Ever feel like everyone else is sprinting through life while you’re over here tripping over your own shoelaces?

Yeah… me too.

In this episode of Beyond The Mud, we’re tackling one of the biggest peace-stealers of our generation: comparing yourself to everyone and caring way too much about what people think. From social media highlight reels to family pressure, from career envy to relationship FOMO — I’ve been there. Hell, I lived there. Full-time resident of Comparisonville, population: deeply insecure.

We’ll talk:

Why your brain is literally wired to compare (blame evolution and social psychology)

The difference between healthy inspiration and soul-crushing self-comparison

How social media messes with your self-worth

What “fear of judgment” really does to your confidence

And how I learned (the hard way) to stop performing for an imaginary audience and start owning my damn life

It’s real. It’s hilarious. It’s backed by science.

And it might just help you shut up that inner voice saying “you’re not enough.”

If you’re tired of measuring your life by someone else’s timeline… press play.

Let’s laugh through the lies and find freedom on the other side.

Beyond The Mud, we’re diving into the wild truth: anxiety and creativity are in a full-blown fistfight inside your head.

Turns out, science backs this up — anxiety can shut down creativity, but creativity can shut anxiety down.

Your brain is basically a working dog. If you don’t give it a job, it’ll eat your mental furniture.

That’s why we’re unpacking how to give your brain a mission it loves — through jokes, journaling, music, building stuff, ANYTHING creative — and how that one shift can change everything from your mood to your purpose.

We’ll talk:

✔️ Why your anxious brain needs a creative outlet ASAP

✔️ How I turned panic into punchlines (and found peace in the process)

✔️ What neuroscience says about giving your brain a project

✔️ How to start creating your way out of the slump — even if you’re not “artistic”

If you’re stuck, stressed, or spiraling… this might be the realest lifeline you didn’t know you needed.

Let’s laugh through it — and build something better.

Feeling stuck? Judging yourself too harshly? Searching for your purpose while silently screaming into a pillow? This episode is for you.

In this raw, hilarious, and deeply inspiring episode of Beyond The Mud, I open up about the journey I never expected — from battling fear and self-doubt to discovering my purpose through stand-up comedy.

You’ll hear how I started shifting my mindset (for real this time), how my kids are now following my lead instead of just my words, and why I finally had to fire the inner judge that’s been running my life like a courtroom for years.

We’ll break down:

✔️ How to stop overthinking your worth

✔️ Why your intentions aren’t always enough

✔️ What neuroscience says about changing your habits (and your brain)

✔️ The hilarious way humor saved me from my darkest thoughts

✔️ And how leading by example can shift your entire home

If you’ve ever questioned where you're headed, felt like you were falling behind, or just needed a sign that you’re not crazy for wanting more — this is that sign.

You’ll laugh, you’ll relate, and you might even walk away with the clarity you’ve been looking for.

Hit play. Let’s grow — and laugh — through the mud together.

You ever feel stuck between “what if” and “what now”?

In this raw and brutally honest episode, I’m unpacking why making decisions—even small ones—can feel like brain surgery with no anesthesia. From the science of overthinking and decision fatigue to what your gut is actually trying to tell you, we’re breaking it all down.

This isn’t just theory. I’ve lived it. I’ve postponed breakups, sat on career moves, and literally stared at toothpaste for 20 minutes in the store trying to decide. And yeah—I’m still learning. But I’ve also done the research, asked the hard questions, and figured out why most of us are more afraid of regret than failure.

You’ll learn:

Why your brain shuts down under pressure (and how to hack it)

What “trusting your gut” really means (hint: it’s backed by science)

How to stop second-guessing yourself into insanity

A step-by-step way to make hard decisions (especially when others are involved)

How I’m slowly building confidence—one shaky decision at a time

If you’ve been putting off a choice that could change your life… this might be the sign you’ve been waiting for.

Because not choosing is still a choice. And your future self is begging you to decide.

What happens when you're 45, single, seven months sober… and suddenly realize you haven’t had sex or been in a relationship in five years?

In this brutally honest and unexpectedly hilarious episode of Beyond The Mud, Mike Siam opens up about the kind of dry spell nobody talks about but too many people silently live through. From heartbreak and shame to spiritual masturbation (yup, you read that right), Mike gets real about the emotional, physical, and psychological impact of long-term celibacy and isolation.

But this isn’t just a tell-all it’s a deep dive into what happens when you're forced to sit with yourself, find your worth outside of intimacy, and rebuild from rock bottom. With research-backed insights, raw storytelling, and Mike’s signature mix of comedy and depth, this episode is a must listen for anyone who's ever felt alone in their healing journey.

Whether you’re laughing, relating, or uncomfortable in the best way this one’s for you.

Warning: After listening, you might want to text Mike, set him up on a date, or just say “bro… are you good?” He is. But he’s also still not getting any.

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After months of wrestling with anxiety and self-doubt, I finally stepped back on stage—4.5 minutes of raw, imperfect, real comedy. I didn’t remember every line, but I remembered who I am. This episode isn’t just about performing—it's about surviving. It’s about what it means to stay sober for 7 months, to rebuild broken trust with my son, to parent a teenage daughter through chaos, and to rediscover purpose in the most unlikely places: an open mic, a journal, and a silent, screaming mind.

This is for the ones who feel like they’re too far gone. For the creatives who’ve lost their spark. For the parents who are trying to hold it together. For anyone who’s ever felt like quitting but didn’t.

If anyone’s listening… this is the story of falling down, getting back up, and daring to believe there’s something waiting at the top.

In this raw and unfiltered episode, I open up about my love for comedy—and the brutal fear that’s been holding me back. From the highs of my first time on stage to the devastating silence of bombing in front of a crowd, I lay it all bare. This isn’t just about jokes. It’s about shame, addiction, sobriety, and the war we fight inside when our dreams feel just out of reach. I talk about gripping the steering wheel outside open mics, feeling like a failure, and the savage truth of what it means to chase something you love while dragging your past behind you.

This is the beginning of a new season—one built on courage, not perfection. A season where I stop running from the stage and start walking straight into the fire. If you’ve ever stood on the edge of your passion, afraid to jump... this one's for you.

In this raw and unfiltered episode of Beyond the Mud, we dive headfirst into the realities of being broke—without the Hollywood ending. This is not your typical feel-good story; it’s a raw reflection on the shame, the hustle, and the quiet battles that come with financial struggle.

This episode is for the fighters still in the trenches, the ones juggling bills, rationing gas, and staring down overdraft notices. It’s not about sugarcoating the pain; it’s about flipping the script. Discover how desperation breeds resilience, shame transforms into strength, and hustling becomes the foundation for a future worth fighting for.

If you’re tired of fairy tale solutions and need real talk about surviving and thriving, this episode is for you. Because your story isn’t over—it’s just getting started.

🎙 Listen now to “Broke But Unbroken: The Chapter Nobody Talks About” on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you tune in.

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In this raw and unfiltered episode of Beyond the Mud, we dive headfirst into the chaos of life and the relentless fight to rise above it. From battling anxiety and juggling multiple projects to overcoming financial struggles and breaking free from societal expectations, this episode is a no-holds-barred look at resilience, authenticity, and the power of perseverance.

Discover how to navigate life’s storms, embrace your scars, and transform pain into purpose. This isn’t just another motivational story it’s a wake-up call for anyone feeling stuck, broken, or overwhelmed. Whether you're dealing with setbacks, fighting for your dreams, or simply trying to stay afloat, this episode will remind you that you’re not alone and that the mud doesn’t define you.

Topics covered:

How to stay resilient when life keeps knocking you down

The power of authenticity in a world full of judgment

Breaking free from self-doubt and societal expectations

Turning chaos into growth and pain into strength

If you’re ready to embrace your raw, unfiltered self and rise stronger than ever, this episode is for you.

Keywords: resilience, motivation, personal growth, mental health, authenticity, overcoming obstacles, self discovery, never give up, through the mud, life lessons.

Listen now and take the first step toward proving to yourself and the world what the hell you’re made of.

In this raw and unfiltered episode of Beyond The Mud, I reflect on 84 days of sobriety and the powerful lessons learned along the way. From rediscovering creativity and confronting family drama to navigating the grind of everyday life, I share the struggles, triumphs, and truths that come with walking through the mud of recovery. This is more than a story of addiction—it’s about resilience, growth, and finding hope in the messiness of life. If you’ve ever felt stuck, overwhelmed, or unsure of your next step, this episode is for you. Together, let’s keep moving forward