I first moved to England in 2017. While living with one Italian and French (in a same room) while looking for a job, we had some interesting discussion. The French guy inspired me to think- the first time in my life I am thinking to an extent where I cannot sleep and focus for a day. I went for a walk, chat with some good friends, reflected a bit and wrote this blog. It's been 4 years and do feel a bit strange recording this again. I probably have some new thoughts but I'm just narrating the blog as it was.