We think self esteem is a state of being something stable or static if you will which your mind naturally has or fuels, never being influenced by any doubts or challenges.

Self-esteem is not how much confidence you have in how well people see you, but how much confidence you have in whether or not you can manage your life. 

“Be the change that you wish to see in the world.”
― Mahatma Gandhi     “Here's to the crazy ones. The misfits. The rebels. The troublemakers. The round pegs in the square holes. The ones who see things differently. They're not fond of rules. And they have no respect for the status quo. You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify or vilify them. About the only thing you can't do is ignore them. Because they change things. They push the human race forward. And while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius. Because the people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world, are the ones who do.”
― Rob Siltanen

Relax enough, and your body becomes so familiar with the cradle-rocking rhythm of movement and you almost forget you’re moving. And once you break through to that soft, half-levitating flow, that’s when the magic happens. You have to be in tune with your body, and know when you can push it and when to back off with movement. You have to listen closely to the sound of your own breathing; be aware of how much sweat is beading and how the muscles feel, make sure to treat yourself to cool water and ask yourself, honestly and often, exactly how you feel. What could be more sensual than paying divine attention to your own body? Sensuality coexists with sexuality