I embark on a new journey to heal. Even though trials and tribulations come my way….I’m learning new ways to cope and get through. New Affirmations, new attitude, ReNewed Faith and etc. This is what it’s like to weather the storm. Join me on the process of healing myself.

Exiting one situation to start a new healing process. Saddens me that it has to end like this but true colors has been shown. Actions has been spoken. There’s no turning back now. Thank you for all the lessons. But it’s time to move on. By this time next year I will be celebrating healing from this lesson/situation. I wish you nothing but the best. It’s time to do for Bleu fully and wholeheartedly. Watch me bounce back!

Some people have a problem accepting rejection. When you no longer give someone access to you they lose their benefits. Can’t just be grown and let me get my stuff without confrontation.

Everyone is being inconsiderate and selfish. But it’s all good. Cause I know I was there for everyone. Im hurt and disguised! I don’t want to be bothered by anyone. Believe what you want. Y’all just selfish asf and inconsiderate. I got things going on besides love issues.

Nothing is getting any better. I have family attacking me. Asking “if I’m on drugs”. Stating that I “provoke” her. Saying I’m the “problem”. If you honestly feel like that FUCK YOU. Stay away from me. I have nothing to say to you. Everything I state is FACTS. I know it and She know it. Now we both gotta deal with our actions.

Starting to realize that I’m traumatized. This hurts my soul. I wake up at the same time of this traumatizing event for 2days straight now. I wake up in rage, disbelief, scared, and on guard. I’m uncomfortable. I silently cry thinking about it. And to think my birthday is tomorrow (9/13). I feel shitty. Useless. A waste. I feel lost. Like I know I’m going to have to take some serious time to get over this one. My heart hurts. Sincerely, Broken

Depression is no joke. Physical and verbal abuse is no joke. Trying to keep everything together and fell completely apart.

Tuesday August 17,2021 (late upload) Update on what’s been going on with Bleu.

Know your triggers. Know your partners triggers. Have good coping skills. More than one. Know your worth.

Going through this journey called life and every now and then you get tested. Well I failed my first test since my breakdown. Story time about what happened at work.