When I move the ball forward, I choose a task that I believe is necessary to reverse engineer my ultimate vision. The quicker I can get the shit done, the more chance I have to make an impact. Yet, today I'm asked to not plug into the dopamine of running towards a goal but instead be fully present in the task of the moment. My challenge is finding the value in the information and experience of slowing down while doing.

The journey is not simple nor all joy. There is struggle, internal and external along the way. Today, I sit in my frustration, self doubt, and lack of clarity. The beach helps sooth but the real soothing is for the inner child still feeling alone. (Poor audio quality due to wind in the beach ⛱)

There's a game that I want to play. Yet it seems that everyone around me is playing a different game. I want to play the one that I envision. If I play with them, then they get their fun and I lose. What if I can change my narrative? How can we play together and both win? How is my stubbornness getting in the of all play? My fears are stoppingthe game from even starting.

Our creations require consistent manipulation, effort, attention, time and resources. If we stop doing that which we created it will naturally return to homeostasis. If we only allow that which nature creates then we ignore human creation gifts. I assume there is a balance in constant effort to maintain a human creation and the respect that life will flow without our need to control.

Have you ever woken up already exhausted? Not physically but mentally tired from constantly scanning the present comparing to a part experience. In just going to give myself permission today to take a break without guilt or shame.

There is a limitation on my creation process. I don't trust other humans and I refuse follow their ways (instructions, processes, narratives) . I believe they are manipulating me to use my energy for their cause without caring about my being. That which I loathe in others is that which I despise in self. When do I do for you besides when I can get what I desire?

The education system has ensured that we are all dependent on it. Without participating in that game, we lose. The intention is to create a community of support where the individual has agency and voice in the game. Without the community they can still find their way. We attempt to offer an enhanced experience for thriving, not requiring something for survival.

"Equally yoked" can be used to ostracize people. We can hold our centers and walk into any energy without being impacted. We can cultivate the possibilities that move humanity forward, knowing we are all in transition. Intention is everything. Are you acting in fear or for the highest good of all involved?

Sometimes the message is to pause and take it all in. Today, I respect time and find peace in the moment.

In a community the only winning is when it serves the entire collective. Does the result benefit the whole. Action delivers results after the discussion. We will practice learned communication skills.