This is my final episode of the season. I wanted this season to wrap up pretty nicely. And I’m grateful for everyone who has listened. This episode is about freeing the mind and freeing the self (spirit/Jesus). Trusting in God/Creator to make away. It’s hard and it’s lonely being the one to go out on your own but you were built for this. Whatever you do never go back to what made you hate the you that was created beyond mans comprehension. Love the God in you and set yourself free from the crowd your ready.

This podcast was initially supposed to have come out last season but I decided to hold on to it. Anyway I discuss the ups and downs of life after an awakening. This is the beginning of a new season of mine so I want to make sure I start it off discussing consciousness and life as a whole.

This is what I think the Bible references when they say baring your cross. Often I believe that we are collective on our hero’s journey. I touched basis on this on two episodes but this was when I first got a understanding that I was on a hero’s journey.

This is a very vulnerable episode for me. It’s the only episode so far that is dedicated to someone. This episode is about us being not being boxed into the idea that we are all heroes and that at some point in your life you have to also become the villain. To most people we run from this version but just embrace this version it’s just as important it’s the version of you that molds you.

This episode I want you all to take that life isn’t about the instant gratification. It’s the things that only feel your flesh. Start feeding that soul more often, start reaching deeper in yourself. Get to the bag of kale.

I think we have to come to a new understanding that depression is a spiritual illness. The reason why so many people are feeling it especially amongst our generation is because we are ready to be our authentic selves. Work, school, social media etc has us being everything but ourselves and our true self is not this flesh, nor this gender or this race. We are expressions of Gods in human form. Jesus always said he was the truth I’m starting to see that as him being authentic also

If you have ever questioned ending it please listen to this podcast. I’ve come to the term that in reality it’s gets hard especially during times of confusion and lack but please whatever you do don’t do it. I am here for you, I am listening, I see you.

This episode was shot back in may 2021 and I had begin this journey of understand myself and wanted to take care of myself. I noticed that I was struggling with mental health issues that weren’t as prevalent earlier on that had begin to arise. Then I started looking at how movies and media had romanticize mental health in cute pop fiction movies. I started to reflect on how I’ve been maybe a little naive or inconsiderate and often times judge mental of mental health in the past. But this is for the ones that may struggle with mental health. I see you now, I hear you now, I see how strong you are and I’m grateful that you are still here.

So earlier this year 2020 I recorded this episode. While I was heavily lost in my life I went searching for GOD and I have the strangest relationship with GOD and religion but here were a few thoughts on me trying to discover what GOD actually wants from me. Till this day I still struggle but I’ve gotten closer to my spirit and it’s leading me to the GOD that’s been searching for me

Before we get started let me start with the obvious my audio right now is not the best. I am on assignment and have ordered a new mic to my location and it is not giving what it needs to give. I have ordered a new podcast mic to deliver better quality audio but if you know anything about me personally I would've never put out anything less than perfect. However, I feel like time is literally of the essence and the message that I deliver is timely. Please ignore the audio and tune into the message of this introduction episode. I did however go on a bit of a tangent with no sort of direction but I will soon be giving a lot more structured conversation to make you think. Please enjoy and make sure to subscribe I am sure most of you will enjoy my content. This podcast is geared to the thinkers and spiritually woke individuals, Youtube videos will also be coming soon under the same name as my podcast as well as instagram and other social media platforms.