AWAKE MINISTRIES

While parked at a motel just outside of Houston, I met a man named "HB." We discussed topics in regards to fatherhood, equality, and systematic plots of division against the masses. TUNE IN !!!

I created this episode March 29, and never uploaded it. Tryna maintain discipline where I am. Starting to grasp the concept of there's no such thing as the perfect time to get started. Its something I'm working on.

At the peak of our friendship, you were really funny. You were sweet and nice. Even if I called myself maintaining an image in school, You knew I had a soft side and you didn't abuse it. You were good company. Thank you for the time we shared. Its contributed to who I am today. We've had ups and downs and truth be told, maybe thats on account of me. Because I can't really think of much you've done to hurt me to my knowledge at least. God Bless You.

My Nigga Josh. me and Josh have been friends since 2019. since i've met him, his family has been unconditionally supportive of me, even in my stage of backsliding. something im not used to nor expected. i was met with more grace than criticism. it almost makes you wanna strive to be better for people like that. God Bless the Brantleys <3.

Josh came over so that we could write music. my cat didn't hiss at him--it embraced him-- so his spirit passed the genuity test. 

the day proceeded as follows: 

Josh failed to bring his interface. my speaker temporarily tweaked. Josh was then locked out of his laptop. we'd decided to just write lyrics over instrumentals. however; there was no true motivation-- given the high hopes we'd had of dropping a hit. at least not for me. 

after sapping over what seemed like a failed mission, i had a "might as well" moment. i whipped out my phone and what you're about to here is the result of it. 

i didn't mention that after we finished the episode, my speaker began working again. God is a weird nigga yo. 

to my knowledge, you're one of the most humble and genuine people i've ever met. 

i won't forget the lunch bunch group we had in 6th grade. or you callin me a nerd in Ms. Crank's class. 

sorry for treating you like an option. thank you for always telling me what i need to hear, rather that be what i want to hear or not.

 may God Bless you and yours. 

2 TIMOTHY 1:7

GOD HATH NOT GIVEN US A SPIRIT OF FEAR; BUT OF POWER, AND OF LOVE,  AND A SOUND MIND.

What Began As An Argument, Ended With Resolve. God Has Showed Me Time And Time Again How He Can Turn Evil Schemes, Into Happy Endings. 

I Never Thought This Day Would Come. Communication Is One Of The Most Important Aspects Of Any Relationship. Having Uncomfortable Conversations Lead To Clarity; And Most Importantly, Growth. 

After A Family Fallout, Instead Of Leaving Like I Was Accustomed To, God Instructed Me To Be Still. It Allowed Me To Understand The Emotions Of My Younger Brother, AJ --- Who's Been Following In My Footsteps Since I Could Remember. May Our Session Shed Light On The Public, And Be Used As A Stepping Stone For Anyone That Has Yet To Deal With The Childhood Traumas That May Result From Growing Up In A Dysfunctional Home. 

May God Bless You. And Remember: LOVE DON'T RUN 

:D // <3

{{ Matthew 7:3 And why worry about a speck in your friend’s eye when you have a log in your own? }} 

If Imma Call Everybody Else Out When They Fall Short, Then I Gotta Do The Same Once Aware Of My Own Flaws. I Apologize To All The People I Damaged In My State Of Double Mindedness. Please Forgive Me And Continue To Pray For Me As I Do For Us All. I’ve Decided That Instead Of Pursuing Relationship, I’m Just Gonna Focus On Me. And What’s For Me, Will Gravitate Towards Me.