It's come time to explore your personal relationships with power. The fear of lack leads to manipulation and survival techniques. Survival means me over you. The Master believing they have power must protect it. The people believe they have no choice but to play the game or risk imagined failure. We can play differently

Power for one means intentional oppression of another. We use humans as bricks in our building. It is what it is.

These seem innocent enough in our capitalistic society. See in myself that which I condemn in others. Where have I and do I still use the sword of power to "win" the game. I'll reflect on the ways I use and abuse power over others. I can't change the world but I can transform self.

There's a voice in each of us that was oppressed at some point in our expression. It could have been a person that silenced us or an expected systematic way of being. We learned when to hide ourselves and when to perform to survive. How long do we repeat narratives of others in education, business, military and religion? Do we dare being judged?

Grandiose desires to control the world. The Pharoah NEEDS power to feel worthy. One can not just abandon the legacy of the throne to seek out the humble life. The expression and experience of the nurturing woman is inviting but the Pharoah believes her to be weak. Such a contrast and conflict within

My expression does not want to fight the old to build new. I have demonized that which is and resist finding shared foundation. The power is in collective transformation. Energy is not created from nothing. Today, I notice who I've made into villains and how that limits possibilities

No more life lessons! I'm tired of frenzied seeking for an answer to replace my lack of faith. Not lacking faith in self, but lack of faith in other humans. I can intentionally seek out proof of other humans caring about the same things that I care about. This is just an expression within self, it is my own limited belief. I will reprogram the possibility

It seems the lesson this week is triggering my ego. Creation flows through me not from me. The story and characters are trying to tell me their perspectives and I keep interrupting with my own answers. Once again my doing is interfering with the creation. Surrendering my control is a constant....

It is so easy to remain in automatic pilot. Doing your inner work requires attention. Balancing gifts and building skills is intentional. Today, i was reminded to put on my costume and get on stage. The production is beyond learning the script.

I've been struggling, trying to solve all the issues on my own. I've entered unknown territory and everything in this space is new to me. It makes sense to ask for help from others, yet I feel unworthy, insufficient and prideful. Human expression is best realized as a collective. So why do my narratives demand that everything should come from self?

My expressions of resistance stem from the thought that this should not or should be. Surrendering into the understanding that this is what it is and my expression is to respond. Giving up the ego need to know before learning. The journey in collaboration continues.