Clouded Thoughts

Clouded Thoughts Episode 10: “Change your enviroment"”Can you actually grow in a toxic environment, or does staying in one eventually do more damage than good?In Episode 10, Deem and Ry go back and forth on whether personal growth can happen while you’re surrounded by toxicity. Ry believes there’s still an opportunity to grow through difficult environments, while Deem isn’t buying it — leading to two very different perspectives on what growth actually looks like.The conversation then takes a trip back to high school as the guys unpack some of the insecurities they carried when they were younger — and how things that felt serious back then are hilarious looking back years later.Growth, toxic environments, old insecurities, and somehow… a milk moustache. 😂Another regular day on Clouded Thoughts. ☁️Subscribe, drop your perspective in the comments, and stay tapped in for more.#CloudedThoughts #Podcast #PersonalGrowth #ToxicEnvironment #Insecurities #SelfGrowth #TorontoPodcast

Clouded Thoughts Episode 9: “Fix Your Mindset”What happens when you reach a certain age and realize the career path you’re on might not be the one you want anymore?In this episode, Deem and Ry get into the pressure men face when making career changes and starting over later in life. Deem speaks on the uncertainty of leaving what’s familiar, rebuilding from the ground up, and the feeling that by a certain age, you’re already supposed to have everything figured out.Then the conversation turns to dating.Ry challenges the idea that the dating pool is as bad as everyone makes it seem. Maybe the problem isn’t the pool — maybe it’s why people are getting in it. From dating for status and lifestyle to placing too much importance on money and material things, Ry makes the case for getting back to genuine connection and dating people for the right reasons.Careers. Dating. Expectations. Starting over.Sometimes you don’t have life figured out — you just need to *get some rest.*Real conversations. Different perspectives. Clouded Thoughts. ☁️Subscribe, comment your thoughts, and stay tapped in for more.#CloudedThoughts #Podcast #CareerChange #Dating #Relationships #MensMentalHealth #SelfGrowth #TorontoPodcast

Clouded Thoughts is back. ☁️

In this episode, Ryan and Deem sit down and talk about why the podcast stopped, what happened during the time away, and the uncomfortable conversations that needed to happen between them.

Sometimes growth means addressing the things you’d rather avoid. We talk about accountability, communication, differences, and how having those difficult conversations ultimately allowed us to move forward — individually, as friends, and with the podcast.

No pretending everything was perfect. No avoiding the uncomfortable parts. Just two friends having an honest conversation about where we were, where we are now, and where we’re going.

A lot has changed.

Welcome back to Clouded Thoughts.

Subscribe, comment, and stay tapped in — we’re just getting started.

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In this episode, Ry & Deem kick things off with a recap of Ry’s birthday, reflecting on what it feels like to step into another year of life and the mindset shifts that come with getting older.From there, the conversation naturally moves into the stress of the Christmas season, from gift shopping to financial pressure, and the unspoken anxiety that can come with trying to show up for everyone during the holidays.To balance things out, the episode wraps up on a lighter note with a fun segment of “Who’s More Likely To”, where Ry and Deem go back and forth calling each other out and keeping things playful.A real, relatable episode that blends reflection, honesty, and laughs. Just in time for the holiday season.

In this episode, Ry & Deem sit down with Ahmed, who opens up about his personal journey, the fear of the unknown, and what it really feels like to grow up still battling the same doubts we had as kids — just with bigger consequences.Ahmed breaks down the 1% Club: a simple but powerful philosophy centered around becoming one percent better every single day. From waking up and choosing healthier food to making intentional decisions, he shows how small steps create real transformation.We also dive deep into authenticity, how to stay true to yourself while working with others, and why honest conversations are the key to progressing in life — mentally, emotionally, and spiritually.If you’re trying to grow, elevate, or get back on track… this one’s for you.

In this episode of Clouded Thoughts, Ry and Deem dive into the many faces of addiction — from the headlines surrounding the Terry Rozier and Chauncey Billups gambling scandal to the personal struggles people face with drugs, alcohol, sex, and validation. They explore why we chase the highs that hurt us, how habits turn into dependencies, and what it truly means to regain control.

It’s not just about vices — it’s about the voids we try to fill. Tune in as Ry and Deem unpack the cycle of addiction, temptation, and the journey toward freedom.

🎙️ Clouded Thoughts Podcast — where peace and pressure collide.

n this episode, Ryan and Deem sit down with Deem’s former teammate and close friend, professional basketball player Prince Oduro.

Prince opens up about his journey growing up in the hood and the challenges his mother faced as an immigrant trying to navigate life in Toronto with limited knowledge of the system. From leaving home at just 16 to chase his basketball dream in the U.S., to constantly transferring schools and adapting to new environments, Prince’s story is one of resilience, faith, and self-belief.

Now continuing his professional career, he reflects on how every setback built his mindset and how he’s learned to keep pushing forward no matter what.

It’s an honest and inspiring conversation about sacrifice, growth, and the unspoken challenges behind chasing a dream.

Welcome back to the Clouded Thoughts Podcast!

In this episode, Ryan and Deem take a step back from the jokes and talk about what really happens when the mask slips—when men stop pretending to have it all together and start keeping it real.

We get into the quiet pressures, the expectations, and the unspoken weight that men carry just trying to hold it all down. From feeling invisible to chasing validation, to figuring out who we are outside of what we do, this one’s for every man who’s ever felt like he had to be “everything and nothing” at the same time.

It’s chill, honest, and grounded—the kind of conversation that reminds you you’re not alone, even when it feels like nobody gets it. Grab your drink, sit back, and tap in.

Welcome back to the Clouded Thoughts Podcast! We’re kicking off Season 2 with a laid-back, laugh-filled catch-up episode that’s all about what we got into this summer.Join Ryan and Deem as we swap stories on everything from Deem’s birthday misadventures—let’s just say champagne on an empty stomach wasn’t his best move—to Ryan’s wasp sting escapades, jet ski rides, and cottage getaways.It’s a chill and honest look at our summer antics and a warm-up for all the real talk we’ve got coming this season. We didn’t hang out much over the break, so consider this your front-row seat to our reunion and all the wild little stories in between.Hit play, catch up with us, and let’s get Season 2 rolling!

In this special episode of the Clouded Thoughts Podcast, Deem & Ry we’re joined by a guest whose journey speaks volumes—Tristan Darko.From being coached by our very own co-host (Deem) to becoming a coach himself, Tristan’s evolution is one rooted in leadership, growth, and resilience. Not only did he dominate on the court as a player, but he also took it a step further by creating and coaching his own AAU basketball team BM Elite (Better Movement Elite). That experience gave him a unique lens—seeing the game from both sides and understanding what it takes to lead, inspire, and build something bigger than yourself.

Now, as he gears up to continue his journey at the college/university level, Tristan shares the mindset, challenges, and passion that continue to push him forward.