I struggle with being present in community. I often feel that I have to mask, manipulate or protect to ensure my expression can survive. My fears from the past are preventing my authentic response to others. I'm confident that my 8 year old self will never let a life experience dampen my light. I'm asked if I'm willing to have faith, immerse myself into a community which aligns with my intention and BE. Yes, Yes 1000% I claim this.

What a mess. I sat and still struggled to stop seeking meaning or a narrative. Being is so HARD for my controlling ego.

Doing in the world is so much easier than being. I have confidence in my ability to do that which is perceived as value. I'm still a little insecure about how to be in the present moment with others. The first day back on campus with students and the instruction must come after the connection.

The individual makes up the collective. So if you think that humanity is not on the right path, start with self. Is your intention driven by fear or faith? The why is first. Yet, the actions that follow that intent create our physical reality.

I understand the meaning of humanity and the big picture. I still have to live the day-to-day life. Transitions are the best time to get in alignment with a supportive lifestyle. You can do your inner work to see how you want to live in your flesh suit too.

We have infinite ways to express yet sometimes can feel lost in our focus. What's this life about and how should we express our energy? Today, I just went inside and asked what I desired. The clarity was comforting and gave me a renewed vigor! This life is a gift 🎁

My programming is an obligation to produce for them. I'm asked to define my own expression without the performance for approval. This is not as simple as I thought. I'm impatient and keep trying to control how I am seen. What is our authentic expression offering and do we have courage to align with that?

When I'm doing the work I don't always realize the fear behind my consciousness. Trying to communicate the vision challenges me to share my true voice. I normally rely on confidence and push through. Now, I'm asked to use faith, let go and allow it to flow. I'll accept the challenge but hold back the imaginary mob with pitchforks.

The journey is not to traverse the game and upgrade from a pawn into the role of the king. The path is in understanding the limitation of playing as a game piece at all. Once you understand and choose intention then you will be removed from the experience completely. I'm playing a new expression and making space for others to join. Control isn't the way

Creation. What is it? How do we in our limited human expressions bring in our infinite power? Imagination transports is into alternate dimensions yet our alignment with only today's capabilities interfere with seeing the way. Enter into what feels like the mind of a mad man seeing the seed of source.