Behind Closed Doors

Welcome back to another episode of Behind Closed Doors!

This episode took me some timeee to record, and when I say time, I mean timeeeee.

I started to get flustered and eventually frustrated from how hot it was and not being able to articulate what I wanted to, even after writing a whole script.

I was very close to quitting.

Decided to change locations and once again got flustered. But these two women passed in front of my camera and asked me what I was recording for and at that moment I realized that I am enough to share my voice.

This episode touches on the frustration I felt whilst trying to make this video and how that one interaction changed my point of view.

Welcome Back, Everyone!

We are entering season two of the Behind Closed Door podcast, where I hope to step out of my comfort zone and try new things. This season I've been faced with a lot of uncertainty; it often feels like I'm in a worldwide and can't find my footing. Knowing that, that I cannot control the things around me, I decided to focus on the thing that I can and that's how I spend my time.

I started thinking about my podcast again and decided that this is the time to bring it back.

Can't wait to dive into this season!

Walk through the door with me ...

Welcome back to another episode of Behind Closed Doors. A podcast geared towards bringing conversations about life to the forefront.

In this episode, we talk about the art of the pivot or the art of change, and what it feels like to change the direction of our lives. This episode came about due to my own personal endeavors and wanted to create a space where we can dive into and understand more about those "unwanted" feelings that arise during a process of change.

I'm so happy that I was about to share this space with my friend Alex and hear his own experiences dealing with his own pivot.

Hope you enjoy this podcast episode and as always look out for more!

In today's episode, Alex and I decided to play a game of 'We're Not Really Strangers'. This episode was inspired by my love for deep connections as this game has a great way of digging out the vulnerability. 

In a world that consistently tells us who we are, what we should be doing, and how we should be doing it, it makes it easy to see where a lot of our anxieties and doubts stem from. In my case, there have been several moments where I would allow comparisons to rule me and force me to think what I am doing is not good enough. That isn't the case. What we are doing right now is the best that we can possibly do as twenty sums. This is the period where we fuck up, learn and move on, this is the period of life where we fall intentionally and fall forward because what's on the other side of the fall will always be a lesson. 

In this episode Eva and I talk about all things "Self": Knowing, Finding, Living. We dig deep into some deep-rooted truths and face them head-on. 

As always I hope you enjoy this episode! Make sure to like, comment, and share. 

What does love mean to you? What has influenced who you love and who loves you? 

In this episode, Jade and I touched on multiple different topics. We talked about the love that we accept, loving based on the love we receive, dating, and so much more. 

Enjoy!

Jade's information: 

https://www.instagram.com/ohmyjadie

We have all yearned to feel seen at one point in our lives. In this episode, Maya Nicole and I talk about wanting to feel seen in different aspects of our lives; relationships, careers, etc. 

This episode takes you on a journey, buckle up and enjoy the ride. 

Where to find Maya Nicole: 

https://www.instagram.com/mayaaanicole__

https://linktr.ee/MLDEFIN3D

Welcome back to another episode from my segment, "Understandin the Journey," where I invite those around me to understand their steps to get where they are. In today's episode, I have the privilege of talking with Leila! I've known Leila since 2015, and to see her growth throughout these years has been eye-opening. Of course, I've been seen her growth from the outside looking in, and in this episode, I was able to see it from a closer point of view. I hope you enjoy the episode!

In this episode, Alex (ig: justalextoday) and I delve deeper into the conversation surrounding life as an international student; our mental health, the difficulties of enavigating life away from home, and so much more. 

This is one of the most personal and vulnerable episodes to this day, please enjoy!! 

Welcome to a small segment on my podcast called: 'Understanding the Journey', where I sit with different creatives, for lack of better words, and understand their journey. In this new episode, Poya, an editorial model based in Houston, TX, allowed me the pleasure to understand her journey and all that came with it. 

Poya Seck's contact and Instagram:

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ps.yourstruly/

Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCTC_NBsPy8vkw41B4SClYTg?app=desktop