I know I've been full of sadness and maybe the podcast has become that. So I wanted to switch it up and share some major highlights over the last few months that have kept me sane. Most of them, or at least my favorite moments, have been related to the love of my life, The Weeknd. So here is a summary of some happy moments I've had through this dark path. :) 

Man! Thank GOODNESS the holidays are over! Sadly though that hasn't made anything better for me in regard to my mental health. In fact, your girl is feeling worse than ever LOL. But I'm at least moving in the right direction where I can recognize that I cannot just stay in avoidance state forever, I know I need to get back into therapy soon. Anywhoooo, hope you all are doing wonderful and happy new year to you! 

You don't understand the madness my brain has been through trying to upload episode three since my return. LOL I swear I've recorded like 10 takes and scrapped them all. So here's the quickest update on the podcast regarding videos and I'll just try again in the new year (which is literally this weekend that is wild). 

Anime and RDCWorld1 have been my biggest support system through this depression! Here's the story on how they come together for the DREAM Convention and how not getting tickets lead to a big cry. 

I guess I'm back. I wasn't sure I would ever come back after the last few months. But maybe it can be a good distraction for me lol. I'm not sure the direction the podcast will take. In all honestly, it may not be the most positive place to be. But I guess we'll find out together if you choose to stick around again lol. 

But one fun update is I'm trying out video again! Video should be available on Spotify and YouTube now!

Lets chat current events... Well, I meant to chat about these as they were more current but turns out any little disruption in my routine totally throws my life in shambles. LOL I chat about important subjects like Roe V. Wade, to less important subjects like the Kardashians and music I'm excited about. 

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Alright so even though I was only supposed to give you a quick overview of several thing's I've been thinking about, somehow I ended up going way more into detail on my silly dating experiences. Here is how it went down and how I've determined it is just not my time to actively get into dating. 

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Here's what has been going on in my mind since I've been away! Basically I am now to a point where I want to really get refocused and begin actively working toward my goals of self-growth. For so long I was stuck in survival mode just trying to get through each day that when I was finally freed from that struggle, I let the days just keep passing me by (not a bad thing). But now I think it is a good time to start moving into a place of growth, real growth. I am so excited and optimistic for this new chapter of my life because I can feel the difference in my mindset this time around. 

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