Bleu’s Kleu

After reflecting over these past weeks and events (work life, love life, personal life); I’m self aware of my role in the challenges I face. Close ones reassure me, “I’m worthy”, and my value. I’m learning who I am and my potentials. No I may not have it all RIGHT NOW! What I got is enough because I’m STILL ABLE. I am more than enough.

Everything is turning around. Took a loss but God makes no mistakes. Work life is great. Love life is loading….yet AMAZING experience at this moment. How it all start and how it’s going! Just know I’m Happy!

Last week was tough. From getting fired to getting a new job. From preparing to lose my aunt. To actually losing my aunt. Even during my tough times things will surely turn around. Just pray for my family.

After a week of bad news and scare attacks; I’ve come to realization that I am highly favored. What the enemy sent to break me; God turned it around. Emotions are high. Friendships are tested. Faith is tested. Being a “Chosen One” means being tested unexpectedly by those around us. Keep the faith; stay strong.

A quick recap of my previous week and actions. A lot of strange/weird energy in the air. I’m more aware of this power and how it affects me. Trying to find some center peace. Friends are being used as examples to knock me off my horse. Results from the procedure? New News 😩😬. Lost for words. Definitely things are being stirred just as things were looking up. Conscience?

Update on what’s been going on with me and my health. How did I deal with my dads birthday this year? What’s news with the music, and work life.

March 1st mark the “taking it personal” journey. Mainly focusing on taking better care of myself, rebuilding myself, and allowing myself to get to know “myself” again. Staying in my vortex and a well-balance frequency. This is “All About Me”. I have to be firm with what I’m saying this time. That goes for family and friends. Yes, Of course Iloveyou but if you mean no good. I’ll love you from a distance.

Yet another end to one chapter. And a “hello” to a new beginning. Aftermath of the roommate issue, Bleu has decided to accept what is and move onward. Knowing the hurt and difficulties rebuilding will be; Bleu is ready to start fresh for herself. Farewell, to broken friendships and bonds. If it ain’t helping me then it gots to go. No looking back. Onward we go!

Just when I thought things couldn’t get any worse than they already are. Lost for words. Hurt to the core/my soul. Don’t know what to do. I give up on trying to make things better for myself. No point in trying anymore.

Learning to put the girl in the mirror first. Update on what’s new.