Here is another archive from earlier last year. I realized that even in the absence of God is only ungod like because of God. The absent of judgment is pure love and bliss. However its the absence of our identity that creates the understanding and without identity we are also non judgmental and full of love. I think romantic relationships are a scam. I think that why the system carries out this agenda to make love romantic based. I think love is supposed to be free of the attachment we place on each other but I also think love is supposed to be carefully carved out and delicately handled. I realize that because we truly need our hearts to ever inherit the kingdom of God I wouldn't want to date again without the world having this understanding. Truth is we are all somewhat inherently selfish and because of that we will always hurt the ego of the ones that love us.

this is another archive episode adding to the understanding of my journey. I believe if you know what prompting the change in me you'd understand me more.

this podcast was recorded during the pandemic. to this day its one of the most transformative moment of my life and I find myself constantly wanting to relive that experience I wouldn't do too much different but I would live in the moment even more. Please listen to the very first episode that I made at that time and subscribe to more. I think I want to take you all down memory lane with me.