowledge became handy.

You'll find more about the experiment right here... it opened my eyes.

I hope you like my voice.

Kisses, bye.

I assume that all the guys make friends with the girls only if they are "interested" in them. 

Very often they have hidden desires or maybe expectations. Sometimes they don't even know about it.

I don't say that it's all about sexual energy but there is something like that involved. 

Well in my experience, every guy "friend" disappeared once one of us was taken.

Fascinating friendship right? :D

Random thoughts.

Kisses, bye.

I thought to start sharing with you my stories in a very relaxed vibe and atmosphere.

The thing is that people say that I have a very soothing voice, and I have this wild idea to share it with you.

I love talking but I don't like oversharing. You will be my exception.

This is just the beginning. Expect random stories. Expect more of me. 

Kisses, bye.