Prepare yourself. This isn’t just any episode of Beyond The Mud—this is a journey into someone else’s shadows, a story that is raw, unfiltered, and deeply moving. For the first time, I’m sharing a voice that isn’t my own—a story of resilience, survival, and the courage it takes to confront life’s darkest moments.

Imagine finding the strength to open up, knowing that your truth could bring healing to someone else who’s struggling in silence. That’s exactly what this incredible person did when they reached out to Beyond The Mud, ready to break free from their past and offer hope to others who feel trapped by theirs. This episode is a testament to the power of vulnerability, to the bravery it takes to say, “Here’s my story. I made it through. And so can you.”

Listen, share, and let this story remind you of the unstoppable human spirit. And if you’re ready to be heard, know that Beyond The Mud is here for you too. Reach out at [email protected]—because no story is too dark to be told, and no heart is too broken to heal. 🌌

“Stability? Oh, you mean that mythical creature everyone talks about but no one’s ever seen! In this episode, we’re diving into my very personal and often ridiculous journey from bouncing around like a stray ping-pong ball to finally finding some solid ground… or at least learning how to stay upright in the mud.”

In Episode 6 of Beyond the Mud, we're taking a hard look at the elusive concept of "stability"—something I spent most of my life chasing like a dog after its own tail. From couch-surfing with my high school girlfriend’s family to figuring out how to actually stand still for once, this episode is about the messy, unpredictable path to feeling grounded.

Packed with humor, brutal honesty, and a few too-close-for-comfort stories, this episode isn't just about my journey; it's about learning to embrace the chaos, laugh at the missteps, and find hope in the unlikeliest places. Because sometimes, stability isn’t about having it all together—it’s about knowing how to hold on when everything’s falling apart.

What if the person who hurt you the most…was you? This episode, I’m tearing down the walls and exposing the darkest parts of my past—things I’ve never admitted out loud, not even to myself. The pain I caused, the people I broke, and the control I craved. This is more than a confession; it’s a reckoning. If you think change is impossible, if you believe that some wounds can’t be healed…you need to hear this. Buckle up. This is the truth you won’t hear anywhere else

Listen up, because this isn’t just another podcast episode. This is the gut-wrenching, soul-shaking truth that most people are too afraid to face. This episode dives into the depths of regret, redemption, and raw transformation—the kind of journey where you walk through fire and come out the other side, scarred but stronger.

If you’re tired of the fake smiles, the filtered lives, the “everything’s fine” mask—this episode is for YOU. It’s real, it’s unapologetic, and it’s proof that no matter how far you’ve fallen, you can rise again. Beyond the Mud isn’t just a title; it’s a testament that no one is beyond hope, that no story is beyond redemption.

🔥 Don’t just scroll past. Hit play, listen with your whole heart, and let this be the spark that changes everything. This is the moment. Don’t miss it. 🔥

"In this powerful episode of Beyond The Mud, we dive into one of the most misunderstood parts of men’s lives—the silent pain so many carry alone. For too long, society has taught men that feeling pain is weakness, that real strength means burying emotions deep. But today, we’re here to redefine that notion, exploring why feeling pain makes you human, not weak.

This episode is raw, real, and unapologetically honest. It’s about breaking free from the silence, finding strength in vulnerability, and walking a path toward true healing. Beyond The Mud isn’t just a podcast; it’s a movement to help men confront, accept, and rise above their struggles.

If you’re reading this and know a man who could use these words, or if you’re the man who needs them, share this episode. We all deserve the chance to step out of the shadows and find the strength to live beyond the mud."

Imagine a battle fought not with fists or weapons but in the silence of your own mind. Anxiety isn’t just a feeling; it’s a force that can tear you down or drive you forward. This episode is the raw truth of what happens when we choose to face our darkest parts and transform them into power.

In this episode of Beyond The Mud, I dive deep into the uneasy alliance with anxiety—how it’s both my curse and my fuel. I share moments with my kids where words fall short, but understanding grows, where silence and presence become everything. Join me as I navigate the tension between facing my own struggles and finding purpose, trying to create a legacy that turns pain into progress. This is a story about resilience, vulnerability, and the daily fight to turn anxiety into a stepping stone, rather than a setback. Listen in if you’ve ever wondered how to find hope in the hardest places

In this episode of Beyond The Mud, we're diving into the depths of raw survival, a journey that starts at rock bottom and fights its way toward redemption. When everything fell apart—family, home, purpose—there was a choice: stay buried in the ruins or begin the grueling climb back up. This isn’t just a story of addiction or loss; it’s a brutally honest look at facing your own reflection and choosing to rebuild, even when the odds seem impossible.

If you've ever felt trapped in your own mistakes or wondered if it's too late to change, this episode is for you. Expect an unfiltered look into the struggle, the self-discovery, and the small but powerful victories that come from fighting for a new beginning. It’s gritty, it’s real, and it’s here to remind you that even from the darkest places, there’s a way out. Press play, and let’s go beyond the mud together.

In this raw and unfiltered episode, I dive deep into the power of solitude, the hard truths that come with facing our demons, and the journey of self-discovery that comes when the noise fades and you're left alone with your thoughts. After five years without a relationship, I finally had to confront the parts of myself I’d been avoiding—the wounds, the scars, the broken pieces. This is about more than just healing; it’s about rebirth.

What happens when you’ve rebuilt yourself from the ashes but still fear that no one will love the person you’ve become? How do you trust again—both yourself and others—when your past still whispers in the background? This episode is for anyone who’s been in the dark, anyone who’s struggled to find their way back to the light, and anyone who’s wondered if they’ll ever be enough.

It’s raw. It’s real. It’s my story, but it might just be yours, too. Tune in and find out what happens when the journey to wholeness takes you places you never expected.

In this episode of Beyond the Mud, we dive deep into one of the most misunderstood and powerful emotions we all face—anger. It’s raw, it’s real, and it’s a force that can either consume us or push us to grow.

What happens when the fire inside you starts to burn out of control?

I take you through a day where my anger nearly got the best of me, and how that familiar storm surged unexpectedly, threatening to tear apart everything I’ve worked for in my sobriety. But instead of letting it drown me, I decided to face it head-on and learn from it.

This episode is more than a venting session—it’s an exploration of how anger can be both destructive and transformative, a battle we all fight in some way. Whether you struggle with your temper, with life’s frustrations, or with finding peace in the chaos, this one’s for you.

Get ready to uncover the truth about anger and how it can shape us, for better or worse. This is one you won’t want to miss.

In this raw and unfiltered episode, we dive deep into the messy, often painful reality of personal transformation. This is for those who are tired, broken, and unsure if they have the strength to keep going. It’s for the person who’s failed a thousand times but still dares to dream of a better version of themselves. This is for you—the one in the mud, fighting through the weight of setbacks, the one who doesn’t see the light yet but keeps moving forward, one difficult step at a time.

You are not alone.

What if the mud you’re stuck in is exactly where you need to be to find your strength?

This is your reminder. For everyone who's struggling, stumbling, and still daring to keep fighting—this one is for you.

Tune in, because your story isn’t over yet. This journal entry isn’t about the shiny victories or the perfect endings—it’s about the grit, the grind, and the days when victory feels out of reach. It’s about the moments when you want to quit, but something inside you won’t let you. In this episode, I’ll remind you why you started, why it’s worth it, and why the struggle is part of the process.