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In this conversation, Jacob Johnson shares his journey of personal transformation, the founding of Calyan Wax Co., and the importance of intentionality in life. He reflects on his experiences with family dynamics, forgiveness, and the role of community in personal growth. Jacob emphasizes the significance of understanding God's love and intentionality, encouraging listeners to embrace their identity as sons and to pursue meaningful relationships and purpose in their lives.

Key Takeaways:

• Healing begins when we stop striving and start receiving.
• Addiction and fatherlessness often distort our sense of worth and identity.
• God meets us in our lowest moments—not with shame, but with invitation.
• Sonship is not a title we achieve but a truth we are invited to receive.
• Restoration is possible when we stop hiding and allow others to walk with us.
• Spiritual fathers can play a critical role in calling out identity.
• Confession and community are powerful agents of transformation.
• Freedom often begins with one simple question: “Who told you that you’re not a son?”

Memorable Quotes:

• “There’s a war over your identity.”
• “You can’t earn sonship. It has to be received.”
• “You’re not as alone as you think you are.”
• “God fathered me through the kindness of others.”
• “My addiction was a symptom of something deeper.”

Chapters

00:00 Building Community and Connection
02:46 The Journey of Sonship and Testimony
05:38 The Impact of Canyon Pathways
08:26 Living Light: A Transformative Word
11:43 Intentionality in Life and Faith
14:32 The Spectrum of Intentionality
17:31 Childhood Influences on Intentionality
19:27 Navigating Confusion and Anger
22:38 Identity Shaping Moments
25:36 The Role of Justice in Personal Growth
44:21 From Pain to Purpose: The Journey Begins
49:14 Summer of Transformation: Seeds of Change
53:39 From Candy to Candles: The Entrepreneurial Shift
59:51 Building a Legacy: Balancing Family and Business
01:07:04 Forgiveness and Healing: A Father's Impact
01:14:18 Understanding the Heavenly Father: A Journey of Trust
01:21:18 Encouragement for the Journey: You Are Enough

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In this episode of the Canyon Pathways podcast, host Noel Bouché explores the profound depth of what it means to be intentional. Drawing inspiration from an unlikely source—the 90s alt-rock hit "Father of Mine" by Everclear—Noel unpacks how intentionality is less about strategic planning and more about the relational effort of reaching toward another.

From the etymology of the word to the character of God as an intentional Father, this field note challenges the "box-checking" mentality of leadership and parenting. Noel invites us to move beyond mere methods and into the heart-level work of stretching out our hands to those we lead, mirroring the way Abba reaches out to us. It is a call to move from the striving of servanthood into the restful security of sonship, finding wholeness in the places that are often the hardest to reach.

Takeaways

• Intentionality is about motives, not just methods. Taking someone to the beach or the movies is just a means; the true goal is reaching the inner person.
• To be intentional is to "stretch out." Rooted in the Latin intendere, it literally means to reach toward another with effort, energy, and passion.
• True intentionality requires relational humility. It means setting aside our own agendas to discover what brings joy and delight to the other person.
• God is the ultimate Intentional Father. He is not distant or passive; He is constantly reaching out to rescue, comfort, and deliver His children.
• Our response to being reached is to reach back. We are invited to stretch out our hands in response to God, moving from fear into the freedom of being a beloved son.
• Intentionality pushes back chaos. By providing order and focus, purposeful intent acts as a proactive force against the dehumanizing disorder of life.

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As 2025 draws to a close, I had the rare gift of sitting down with my brothers Sherman Bradley and Luke Smith for a roundtable conversation—not to wrap things in a neat bow, but to stay in the tension of grace, truth, and what it means to be sons who stay at the table.

This year has been marked by growth, correction, encouragement, and a few hard conversations. And what we've learned—what we keep learning—is that spiritual maturity doesn’t look like control. It looks like surrender. Not as a posture of defeat, but of trust. Of humility. Of remembering we belong, even when we blow it.

In this episode, we reflect on some of the moments that shaped us this year—not as leaders first, but as sons. We talk about truth-telling, being misunderstood, choosing to stay present, and practicing the kind of grace that actually costs something.

Reflection Themes

• Grace and truth are not opposites—they are companions on the journey of transformation.
• The invitation of sonship is not to perform, but to be received.
• Sometimes, the deepest spiritual growth comes through relational courage.
• Community is where sonship is tested, refined, and revealed.
• As the year closes, we ask: Where do we still reserve part of ourselves? Where is the Father inviting surrender?

What You'll Hear

• Why confession is a doorway into grace—not shame
• How we’re learning to lead from sonship, not performance
• The cost and beauty of staying at the table when it would be easier to leave
• Why memory, laughter, and honesty are vital to becoming trustworthy men
• A communal reflection on the year—and what still lies ahead

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In this episode of the Canyon Pathways podcast, host Sherman Bradley is joined by Patrick Rooney—a husband, father, finance professional, and former Division 1 athlete now living in London. Together, they reflect on the Field Note Wealth, exploring how midlife men can move beyond financial accumulation to embrace relational access and spiritual well-being as the truest forms of wealth.

Through personal stories and grounded wisdom, Patrick shares how receiving the word Route on a Canyon retreat reshaped his view of leadership, family, and decision-making. From the stress of finance to the peace of sonship, this conversation is an invitation to rest, realign, and receive.

Takeaways:

• Wealth is not accumulation—it's access to the Father and others.
• Rest is required to receive. Sons don't earn, they inherit.
• Leadership in the home begins with presence, not pressure.
• Understanding our own wiring helps us lead our children and love our spouses better.
• God’s will is not always a single rigid path—it may be a route, with space to walk in freedom.

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In this Field Note episode of the Canyon Pathways podcast, I reflect on the complex and often misunderstood idea of wealth. At midlife, many of us are asking deeper questions about what it means to be secure, successful, and significant. But what if true wealth has less to do with accumulation and more to do with access?

Through the lens of sonship, we explore how wealth shows up not only in financial resources, but in relationships, health, peace, and a sense of belonging. Servants strive to earn; sons inherit. This episode invites you to reconsider the metrics you use to measure your well-being—and to receive the inheritance of relational and spiritual abundance available to you as a son of the Father.

Key Takeaways:

• Wealth is not just financial—it’s relational, emotional, and spiritual.
• Access is a clearer indicator of wealth than accumulation.
• Community and connection are central to well-being.
• Comparison robs us of the peace that wealth can bring.
• Inheritance, not hustle, defines the wealth of a son.
• Financial security is meaningful, but not the whole story.
• Midlife leadership often surfaces questions about legacy and meaning.

Reflection Questions: https://canyonpathwayspodcast.com/wealth

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In this episode of the Canyon Pathways Podcast, host Sherman Bradley welcomes his longtime friend and brother, Dr. Pastor Jackie Jackson—a seasoned pastor, teacher, and community leader whose story spans decades of ministry, reconciliation, and faithfulness. Together, they unpack two deeply connected words in Jackie’s Canyon journey: Reserve and Surrender.

This conversation is rich with wisdom from a life poured out—through urban ministry, police chaplaincy, global missions, authorship, and spiritual fathering. Jackie shares how growing up with inner tension between holding back and giving all has shaped his path, and how God has been present in every space: the pulpit, the precinct, the prison, and the prayer room.

For every man navigating midlife leadership, this episode offers a mirror and a map—helping you discern what to hold, what to release, and how to live more fully as a son.

Key Takeaways

• Reserve is often formed by trauma—but it can also be stewarded by wisdom.
• Surrender doesn’t mean passivity; it means trusting the Father's voice more than your own.
• Ministry without sonship often leads to burnout or bitterness.
• God’s grace shows up in prison cells, police stations, and places we least expect.
• There’s a difference between being used by God and being known by God.
• The tension between reserve and surrender is part of the maturing journey of sonship.
• Teaching and fathering others invites us to revisit our own inner postures.
• Midlife is not a crisis—it's an invitation to release, recalibrate, and receive again.

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There’s a kind of strength we rarely talk about—one that doesn’t come from pushing through or pressing harder, but from loosening our grip.

In this Field Note, I reflect on the quiet courage of surrender. Not the surrender of defeat, but the surrender of trust. Of handing back what was never ours to hold in the first place. From Jeremiah’s counsel to the parable Jesus told in Luke 15, I’ve been moved by how surrender invites us—not into passivity, but into deeper agreement with the Father.

We don’t lose when we surrender. We receive what only the Father can give.

Key Takeaways:

• Surrender is not the end—it’s the beginning of agreement with the Father.
• We are not called to surrender into nothing, but into relationship.
• The journey from servanthood to sonship often moves through surrender.
• What we give back, God receives—and what He returns is always more.
• Rest is not passivity; it’s trust. It’s identity. It’s remembering we are sons.

Scriptures to Reflect On:

• Luke 15 – The younger and older sons
• Jeremiah 38:21 – “But if you refuse to surrender…”

Questions for the Journey:

• Where in your life is God inviting you to surrender—not out of fear, but into relationship?
• What are you still trying to earn, prove, or hold onto?
• What do you believe God wants to place in your hands if you’ll let go of what’s there now?

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In this episode of the Canyon Pathways podcast, host Luke Smith sits down with George Romeos to talk about peace—not the kind we often chase, but the kind we’re invited to receive.

Raised in Greece under the shadow of tradition, loss, and complexity, George shares how the seeds of faith were planted through his mother’s silent strength, his father’s long transformation, and the slow journey of letting go of control. Together, they explore how peace grows not in the absence of trouble, but in the presence of love—especially when we’re willing to let go, to stay, and to trust that God is already at work.

This is a conversation for those wrestling with their past, longing for healing, and learning what it means to live as sons—not orphans—in a world desperate for peace.

Takeaways

• Peace isn’t found in control—it’s born through surrender.
• The gospel of peace is deeply relational, not religious.
• Sons don’t need to fix; they’re invited to remain.
• George’s mother modeled faith through silence, exile, and love.
• Transformation often begins in the background—slow and unseen.
• Letting go of our grip is often the first act of faith.
• Peacemaking isn’t loud—it’s faithful presence over time.
• Trust is learned, and love doesn’t rush.

Chapters
00:00 – Introduction from Luke
03:19 – A Childhood Marked by Silence and Tradition
07:01 – A Mother’s Quiet Courage
13:28 – Learning to Let Go
17:55 – The Gospel as Relationship, Not Performance
21:32 – Trust, Control, and the Journey to Sonship
27:40 – What Peace Looks Like in Real Life
34:00 – George’s Story of Transformation
41:16 – Final Reflections on Faith, Family, and Peace
45:00 – A Word for the Listener

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In this Field Note episode of the Canyon Pathways podcast, Noel Bouché reflects on the true nature of peace—not as a passive absence of conflict, but as a courageous and costly reality rooted in covenant. Drawing on the ancient understanding of peace as shalom and its connection to sonship, Noel explores how peace is formed through sacrifice, maintained through covenant, and often misunderstood when defined merely as comfort or the avoidance of tension.

Through personal insight and spiritual reflection, Noel invites us to consider where we have made agreements with shame, confusion, or fear in order to keep the peace—and whether those agreements are actually stealing the very peace we long for. He reminds us that God’s peace is not forged through control or appeasement, but through love, invitation, and trust in the Father’s provision.

Key Takeaways

• True peace is not the same as passivity or comfort; it comes at a cost.
• Biblical peace (shalom) is rooted in wholeness and relational harmony.
• We often trade true peace for false agreements in the name of “keeping things peaceful.”
• The Father invites us to the table not as servants, but as sons—at peace with Him.
• Real peace requires covenant, sacrifice, and often a death to self.
• Jesus is our model of peace, secured through the cross—not through avoiding conflict.
• Shame and fear can masquerade as peacekeepers but ultimately undermine wholeness.
• Sonship is the foundation of spiritual peace; it is received, not earned.

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In this heartfelt episode of the Canyon Pathways Podcast, host Luke Smith welcomes David Kosobucki into a vulnerable conversation about fatherhood, faith, and the deep journey from comprehension to true understanding.

Together, they unpack the painful realities of fatherlessness and the long road toward discovering God—not as a distant concept—but as a loving, present Father. David shares moving stories from his childhood, his grief journey, the music that stirred something deeper in him, and a wild season of Bible smuggling that brought faith into sharp focus.

At the heart of this conversation is the invitation to live like a son—not an orphan—no matter your background or how late you come to it. The Father is always waiting.

Key Takeaways:

• Understanding is different from comprehension—it’s personal, not just intellectual.
• Faith is relational, not about rules or knowledge.
• 40% of men grow up without a father, and that absence shapes identity.
• Sonship begins with accepting God’s love, not earning it.
• Fatherlessness isn’t the end of the story—God is bigger than your fatherless problem.
• Personal transformation often begins in unlikely places—a song, a conversation, a crisis.
• Mission, community, and calling emerge when we understand whose sons we are.
• It’s never too late to seek God and discover your identity.

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Field Note Reference:
"Why We Need Understanding"

Scripture Reference:
"By wisdom a house is built, and by understanding it is established." – Proverbs 24:3

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