Clouded Thoughts

In this powerful episode of The Clouded Thoughts Podcast, Deem and Ry sit down with Newby, the owner and face of ClubChat — where culture meets conversation.

Born and raised in Toronto, Newby’s journey is anything but ordinary — moving between the trenches and the suburbs, he’s seen both sides of the city. Encouraged by his father from a young age, he discovered his voice early and learned how to connect with people deeply and confidently.

Newby opens up about the emotional weight of survivor’s guilt, the reality of growing up in conflicting worlds, and how he learned to find light in every dark place. His story is one of resilience, reflection, and the power of purposeful conversation.

In this powerful episode of the Clouded Thoughts Podcast, we welcome Wave Montega, a Toronto-born artist whose journey is a reflection of transformation, resilience, and raw introspection.

Once deep in the world of competitive basketball, Wave shares the pivotal moment he stepped away from the game and broke into music—not just as a career shift, but as a means of survival and self-expression. He opens up about his battles with depression, how isolation became a tool for clarity, and why knowing yourself beyond your title is the key to peace.

Through conversations on healing, humility, self-control, and purpose, this episode dives into what it truly means to break away from what the world expects and follow what your soul needs.

In this exciting episode of Clouded Thoughts, we welcome Jabari, a passionate young entrepreneur and owner of a thriving barbershop Kut Kapabilities. Jabari shares his journey of turning his passion for barbering into a successful business alongside his dedicated business partner.

Join us as we dive into the joys of being a barber and the profound impact that a simple haircut can have on a person's confidence and self-esteem. Jabari discusses the vital importance of building trust with clients, highlighting how the barbershop becomes a sanctuary for many.

With engaging stories and insights, this episode is a celebration of the artistry of barbering and the meaningful connections forged through every haircut. Tune in to discover how Jabari's journey reflects the essence of entrepreneurship and personal care in the community!

In this insightful episode of Clouded Thoughts, we sit down with Alysha, a dedicated Challenge Youth Councillor, who opens up about the mental challenges she faces both in her professional role and personal life. Alysha shares her experiences advocating for youth and the emotional toll that comes with supporting others through their struggles. 

We delve into the critical topic of mental health, particularly emphasizing the importance of creating safe spaces for men to express themselves freely. Alysha’s perspective sheds light on the unique challenges that men face in seeking support and the societal norms that often hinder open conversations about mental wellness. Join us for an engaging discussion that highlights resilience, understanding, and the necessity of fostering supportive environments for everyone. Tune in to discover how we can all contribute to building a culture of mental health awareness and acceptance!

In this episode of the clouded thoughts podcast, Deem & Ry delve into the complexities of poverty within the African American community and the unique coping mechanisms that emerge from it. Join us as we explore how humor has become a means of navigating struggles, allowing individuals to find light in the darkest situations.

We also tackle the emotional impact of social exclusion, discussing how it feels when friends don’t invite you to parties and gatherings. We share personal stories and insights, revealing the deeper feelings of isolation that can accompany such experiences. This episode offers a candid look at the intersection of socioeconomic challenges and the human need for connection, inviting listeners to reflect on their own experiences and the narratives that shape our communities. Tune in for a conversation that’s both enlightening and relatable!

In this captivating episode of Clouded Thoughts, we dive deep into the inspiring journey of Jamie Cootes—a true testament to resilience and determination. Born with disadvantages that could have defined him, Jamie has rewritten his story into one of empowerment and success.Join us as Jamie takes us through his remarkable career evolution, starting from the humble beginnings of a call center representative to the exhilarating world of club promotion, and ultimately, to becoming a thriving business owner. He unveils the unique hurdles he faced in the competitive business landscape, including the daunting pressures of maintaining a polished facade while navigating financial hardships and complex partnerships.This conversation is not just about business; it's an eye-opening exploration of men's mental health and the crucial role it plays in shaping our paths. Don’t miss out on the wisdom and insights Jamie has to share—tune in and discover how he turned adversity into opportunity!

In this exciting episode of Clouded Thoughts, Deem and Ry take a deep dive into their unforgettable 2024, sharing the highs, lows, and everything in between. They reflect on the lessons learned and the moments that shaped their year. But that's not all! Tune in as they unveil their ambitious goals and dreams for 2025, setting the stage for an incredible journey ahead. Don't miss out on this captivating conversation that promises to inspire and motivate you for the year to come!

Join Us and Olympian Duan Asemota on this episode of the clouded thoughts podcast "Running Towards Resilience”. In this episode, Duan shares his inspiring journey from junior college to the prestigious Ohio State University, revealing the challenges he faced along the way. With candid conversations and expert insights, he explores the mental hurdles athletes encounter, the importance of support systems, and how vulnerability can lead to strength. Tune in to discover how Duan's experiences in track and field have shaped his mindset and learn valuable lessons on perseverance, self-care, and the power of community in overcoming adversity

Join us for a moving episode where we talk to former college athlete Tre about coping with loss during his soccer season. We explore Tre's path through grief and his inspiring transition to a photography career during tough times.

Step into an insightful and engaging episode of our men's mental health podcast as we sit down with the talented alternative R&B recording artist, Eadie. Join us as Eadie shares her deep passion for music, her journey as an artist, and the driving forces that ignited her creative spark. Get ready for an inspiring discussion as Eadie candidly opens up about her own mental health journey, revealing the challenges she has faced and the empowering strides she has made in overcoming mental hurdles.