BlueReverend

By BlueReverend

Steven "Blue Reverend" Kleinfelter is a Pennsylvania native who lives in South Philadelphia. He has a Bachelor's Degree in Journalism and a long history of music, poetry and prose as well as a strong... more

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The podcast currently has 17 episodes available.

BlueReverend episodes:

August 24, 2021 Corridoor
A light ambient track I played bass on. Synths by Bruce Bard with permission to use.
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3min
March 15, 2021 Jam 3 - 15 - 21
I might do something with this. I kind of like where it's going. I'll keep working on this one.
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4min
October 13, 2020 The Cracks Begin
Just a melody I came up with while I was playing around. Thought it was worth saving.
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3min
January 24, 2017 Therion
I used to think life was simple
When I could look in a mirror
To see who I am
But now I know my reflection lies
In the lines of black ink
Staining the pages before me.
I have etched and inscribed my reflection
In much more darkness than light,
In the lessons I have learned
Through blood
And bruises
And broken bones,
Taught through the scars,
Callouses and crooked limbs,
They are now part of my reflection too.
I am no longer a creature of light
I am not a child of the sun
I no longer feel truly alive
But in the dark forest under the moon.
I have stripped naked and ran
With other creatures
Both seen
And occult.
I have felt the weight of the night
Like fathoms of water I was submerged.
I know my balance has shifted
Because I no longer weep for the sun
I have stopped craving safety
Stopped needing comfort
And let go of my need
To fit into a world
That I can no longer understand.
I am more beast than man
I am more wild than tame
I have come to stand tall
In the face of death
And refuse to bow to kings.
I am only what I have survived;
I am punishment
Fury
And pain,
I am wrath,
Lust
And despair
A devil who slipped his chains.
I have climbed from the pit
to howl at the moon with madness
and gnash my teeth
at raging storms
and though I know one day
I will break
One day I will fall
Until that day I will soar free.
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3min
January 24, 2017 Atrophy
“I felt”
He said to her
And gave a melancholy sigh,
“That might not mean much to you
But to me it’s something new.”
“There are parts of me
So atrophied
I thought them dead and gone…
Yet there you are…
And here I am…
And between just but a foot wide gap
That could span millions of miles,
Because no matter how much I touch you
I know you will never be mine.
So why am I so happy
To feel so much pain
That I now I wish
I felt nothing once again.”
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3min
January 24, 2017 My Silence
This is my silence.
After all these years
Of fighting the fight
Instead of living my life
Of blazing my way
Instead of blindly following
Of facing myself
And not liking what I see
And killing myself to change
All those things
And not holding anyone accountable
For the help they gave
In breaking me down
While I tried
To build them up,
Of chance after chance
I offered
While staring at the backs of those
I offered it to…
This is my silence.
Because nothing more can be said
Than what I convey
Standing here
Still alive
Still breathing
Or when I turn and walk away.
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3min
January 24, 2017 Not Here
It echoes over and over inside my head.
"I'm not here"
The only thought that seems to remain.
I don't walk among the world anymore
On the legs of the living
I am haunted by the looks
So empty and sightless
Like "I 'm not here"
I have faded from the world
And prayed to God be set free
But it was the devil who answered me
And chained me to this faded
Half-life existence
That isn't life
And certainly isn't death
For in death's arms
I could find restful comfort,
But I find no rest
I find no comfort
Because the arms I find myself in
Are the arms of the devil himself.
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2min
January 24, 2017 Old Roads
I survived myself
But barely
And now I forget
What life is supposed to be,
Pacing mile after mile
Of old worn out roads
Until the soles of my shoes
Are worn thin.
I keep searching for pieces,
Bread crumbs I might have dropped
To lead me back home,
Back to who I was before…
But it’s been too long
And I’ve gone too far
And now it seems I’m lost
In such a familiar setting
That has changed so much,
Like the mirror I look into,
A vision so foreign
I no longer like what I see,
Just an empty husk
Barely alive.
I have to wonder
What constitutes living
From just passing time.
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2min
May 26, 2016 Curbstomp - Horrorgramz Remix
This translation has no emotion
Between the head and the sidewalk
When lives run like red lines
Into the gutters
Boot stomp curb job left a mess
Motherfucker smiled
Like it was the most fun he’d ever had.
Shiny blue like his skin was turning
And all I could think
Is I’m glad it’s not me.
It flashed through my head
like a real coward thought
made my guts writhe like snakes
because I realize the party has just started.
I found myself laying there
All broken jawed and bleeding
Didn’t even have time to blink
Before it went lights out
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2min
February 28, 2016 Five Weeks (Shakina Returns)
Five Weeks (Shakina Returns)
Here and gone
In five weeks
Though I never
Saw your face
Heard your voice
Half way between
Here and nowhere.
Everything bled out
Like a breath,
Just a lightbulb pop moment
And there you have it
As I sit here
Tearless and breathless
Shakina frowns
Hangs her head
And moves forward
As I topple into thoughts
I never wanted to have.
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2min

FAQs about BlueReverend:

How many episodes does BlueReverend have?

The podcast currently has 17 episodes available.