Suddenly I find myself admitted into the hospital .....my cancer has me weak, but my spirit is strong! Jehovah-Rapha is the God who will heal me! Hear my cry O Lord!

The enemy tries to reel me back in and disturb the within myself and within my home! Uh-uh! Not today Satan...not today

A reflection of past friendships & relationships: The promises of God coming to pass.

A religious picture sent to me by my uncle in Peru through Facebook Messenger, provoked a memory long repressed, in which I was brainwashed into believing that I was not black!!

God reveals the truth about who I am through Him.

After making the decision to be helped by a domestic violence agency, I left my entire life behind and allowed them to assist. I first stayed at their shelter & later relocated & started my life all over again. Still I felt so unworthy to allow God i to my heart. I felt like I did not deserve to even speak to Him. I struggled greatly, striving to become a better person. & live my life as a single parent.

The very first prayer said in years. Dear God...

A night at the club becomes a nightmare as we are greeted by blizzard conditions on our way out. We crashed at John’s house after sobering up a bit, because he lived in the next town over. Sammy, enraged and convinced that I was out cheating, snapped and so continued the chain of domestic violence and abuse in my life, but maybe such a tragic situation would finally open my eyes to stop my reckless lifestyle, break the cycle of abuse and perhaps, st last find some healing.

It was Saturday and I wanted to entertain my cousin who had come to visit all the way from Peru. It was her last weekend in the United States & we had plans to party really hard. But first I took her shopping in Manhattan and she was dazzled by all of the lights and excitement of the city, But, suddenly things went so, so wrong and I lost my mind as I tried to keep it together on the first anniversary of my mother’s death.

After caring for my sick dad, it was back to family life at home, but...it was not going well at all. I lost all respect for my husband when he told me to go get a second job, while he scratched his balls all day...and so I lost it and because so disrespectful. So disrespectful. Now it was my my turn to “do me!”